81 Chapter Eighty-One/she once hoped

Wednesday 30th..[Down City 'Before the tragedy']

"I heard from Bénison how stubborn you were on the mission.. Care to explain? You know I've got lesser time and you are making me appear like a buffoon!?"

"The Ancients is bullshit!! I don't want to be their slave anymore! I want to see my sister, I want to see Fleur!!!"

"Shut up!! Don't ever say her name!! You are not my blood. You are no one's sister.. You are the reason I had to plan all this!!! If it was not for you, then, Fleur wouldn't have been my puppet! Everyone would have been happy. But in an alternate timeline, you clearly killed me!! I won't let that happen!"

"I've got enough of your fucking nonsense... I just want to see my Fleur!!"

That happened a long time ago. I argued with Electra, and I couldn't meet Fleur at all. I was forced back to the Ancients and I left behind my life as a normal Earthian.

Because Electra rejected me as her daughter, I didn't have a home to live in. Fleur would rarely send me something. And I was alone most of the time. Being a slave to The Ancients, I lost everything. And I would spend most of my time at a cinema. There were popcorn leftovers that people wasted and I would eat them. For a really long time, that was my life.

And then, a woman appeared.

"..You must be living your best life. Eating sugar everyday and working for The Ancients freely. What a life!! If only I was as pitiful as you, I would have stolen your life..."

"....Did Electra send you?"

"Yes, Call me 'Spy'. Not because I'm one, but it's my real name. Electra wants me to share my home with you... You can't say no and I can't either. So, let's be cool and obey her.. What do you say?"

"That...i'm.....tired.."

Not the best part of my life. But quickly, it became more interesting. Spy gave my roof over my head and food. She brought funky clothes and I was happy. A home. A friend. And hope.

I was starting to see life as something positive.

And my relation with Spy was evolving on a new path..

"You see, I can't smell sperm. It's like bleach left too long exposed from the sun. I hate that.. So, I'm man-o-phobia.."

"HAHAHA!!! I don't think such a word exists! So, you are lesbian?"

"Not really. I'm not attracted to woman either.. All I see are bags of shit and grease.."

"Fashion way to see body. I understand you. I gave it a thought long ago.. But being relentlessly a martyr for mother, I lost taste in love and shit like that..."

"Then, think about it again, Karr. I'm here now..."

Love. I gave it a thought long ago.. But then, Electra destroyed it. Spy died agonizing in lava for getting too involved with me. I guess some people just can't have the life they really want..

Ultimately, after Electra died, I searched for a way to make her pay.

She used Fleur. She killed my 'hope'. She did all that just to mess me up..

So, I decided this time to mess her up. But Fleur still Electra's puppet fucked me up. And you know la suite..

We died.