Chapter 33: Missing you

"Zyrus," he said.

Should I start accepting him to my life? Appreciate him more than before? I realize I'm really not inlove with Andrei anymore. I'm just making excuses.

I learned the answer to the question why I don't want to be his girlfriend. I'm afraid he will end up like my past. Someone who will just stay as a memory because I don't want that to happen. I don't want to lose someone again. I don't want to cry again. I don't want to beg again. Because I know at the end I will really kill myself if that happens. I hate it how great love is and how can I give others the love I didn't even receive and that destiny didn't let me experience it. I wonder why I end up loving someone too much that I forgot to keep some for me. Am I being selfless?

"I miss you." He said then let me go but cupped my face. "Did you miss me too?"

If I'm not crying I already rolled my eyes to him. "I miss you." He repeated.

"I told you I miss you."