Is it really had to be him?

I was just heading to the dining room, when my stomach started to hurt terribly. The feeling was familiar… so I hurried to the bathroom.

"Damn, that part of the month is now?' Why didn't Letty warn me? That's what the maids are for, isn't it? "

I wrapped a piece of toilet paper over my lingerie, but the bleeding was very heavy, so I headed for the nursing room for "help".

By the time I finally found it, I was barely standing on my feet.

'Why is it hurting so much… it's definitely not normal.'

"Is there anyone here, Nurse?"

Of course, there was no one in the nurse's room. Because the pain was so strong, that I thought I was collapsing I headed for the bed, but when I pulled the curtain I saw someone sleeping in it.

'I can't believe it…'

"Hey… hey dude, what's wrong with you?"

I shook the student out of his dream, who apparently had no problem at all, except the the disgust of school activities.

"Let me be nurse, I still want to sleep…"

He turned to the other side.

"If you have no problem… please… ah… give me your place…"

He finally sat up on the constant shaking.

"What is it already? Can't you see me sleeping ?! "

I thought I was going crazy from the pain, I just wanted to get horizontal…

"I said give me your place you asshole!"

I pushed him with all my might, so the boy fell off the bed and I could finally climb up.

"Wah! Are you crazy?! "

He stood up shouting, but I probably looked pretty badly, crouching on the bed as I tried to survive with big sighs, while holding out until I get painkillers.

"Call… help… please…"

"Are you bleeding?"

The boy stepped back, paled.

I think the heavy bleeding soaked my clothes, and it was immediately visible on the white sheet. I don't think I'll ever get into a more vulnerable and humiliated situation than this. I could feel my face completely reddening… and a tear slowly dripped from my eyes.

"Go now!"

I finally cried out in confusion. I just wanted to be alone… with a handful of painkillers.

Fortunately, the boy soon returned with the school nurse. Luckily, the nurse realized the situation pretty quickly and sent the boy away.

From then on, I didn't remember much because I fainted. By the time I woke up, Letty was by my side.

"What happened?"

I asked dazedly.

"You lost too much blood at once, and therefore had a slight faint."

The nurse explained.

"But how can that be? Menstruation shouldn't be this stressful to my body ... and this hellish lower abdominal pain? "

"Surely the first cycle is the reason. Normally, this happens to girls up to the age of 14. It is very rare for someone to become fertile at the age of 17. "

The nurse looked up from behind the paper.

"What?"

I looked at Letty questioningly.

"Isn't that wonderful Miss? You will finally have a cycle too, so you don't have to worry about infertility anymore! "

Letty hugged me happily.

I tried to put things together. According to them, Ashley hasn't had any bleeding at all so far… well if we count in how weak she was mentally and physically, it is understandable… but it's still makes me flabbergasted. No wonder Letty has not warned me about the upcoming event…

"Then you should thank Mr. Sheawen for his help."

The nurse added.

"Sheawen?"

I froze.

"Ronald… Sheawen?"

I asked the question with fear.

"Yes,he's gone already, but he's been waiting in the hallway for a while if there's any more thing he can help with."

'Lord God! No! This is a giant NOOO! Is it really had to be him !?

It flashed at once, as I pushed him out of bed..as he was looking at me while moaning miserably in my own blood…

'The man I should have conquered with cold, intelligent charm… after this, it's good if he won't avoid me… How could I fuck something up to this extent ?!'

"Ahhhhh!"

Tearing my hair, I leaned back in bed.

"Are you in pain again, miss?!"

Letty got up anxiously from the chair next to my bed.

"No… only life hurts Letty… life hurts "