Journal Entry 8

Journal Entry 8

Day XX

Year XXXX

I'm exhausted, but I have to keep going. I committed to doing this, so I have to make sure to see it through till the end.

One of the factors that could sustain my worlds is the existence of humans in it. I, myself, exist because of them, so it works similarly. But I can't have that as the foundation of my worlds, else, it'll disappear the moment I get out of it.

And I can't remain in each one of them every time forever.

Once the humans pass through the portal and get transported to a different world, they can still return to the previous world and interact with the humans there, but they won't be able to access some of the features anymore. It's a striking flaw, which I need to still work around with.

No matter what, I'll make everything perfect.

But I can't do it instantly either.

I grow worried and scared every time I gaze back at the Earth. It's like a ticking bomb.

Filled with thick layers of dangers, uncertainty, and pain, they're bound to meet their demise.

I could draw an estimation, but I still couldn't believe it.

I wish I could do more.

If only I was a god or that I could be loved by humans too…