1 Depressed
He is depressed! We used this word 'depressed' a lot of time but do we actually know what it is, can we explain what a person in depression is like. Huh…I bet you can't…you can't say how a person feels in depression and what is he going through.
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Zafar, a normal man…an average person like us, he has no one in his life his father left him from his very first age and her mother died a few days after his father left and he was alone…all alone. One day in the street when he was returning from his work it was raining all over he was standing there in a shed waiting for the rain to stop. Waiting there he was thinking what to do this weekend and suddenly saw a girl passing by she caught his eyes and unless he could think of something she left and his dream broke down.
The Next day he saw the same girl again in his office and when he asked his friend he told him that she's new here, she has joined there. Zafar after hearing was so happy an he can't hid his happiness from anyone.
Days passed and Zafar has never had the will to talk to her…and then one day it was his time to do the night shift with her, he was so so excited and was ready to start talking to her, he had planned everything but it didn't go well because when he saw her he forget everything and can't able to spell a single word.it was a shift for 7 days and the first didn't go well they hadn't talked a word and the next day he was numb again nut this time girl started the conversation herself and told "I'm Sarah and you?''…."Zafar" he told in a shaking voice and she said "did you have any problem in speaking I mean your voice is stammering?"…."OH no..no I'm fine'' he said. And from then they started talking and are actually friends now.
Months passed and now they're like BFFs and now Zafar was all set to tell her what he feels about her and he invited her to his house for a dinner and made arrangements there so that he can explain his feelings to her…the night came and Sarah was there impressed by his food and decorations he did for her....and it was time for proposal but it didn't go well because when Zafar told her about what he feel about her she slapped him and left. Zafar was mad and thinking that he was so bad he hurt her and doesn't deserve her in his life. The next day in the office he can't even make an eye contact with her and things continue like this for days and it was time for Sarah's birthday and she invited everyone including Zafar but he didn't go there because of the things he did and that night Sarah went to his house to ask him why he didn't came and he simply tells the reason and Sarah slapped him and said you're an idiot I didn't invited to my birthday it is tomorrow and I've sent you invite for today so that I can say sorry and tell you that I also loves you but hesitated to tell and hugged him tightly he hugged her back and he was so happy that he can't explain it in words…nut they're together now and happy and Zafar has everything what he needed.
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AFTER A YEAR
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And it was time for their wedding they have successfully spent a year in relationship and ready to get married….both Sarah and Zafar were planning for this day since the last month and it's finally here. The next day was very important for them "the wedding day" everyone was excited and happy the bride was planned to came there an hour before the wedding and everything was going as planned and then Zafar received a call saying Sarah was no more…she died in an accident.
The phone slipped and broke into pieces but something has broken more than the pieces of phone which is Zafar's heart��he was numb and was cold…he didn't said a word and leave the place. He was again all alone in his life he has no one left the life dropped him again on the same point where nobody is there for him nut this time he has nobody understands his pain, no one who can share his words with and nobody to stands by him. All the way to his house Zafar was kept thinking was this for real, he was not able to accept that Sarah is dead. When he reached the house he saw the name plate saying Sarah and Zafar he broke it down and ran away from there…he was all set to die so he goes up to a building and jumped from there but his fate didn't allowed him die, he was saved even after falling from the 7th floor and after that he tried many ways to kill himself but nothing works and every time he was saved by someone or was anyhow left alive.
Months passed and after trying everything he could do to made himself dead but never succeeded. So he stopped killing himself because he had realised that life is killing him each and everyday with a new way. He was fed up of his life and he kept on crying whole night and day drinking alcohol and in the same room thinking of Sarah and the things they did when she's alive…every year at Sarah's birthday he used to make a cake and put candles on it and then again he tries to kill himself, this time again he is alive. I don't know why life is so cruel to him why he has to suffer through all this and why only him.
It was the 3rd year after Sarah's death and still Zafar kept on crying whole night drinking alcohol, he was so much depressed that he can't even breathe while crying, while crying his breathing stops and his hearts stops beating…this heart becomes so heavy that t feels like he is holding something heavy inside him that tries to kill him from inside. That night when he was going to get a bottle of wine his body suddenly becomes numb and freeze he can't able to move and falls on a glass table with a crashing sound. His neighbours heard the sound and tries to open his door but can't so they call the police and police after sawing him down bleeding from his head called ambulance and found out that due to drinking all day his brain stopped working and his liver is fully destroyed and he can't live more than a week. Hearing this Zafar was so happy that he can now die peacefully after so many years of bad and withstanding this cruel life he can now die…days passed and now Zafar is dead and hope wherever he is now his soul may live happily with her Sarah.
