Give me your first time—-1

After Liu Hui Ying left the training fields, Ji Yu turned to look at Zhai Tianyu who was still staring at the space where the queen was standing and then at the entrance of the fields from where the Queen left just now. 

" Now you cannot even look away from her, your majesty?" Ji Yu commented before she could stop herself, her heart was sour and she was jealous to the point where she could almost feel her heart churn. 

Why? Why did this man never look at her with that wistful gaze before? What was she even lacking?

For him, she learned sword fighting and it was for his sake that she even hid from her father and learned political tactics of the court for she wanted to always be by his side. She did so much for him but why was it that he could not see her efforts, yet he fell for a woman who did not care whether he lived or died?