Doomed For Eternity

Is it good to have an eternal life or are you just doomed watching your loved ones die one by one? Will you find a person that has the same eternal life as you or will you have human lovers and have the same miserable life? How many times will you get the pain in your heart until you finally understand the people around you? Can you live without them or anyone? Can you keep silent, or will you tell them your secrets? Can you trust everyone? Can you even trust yourself?