Desire of a body

It is not necsessary that every love story has a happy ending. Sometimes few things in a relationship always remain a fantacy or looks like an incomplete dream. Just like the romance between me and my husband. I was a teen age girl when I got married to that guy named Arham. It was totally an arranged marriaged. In the beginning everything looked like a beautiful dream. Even I enjoyed having sex with him but later then the things gradually changed around us. When he fell in love with another girl and I was broken. Meanwhile I also met a man names Zain. He was good looking and he was in army. We met through facebook chat. I fell in love with him. We used to do chat daily. We discussed our fantacies. We wanted to meet. Even met. It was a good experience. It continued till so many years. When my husband came to know that I am having relation with another guy. He beat me, cursed me. Things chaged. I wanted to get rid of him. But alas! couldn't due to my two kids.