Drown #21

I continued driving and somewhat, it feels good.  I mean who wouldn't be happy driving a silver Porsche. Well technically i can buy  whatever car i prefer, but i don't want other people to think that im a show off.  I'm a Doctor , Not a typical bachelorette.

Out of nowhere while driving in the busy street of Revemous i once again asked him.

"Aren't you proud of your profession?"

Because i am proud of mine, who wouldn't? i fucking finished med school and got my degree since i passed the board and had studied my specialization but im not happy. I don't feel any contentment.

Maybe.. maybe because i think my profession become the hindrance between Zach and I, Because i was too busy with my work, I neglected him

that's why when his past returned he was easily...

"I'm good with mine Audelia" I drifted so when he answered i got flabbergasted.

So i just nodded. "Good for you"

I parked the car but before i even got out he spoke.

"You're a woman Audelia, don't let other people stumble upon you. Remember you're a woman, that means you are a gem. Fix your self, only you can do that"

and he left me thinking..

A memory from the past flashes.

"**I've been telling you that you're precious, why don't you believe me?"

his brow knitted and i giggled.

"Because i'm not pretty, i look plain and simple" My answer made hin scoff.

"Have you seen yourself smile while looking at those kids? have you seen you eyes sparkle everytime you laugh? have you seen yourself caring for others and gave them hope? you haven't and i did, i've seen all the things you couldn't. You're a gem Wy, my gem"

Suddenly i couldn't find my tongue. I just stared  at him, processing all the words he just told me and when it sink in. I smiled.

"I love you" then i gave him a hug. I didn't let him answer so when he hugged me back i smiled with contentment. I felt him kissed my head, later on he cares my hair.

"You're beautiful Wyett Audelia Roan. If not i wouldn't be pissed everytime those jerk of a doctors talks about how pretty you can be and how they want you. Baby, those kind of conversation are driving me crazy"

I couldn't explain how i feel, this is too much for me. His words are always too much for my heart to take. I want to cry with so much happiness because i feel so loved with the man i  am devoted to. 

"You might hear me chuckling but baby, i still can't forget their conversation" this time its my turn to laugh with what he said.

"Do you mind if i ask you their names?" i teased.

He pull out from our hug and roll his eyes.

"I do, don't bother knowing them. It's better for you to be unaware so you won't realize how gorgeous you can be and how you can make boys crawl on your feet. With that, you won't leave me"

"Hmp! flatterer**!"

"Yo! are you going to stay there forever? i know my car is damn good looking but you've been inside of it for almost fifteen minutes!"

I can hear the annoyance in  Tungsten voice. I sighed.

"Stop throwing tantrum" I fired back when i got out.

I walk towards the condominium, my pace is bigger and faster than normal.

His words triggered a memory in my head that i've been trying to forget. This is the main reason why i want to leave, everything fucking reminds me of him and how i constantly ask myself what went wrong or what's wrong with me that he left me?

His words once again struck in my mind. I can't help not to laugh.

But you're the one who left me, not the other way around. Right? Right.