1 week earlier

Jaden was right when he said  i was training the whole past three years . i've always dreamed  about the day where i'm going to meet Chris again .

He took me to our old house , i get in and saw everything stayed the same way it was

'' get in and take a shower , all of your clothes are in your closet '' he said that with a weird expression

 '' I'll make dinner you must be hungry '' 

'' well, yes I'am '' 

He kept all my clothes my shoes, our wedding pictures are on the wall. I never thought that he would keep them here



. I took a cold shower and wore the dress he bought in our honeymoon. He prepared me crispy chicken and rice, he still remembers my favorite meal. I feel like im alive again, i haven't felt this way since the day i left him.

Every corner of this house reminds me of us, when we were living happily and Chris used to come to us every night to drink and getting ready for our new mission. We were unbeatable team but he ruined everything. I can't forgive Chris for what he did

"how is it" he asked about the meal, but i was thinking about the good time we had.

" i feel like I'm alive again" i said that while I'm eating like a homeless, eating with two hands. Then i realized that he was staring at me, i looked at him and he was smiling at me. God i feel so embarrassed. I stopped eating, and faced him and said " what?"

He responded and started laughing "what?"

What's wrong with him " you're making me feel uncomfortable, can you seat somewhere else so that i can eat?"

" ohh, sorry. I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable" he responded and kept laughing

I throw a spoon on him cause he kept laughing. He turned and looked at me and said " you didn't change ''  then he walked away.

I finished and went to him, he was seating on the couch i bought when we were moving in. I keep getting flashbacks about us every time I look at him. We used to seat here and watch titanic for 10000 times and i used to cry every time i watched, he always laughed at me for that

we used to fight about it everytime and call him coolhearted  cause he never cried about the end of titanic

" come in" he said

I sat next to him and he gave me his jacket cause it was cold. I can feel the tension while I'm looking at him. No i need to fight my feelings because he deserves better then me. I started rolling my eyes and doing my best to stop that electricity between us

"What's your plan?" i asked him that, but he chose to keep staring at me instead of answering

I started waving at him and asked him again

"What plan?" he said

" to bear Chris's ass"

"we'll talk about this tomorrow, go get some sleep" , " I'm going to sleep in the couch, you can sleep in the bed" he brought a blanket and pillow and lay down there

" okay, good night" I don't know if what I'm doing is Wright but so fucking tired i really need to have a good sleep. I went in and slept like a baby, without any pills.

5AM

I'm sweating, no it's another nightmare. I feel like there's a hand in my head like if  someone is playing with my hair. I opened my eyes and it was Jaden. I started sobbing and he hugged me " it's okay babe, I'm here." He wiped my tears and took me to the bath to wash my face, we went to and sat outside on the couch, he kept hugging me so tight. I really needed those hugs so much.

" since when?" he asked

" since the day i left" i responded

He sat on the floor to face me and putted his hands on my tighs "why did you leave?"

" i killed innocent people, i couldn't stay with you. I knew you wouldn't let me go, so i did. I'm a murderer, how could keep living with someone like me "

" first of all you're not a murderer, also if there's anyone guilty here it's me " he took a deep breathe and said" i forced you to go to that operation. You knew it was a trap. So stop blaming yourself . I promise that I'll make Chris regret the day he was born in "

I fell asleep while he was talking he  He covered me with his blanket and sat next to me

10AM

It's 10AM i barely woke up, i was so confused when i found myself on the couch then i remembered what happened last night

" good morning " he said with a smiley face, i really hate it when he keeps smiling he brought me an iced coffee omg it feels like I'm in heaven

" thank you"

" the new members will be here in 5 minutes"

" new members?"

" Yes, we can't work alone"

" did he became that danger"

" I've always knew that side of him, but i couldn't say anything because he was my best friend, and your...."

" My ex-boyfriend" i completed he's sentence

He walked away to open the door to them

I blonde girl walked in with her boyfriend maybe? They were holding hands and he's handsome tho

" hey! It's so nice to finally meet you. I've heard a lot about you" she hugged me like we've known each other ages ago. Her boyfriend hugged me too, he even kissed me on the cheek " those Herbs will help to have long night sleep"

" Aaaaa.thank you, but how did you know? "

" I told him, he's grandma has a Herbal shop" Jaden said that with a nervous face because he knows that i hate it when people knows my secrets. But i didn't really overreact cause it's so nice from him to think about me.

" okay let's get inside"