1 THE NEW FUCKING WORLD

The world is full of things that I hate, or maybe that I am hating now. When you are dead can't feel anything. I mean, there are lot of things that we loved like the sun on our face and now it's like a boring bug. Sometimes I try to think about my old life but now it doesn't make any sense. I was still seventeen years old that day, my last day. I call it the "Last day" because I was coming back home and I was so tired. I had a math test and it went bad. I only wanted a big sandwich while playing video games. I loved staying home alone, it was so relaxing. My mather was a businesswoman and always asked me what I did at school but she had other things to do, my father was never at home. I think he had another woman or something like that. It was so sad, you know, you love your parents but sometimes life is quite weird. Sometimes you wouldn't be born. The crazy thing was that I was thinking how much I loved that sandwich for lunch and you now will think I was a stupid guy. Yes, I was. I regret it, I could be a fucking genius like Einstein or being a rich man like the Amazon founder. Fuck, I could have a lot of girls and marry a wonderful woman. Cut it down, I don't want to talk about the past, I'm too hungry. When you are one of them you always want to eat! God is like living for food. Food is the light at the end of the tunnel. We don't breath anymore, we can just walk all day and keep eating. Okay, I should stop talking about food you will be exhausted and I get it. Who wants to know about a teenage zombie? I don't think I would.