Work

(Asaka Point of View)

Once we get home, I see my darling is asleep. I pick him up and the kitten. I walk inside. I see everything for the kitten is in the living room. I put the kitten down on a cat tree. That is already set up. I carry my darling into his room. I set him down on his bed before giving him a kiss on the forehead. I realized what I did after I did it. Why did I do that? I know I have been wanting to and his skin did feel nice but at the same time, I can't do that. What if he was awake? He would hate me and what if he thought I was going to do more than just that or that I have? He really would hate me. Okay. Calm down. I just need to get everything set up. I know I have a guest room where I could put all of the cat stuff in. I would have to move things out of the room but I think it would work. After all, it doesn't get used so I would only really have to remove the bed. Or I could keep it in. No. That would be a lazy way about it. Plus, I did get a good workout today and I have to get to the base. I have too much to do. Hopefully, my darling will be fine. I can put his phone next to his bed. 

I leave the room and I head into the living room. His phone is on the floor. It must have just fallen. I pick it up and then walk back into my cutie's room. I put his phone on one of the two bedside tables. I head back out and I take everything into the room I'm going to make for the cat. It does have a bathroom across the hall to it so I put everything in the hallway there as I start going through it. I put all of the bathroom things and the litter box in the bathroom. I start setting everything else up in the bedroom. It takes me about two hours. I head out into the living room and I see the kitten still asleep. I pick him up and I put him on the bed in the room as I haven't removed it yet. I head out to the car and bring the food inside. I then get into the car and I drive to the base. When I get there, I send a text to my darling just to tell him that I am at work. I head inside and see what every part is going on. I see what I need to get done is done so I head to my office to see what else there is. I send people out to get things or just to get in contact with others. I have reports I need to go through so I start with that. After that, I have to see how the shop is doing, which needs more of most of the things that get sold so I get some people on top of that as I look around for a few people as they have been slacking off. By the time all of that is done, I log into my police job and start a few things. This way, it actually looks like I am doing something for the police and no suspicions arise. I should also remember to remove anything that will be needed so we aren't too much of a target. 

By the time I am done, the sun is starting to rise. I get up and I stretch. I head to the gym that is there. I start working out when I remember I have a few people to remove. I end up ending my workout a little short just for a small break. I get people onto killing them as I don't feel up to it. I go back to my workout. I keep working out until I am told the job is done. I feel a little sore as I get up. I look to make sure that it is. I dismissed them, glad to see it done. I see what meetings I have to do and I see I have one today. I grab my phone and I text my cutie, "Darling, I have work to do so I won't be back home until after lunch. If you need anything, text me. If you need me, call me. I will pick it up. I just have a few things to do. At the moment, I am dealing with your work and what is going to happen now with it." 

I'm not fully lying with my text as I did deal with it but I also want to get it completely shut down. That way he can't work and he will have to stay with me. I know I am paying for his apartment but that is just in case and so no one worries about him. Plus, if he ever needs space, he can have it and if I do need to do something messy, he can get away or if I need to kidnap him I can keep him there. I know it might be messed up but it is the truth. Honestly ever since I have left, I have wanted to hold my darling even more. I feel like I need him. Is this what people with addictions feel like? I want to go back home and see how he is. I hate being away from him. I was able to distract myself with work but I want to go home and be with him. I want to hold him close and never let him leave. I need his touch. I love it so much. Maybe I am addicted to him. I would be fine with that but I guess anyone with an addiction is. I should put photos of him up in my office. No. I can't. It would give away my weakness and I don't want my darling to have to deal with all of this. I just need to keep him safe and I will. I will kill anyone I have to and everyone if needed. I don't care. I would and will do anything for him. I want to hold him close and never let him leave. No matter what.