29 Sad News

I apologize but I came to bring you another sad news.

I am going to drop this one and restart. As for the reasons, I don't find writing this novel 'fun' anymore. The reason I mainly write is to have fun to remove some stress, but for some unknown reason, I don't find it fun anymore, in fact it added stress. I have the direction in mind but I just can't write the journey, that's what's stressing me out, if you know what I mean, I can't find the words to explain the exact meaning.

One of the reasons as well is the path that my MC is taking. An assassin with the help of alchemy... sure its unique... but somehow I feel a little weirded out, in Naruto, kunai as a dagger is something rarely used as a melee weapon(Correct me if I'm wrong but no one's using a kunai as their main weap.), I don't know but I feel a little weirded out. My mind's a mess while writing another chapter in my meager spare time that I scrapped three chapters just because I felt that it was not up to par, thus making me frustrated.

I'm going to replace this one with another book. This book just frustrated me so much that's why I'm going to try to write another one in another direction. F*ck, I'm still frustrated by this one.

For those that don't get how it feels like, let me tell you an example. Its like raising a kid only to find out that its not yours to begin with. Basically NTRed.

For those that really enjoyed the story, I apologize once more. I really don't have the motivation to continue this one and see it through the end.