Why do I feel like that ?

Pov Mina

"It always makes me happy to go home with you, my darling." Amaya comes up to me and kisses me

Amaya has just kissed me, I really didn't expect it, after the 30 seconds that seemed to be the longest of my life Amaya moves away from me

I look at Amber who looks really shocked as does everyone else around us, Amaya takes my hand so we can get home as quickly as possible, neither of us speak on the way and she smiled at me and I smiled back and after a couple seconds of smiling at each other I started to feel silly, so I looked away. But I've been smiling all the way home.When we finally get home I go straight to my room

I don't really know what to do, I'm going through a lot of feelings at the moment and then someone knocks on the door .

"Yes?" I asked.

"Are you okay?" asked Yuto

I hardly knew. I had begun the week hating vampires with every fiber of my being and ended the day kissed by one. I had been through a whole range of emotions a passionate high and a devastating low. I felt exhausted and yet lustful. The need to be full and stretched and utterly shattered had never really gone away. It had ebbed and flowed.

"Can I be alone, Yuto?" I asked.

He hesitated. "Are you sure?"

"Please, Yuto."I rarely said please.

"All right." Yuto moved toward the door and approach me.

"Call if you need me." he said before leaving

Suddenly, Amaya hovered over me, her mouth close to mine, her hair, like the sun, curtaining my view, curling softly against my skin.

"Why are you here?" I asked.

"Because," she said, "you were made for me."

"You could say that to any woman, just as I could say that to any one esle."

"But would it be true?"

"There is no truth where magic survives."

"There is only truth if magic survives," she said, Again, I found myself wondering why she had chosen me.

I turned to face her, my shoulder brushing her chest as I moved, glaring up at her.

" Do you love me ? "

The words made my heart race, and I halted as an answer that was not my own formed in my mind

" Of course I love you ."

But I am brought back to reality when my door open it's Lexa and Lucie my best friends, all this time I was imagining that Amaya was with me and it makes me blush

"Who hurt you?" Lexa asks, still squeezing me. "Who do I have to kill?"

"Nobody." I laugh. "I'm fine. How was work?"

"The opposite of stimulating," Lexa says, picking at the pink tips of her hair.

"Seriously, how are you feeling?"

"It was a shitty day, I saw Amber todays" I admit.

"She sucks," Lexa says, rolling onto her back. "Like, really, really sucks."

"She didn't always suck. Not until she became a popular kid."

"I think she sucked before that," Lexa says. "Remember when she got mad at you for posting that pic where her hair was frizzy?"

"Remember when she didn't speak to you for a whole day because you refused to sneak into that concert with her?" Lucie adds.

Here's the thing: I know Amber was tough sometimes, but it makes me uncomfortable to hear it from other people. It makes me question my judgment, because for a while there, I was so happy with her.

Was I just oblivious? Or, worse, did I convince myself she cared about me when she really didn't?

"I know, I know," I say, dragging my hands down my face. "I promise she wasn't always that bad."

We spent all the afternoon to speak of everything and anything but at least I felt better .

" We have to go Mina we will see you tomorow ." they said before leaving and I went to take a shower

I'm notorious for taking the longest showers in the family, but tonight is really something else. For a while I just stand there under the water, my aching muscles grateful for the heat. I wash my hair, loofah with Daphne's vanilla sugar body wash, and scrub my face after a good long cry.

Normally I would blow-dry and straighten my hair so it looks good for school tomorrow, but tonight I don't have the energy. I wrap a towel around my wet hair, change into my favorite long-sleeve tee and joggers. For the first time all day, I feel like I can breathe.

Pov Amaya

Knock knock

" You can come in ." shout Mina

" It's me Amaya ." I said and come next to her

" I'm sorry for earlier I didn't want to kiss you whithout your permission ." I looks verry sorry

" It's okay no worry and your my bodygard."

I chews my lip. "Huh. Yeah, I guess you're right." I smiles.

We stay silent for a moment but I broke the silence

"Ooh, this is pretty," I says, taking down her red lacquer box.

"Oh. That's..."

"Huh?" I opens it.

(Private.) "Oh, nothing. I was just going to say my parents gave it to me." she respond

I admires the matching necklace and then a picture . "Wow. Are these real?"

"Yeah."

"Couple?" I holds up the photo of Amber and Mina.

"Meh. Used to be."

I holds up the phone number that was in the box.

"Someone I don't want to talk to . I don't know why it's in there." she said

Now I'm playing with bits of sea glass in my palm. "Where'd you get these? They're so pretty."

"I know, right? I used to like to collect them whenever we went to the Blue Lake. When I was little, I'd pretend they were like, magic stones from an underwater kingdom and I was actually the long-lost princess . . . kinda silly, I know."

She look up to see me watching her. Both of us on the bed. Okay. I scoot over as directed, and I'm still lying down and she's sitting, but her bed isn't that big, so there's a prettysignificant stretch of my body that's touching hers.

I didn't have to get on the bed and sit this close, but I did. I'm so close that I'm sur she can feel my thigh on her ribs. But I'm just helping her feeling better I guess.

Still, there's the way she was looking at me before—she wasn't just staring off into space and I happened to be in her line of sight. She was gazing at me....at me...I know she was.

Well, I think she was. Was she? Maybe she does like me ?

To be continued in the next chapter

Excuse me for the spelling mistake