Deer

(Asaka Point of View)

I head out into the kitchen to start cooking. I just don't know what to make. I know he likes meat. I wonder if I can find any Slovenian meals that I can make. I grab my phone out and I start looking. 

As I was looking through, there seemed to be a lot of soups, breads, and different cakes. I guess I should look at the soups and then make a cake for dessert and then I can make bread for breakfast tomorrow. Hopefully, I can make it right. There is a bograč but I don't have deer. I wonder if I can replace it with something else. I go to look for something to replace it but I can't seem to find anything that is in English to replace it. I can get one of my men to get it. I grab pork and beef and I start cooking them as I get to grab the potatoes when I see I am running out of potatoes. I put the rest of my potatoes in a pot as I start boiling them. I put the two meats on the stove, on low heat and I grab my phone. 

I know one of my closer workers is a hunter and I have his number as he is a damn good assassin. I look for his number. I have too many contacts on my work phone but it's what I have and they are either good at their jobs or they are the departments. Once I find it, I call him as I put it up to my ear. He picks up the phone.

"I need a deer."

"A deer?"

"Yes, a deer. I know it is different but I need a deer and I have the money to pay you the normal amount for you."

"Will this be a smaller job kind of payment?"

"This will be a bigger payment."

"You really want the deer."

"Yes, I do, and as fast as possible."

"Will do. I will be there in 5."

"Good." I hang up on him and I focus on the meat. 

I soon hear my darling coming out of the room, at the same time I see my worker coming in with the deer. Why is it here so fast? I mean, sure I have cut his pay before when I have been in a bad mood but he makes plenty of money. I know he does because I have seen him taking photos for his Only Fans. After all, working with me, you can't have a real job. Endless, I give it to you and many either want the extra cash or they want something to say to people when they are asked or they just want something more to do. I point at him and then the kitchen. I put down his money and I walk up to my darling. After all, I can't have him see my assassin. I don't want him asking questions. I can't have him asking questions.

"How did sorting out your clothes go?"

"It went well. I mainly just figuring out the order of how I want them."

"I'm glad that it went well." I hear my front door close. I look over at the door. "Darling, can you go see what that was?"

"Yes, I can."

"Thank you ba-." I stop myself before I can call him baby. This is the second time I have almost done that. I head into the kitchen, glad he can't see the kitchen. 

I grab a knife that I use for cutting up humans. It should work for deer. It is in a bag, which is good. I cut off two legs and I put the rest into a cooler under my counter. I know this all looks suspicious to have a knife that can cut through bone and a hidden cooler but I have reasons if anyone were to ask. I cut the meat off the bones and then skin it before putting it in the pan. I put the bones back into the bag right when I hear my darling coming back. I clean myself off as I grab the hydrogen protsid to clean up the blood. I'm pretty sure I got all of it by the time my cutie enters the room.

"I didn't see anyone but your door wasn't closed so I think something got in but I didn't see anything." 

Damn it. Does he not know how to close the door? "I can check later but I didn't hear anyone so it could have been some kind of animal and then they got stared away when you went to the door."

I turn around to look at him as I dry my hands. I put the towel down. I see him look at my hands before speaking, "Is that blood?"

I look down at my hands. Shit. I still have blood on them. Fuck. Ok. I can explain this. "Yes, I guess it is. I must have not washed it all off. I am making dinner and I had some raw meat that I was holding and I got some blood on me."

I see him look at the stove before looking back at me. "Oh. I see. That is a lot of meat. What are you making?"

"That's a surprise. Why don't you put something on while I make food or we could just talk? Only if you want that is."

"I can stay here and we can talk."