1 Chapter | Why me?

IVY GET UP YOUR GOING TOBE LATE FOR SCHOOL" mom yelled from all the way downstairs. "K...." I said with my face shoved in my pillow.

I got up, went to the bathroom, did my skincare, my makeup, put my clothes on, and left for school.

Ellie walked school with me, Ellie and I have been best friends ever since birth, we have never had a fight before, nor have we ever been mad at each other. We are basically soulmates.

I had first's with Ellie but that was it, the rest of our classes aren't with each other. "Alright. Settle down class settle down, I will be coming around collecting your essay from last night, page 192-256 must have been read and written in the correct format we have been discussing." "Shit... I didn't do the essay, Ellie what do I do?!" "I don't know, it's your fault for not completing it."

"Wow what a bitch" I thought in my head. "Where's your essay Ivy?" Mrs. Smith asked with a semi angry face. "Oh, about that.. well I forgot about it, and I left it at home" "Well, that's a 0% right there." "OHHH SHIT I THOUGHT YOU WERE SMART IVY!" Gavin said. The entire class started chanting out "DUMBASS, DUMBASS, DUMBASS" over and over and over again. "Uh.. can I use the washroom Mrs. Smith?" "Yes but make it quick" "Alright" I ran to the bathroom stalls and cried like a fucking maniac. Why does Gavin always have to be like this?! And why am I always the goddamn target!? I washed my face and got through the day pretty roughly but managed.

When I got home I heard my parents fighting as usual. But this time Amber was crying, I asked her "hey... what's wrong?" she ran to me and hugged me so tight and I knew something was off. I looked at her face, right then I heard my parents. "THATS IT IM LEAVING" "OKAY YOU ABSOLUTE PSYCHO IM TAKING AMBER, LAUREN" "WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE SHANE TO CHOOSE, IT'S HER CHOICE" I literally felt my heart drop and right then and there I bursted into tears while wiping off Ambers.

After a few minutes passed, mom and dad called us and asked us to choose. I chose my mom because my dad is a drug addict and he gets very abusive. It was Ambers turn to choose, I legit fell on my knees crying my entire soul out. Amber chose dad. At that moment... everything was so blank I felt so numb, no part of me wanted to even live anymore. Amber was my whole life, my little sister whom I was supposed to take care of and now I can't even do that. My whole life fell apart in a blink of an eye. Two birds with one stone, except the opposite. One bird two stones, the bird dies, that is exactly how I feel right now. I want to die.