CHAPTER TWELVE - LOVE IS A DRUG

--Vivica Perspective--

I couldn't help but notice that Sir always seemed "happy" around me, Not necessarily speaking as if he would smile all the time but It was a giving factor that he cared about me... Care what exactly does that mean? I made him some lunch but he says he's not hungry. But what if he's only saying that because he doesn't like my cooking or even worse... Because He wants me?

I mean it wouldn't surprise me, It's not like I haven't let him take advantage of me already, I just want to know if He actually loves me or Is it the love that he wants? It would sound weird if I asked him this but either way I would love to know...

You can see the love inside of my eyes everytime He does what he does to me, I wouldn't ever ask for him to stop out loud but sometimes I want him to, Sometimes I don't want to be there, Sometimes I don't want to love him, But what choice do I have? It's almost as if he put a spell on me... I can't leave even if I wanted to... I'll just keep coming back for more and more.

His wonderful body, His eyes, His Lips.... His Voice, I can't say I don't love them because I do, Goodness, I can't... Ijust can't leave him. No one has ever made me feel the way he has, He lit up an inner version of me that no one ever could, It's like he knows what I want no need. I won't lie I would always love it when the missions were done and over with, So I can go feel his hands all over me again... Park... I Love You!