14 I hate him

"Why did you even come back?" Orith lashed at Urie as they walk out of the shop.

"What do you think you're doing? Why are you being like this?"

Axel just stood a few feet away from them. Just so they can have their privacy.

Urie still has some questions as to how Axel found where he is.

"What? You care about us now?"

"What are you talking about? I always care about our family. It's just that-"

"You left me there!" Orith shouted. "I begged you not to go. But you ignored me. You just thought of yourself. And left me there to accept everyone's judgement. I was the one carrying all the insults they're throwing at you. Do you know what that feels like?"

Urie tried to console his brother. But deep inside him, he was the one hurting the most. Since, noone in his family wants to accept him for who he is.

"Just go. Live your life as you want. And don't come looking for us. We're doing okay without you." Orith said. And turned to walk away from him. Just like his other family member. They didn't want anything to do with him.

***

Raindrops touched Urie's face as he walked continously. Without any clear destination. Axel was just a few steps behind him. Never taking his eyes off his beloved angel.

Even when it started to pour, Urie didn't have any knowledge of it. He just walked and walked until his feet grew tired. And his body turn numb of any feeling of pain.

All his life, he wanted to feel comfortable about himself. But his parents kept him from it.

Even the younger brother who adored him so much. Hated him now. Where else could he go? Without his family, who else could he turn to?

His steps started to wobble. He felt a steady hands grab his waist.

Axel. He whispered. Then his sight started to fade slowly.

***

He woke up in a place quite familiar to him. Then remembered Axel grasping him before he fainted.

"Feeling better?" A tip of Axel's finger lingered on his face.

While Axel's face was only a few inch away from him. He could smell the fresh scent of his breath. It calms him in such a way.

"What am I doing here?" he said asking the obvious. But why bring him there. And not on his own house?

"Do you want to be left alone?"

Urie shook his head.

"You can stay here until you feel better. But if you're reluctant-"

"I want to stay." he said looking elsewhere. "Can you-," his words hanged for a while.

While Axel can't help but anticipate. The latter was almost holding his breathe while staring at him.

"Stay here with me?"

Axel didn't even bother to hide his smile. What for? He waited a thousand years for this.

"My pleasure."

***

Urie tried his best to sleep. But how can he? When a chunk of arm felt like a log on his waist. He can't even move a bit. His back was turned on Axel. While the latters head was squeezed in the back of his neck. Almost kissing it.

"Why aren't you sleeping?" Axel murmured.

"You're crushing my body. How can I fall asleep."

He heard Axel chuckle.

"Believe me, this is the best I can do to stop myself from doing worst."

Urie stiffened after hearing what Axel had to say.

"Relax. It's not time yet. We'll have to go through a lot of trials before we can be together."

He turned slightly facing Axel.

His eyes questioning.

But instead of a reply. Axel bound his lips with such passion that tore every agony away from him. His hands started to crawl from Axel's shoulder onto the back the latter's neck.

Why is this guy so toxic? And in a very good way?

Urie was moaning when Axel's body started rubbing his. His touch almost felt like ecstacy to Urie.

And he's about to loose his mind. When Axel suddenly stopped in the middle of everything.

"That's enough for now." axel said gasping in mid-air. He obviously didn't want to end it there. But what's stopping him?

Urie wanted to grab his neck and seal the deal once and for all. But he didn't want to look so cheap infront of this man.

Axel cuddeled onto his body and stayed there for a while.

"Let me just have a minute to contain myself." he took a deep breathe. And let the heat disperse on itself. Before they both knew it. They fell asleep on top of each other. Axel being on the top.

***

"You did what?" Rain almost shouted. "Have you two actually-?"

"Of course not!" Rain looked at Urie with disbelief. "We didn't go as far as that."

"But you almost did it, did you?"

Urie can't help but bite his lower lip.

Rain started screaming. Which alerted the whole production team near them. Gladly, the actual shooting was not happening yet.

He tried hard to calm Rain. While preventing him from shrieking furthermore.

He's afraid other's might get air of what's going on.