1 1. Mine!

"I will never let you go!"he pulled my hair hard, I could feel the anger when his eyes looked at me. After finding out that my escape had failed, it seemed like I was really trapped.

"I WILL BIND YOU FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE!"

"TORTURE YOU!"

"BECAUSE YOU'RE MINE!"

It hurt so much that even if I tried to break free, my hair would probably fall off my scalp.

"DO YOU UNDERSTAND?!"

I couldn't do anything other than nod, accepting every word he said that sounded heart-piercing, forceful and evil.

"So don't try to run away again, Grace." he whispered right next to my ear and removed his hand from my hair. just left after torturing me for several hours, I curled up next to the bed and cried. I felt my body full of bruises from being hit and kicked several times. This hurts more than before. and the fact that I am trapped forever in this place makes me wish I were dead.

A few minutes later, an old woman came into my room and hugged me tightly. She is Mary, the good maid who looked after me during the 2 years I was locked up.

"Oh God." Mary hugged me and cried, her body shaking violently when she saw me covered in weakness and bleeding in several places.

"How could he be this mean to you?" Mary opened the medicine box she brought and started treating me. I groaned in pain when she touched the wounds on my body.

"How unfortunate you are."

I don't know what to say to her. my heart is broken, my body hurts and my mind is asking me to die as soon as possible. but every time I try, it always fails and I will be punished more severely than before. until I felt that death alone was not enough for me.

I give up on everything I have tried.

Mary hugged me again, let me cry, she stroked my back gently. like a mother calming her daughter. As cruel as the torture I received from the people in this place, only Mary treated me like a human being.

An hour passed, Mary left because she had work to do. I stared at him for a moment before he closed the door.

I took a deep breath and lay down on the bed. I let myself be with my pain and despair.

Even if I fall asleep, the nightmares will always come. brought my trauma back.

I got out of bed and took my diary. write every complaint I have there. every day I'll write so I know how long I've been stuck in this place.

This is the 734th day, since I came to this place as a 'toy'. I hate to say it, but an evil man named Jonathan took me by force and tortured me in this place.

he cursed at me and said that I was a damn woman who shouldn't have been born, to be honest I don't know what mistake I had made, but slowly I learned a little about Jonathan's past related to my parents. Something that made him take revenge. until he had to shoot my parents and dragged me.

Jonathan really hates me, how his dark gray eyes stared at me with anger and revenge. his neck veins showing when he screams at me or how he kicked me hard in the stomach.I could feel how angry and hated he was at me. it doesn't matter if I'm a girl. I can be his punching bag.

now I can only stay silent and look at my pale skin which is full of wounds. facing even harder long days because Jonathan will torture me,again and again.

My life has no meaning anymore, I just need to breathe without feeling anything.

I closed my diary and went back to bed, but what I didn't realize was how I would be after this.

I don't mind if I die, its okay.

I heard someone's voice, slowly my eyes opened and I saw Jonathan looking at me flatly. "It seems like I was too hard on you, hmm" he brought his face closer, so that only his nose was almost touching me. "You must not die!" Jonathan gripped my cheek tightly. m pushing with his big hands.

I almost cried because I felt pain in my waist because Jonathan's other hand was pressing hard on it.

"You pathetic woman!"

Jonathan let go of his hand then went out of the room, leaving me with a grumbled. After that, a man wearing glasses came into the room carrying a bag, I knew him, he is Jacob, the doctor who usually comes to this house to check Jonathan's health. I don't know why he came into my room. because I knew Jonathan wouldn't let someone know about my whereabouts and condition.

I got out of bed and saw Jacob smiling, his dimples visible. he seemed very warm and friendly. "I'm Jacob, I'm here to treat you, Miss." he walked over and sat beside the bed. opened his bag which contained medicine and tools. "Is that okay?" I nodded when I heard that.

he pushed my hair behind my ear and started treating my neck. he was so close I could hear his breathing.

"I didn't know your condition was this bad, Miss." Jacob stopped then looked at me, his brown eyes diving into my eyes as if he was guessing what the situation was really about.

Jacob continued his actions, stopping several times when I hissed in pain. he treated me gently. "Please take off your clothes, I want to treat other parts, Miss.

"If you agree."

I was a little surprised when I heard that but I chose to take off my clothes so that Jacob could finish his work and I could be treated. I was embarrassed when I showed my exposed breasts.

There was no expression whatsoever from jacob, but I could see his ears were red from seeing me half naked in front of him.

I kept watching his movements, he looked serious about treating the bruise on my chest. applied the medicine he brought and covered the wound with a bandage.

"I would be honored to know your name, Miss."he looked at me and smiled gently. even though he didn't need to feel that way.

"Grace." I opened my mouth after a long silence. he smile again, "Beautiful name." I don't know why my heart warmed when I heard that, I tried to cover my embarrassed face and put my clothes back on.

"You are as beautiful as your name, Grace." Jacob looked at me again, with something he was keeping secret. "Thanks." I answered shyly, then Jacob leaned closer again and whispered, "Jonathan tortured you, right?" he stepped back and looked at me deeply . oh my god, his voice and touch made me weak. I nodded silently and looked at him. "It's going to be really hard to get out of here Grace, but I hope I can help you."Jacob's voice gently touched my ear, I even felt a strange fluctuation from this close distance.

"Help for what?!" The exclamation quite startled us, I turned and found Jonathan leaning against the door, Jacob got up from the bed, his expression looked very calm. "Help her to recover."

He walked towards Jonathan and asked him to leave the room. but before turning to leave, Jonathan looked at me with a suspicious expression.

I looked away, trying to calm down after what happened earlier.

Like, I need more help from Jacob