1 Prologue
Y/N
I understand. But why my heart hurts like this.
< Flash back >
Bang Pd-Nim talked to me earlier and he said.
" Y/n, I'm glad your concert tour was done... you can now rest. Your concert is really successful bigtime and all of us Congratulating you! We're happy that you achieve your dream little by little." He said then he gave me a warm smile.
But after all of the compliments my world crash as he mentioned about me and yoongi's being in a relationship.
" Y/n I know that you and Yoongi are in love but the media seems like want to break you both apart... Me and the other staff talked about this and actually I already talked to Yoongi while you're in U.S doing your concert." He said as he take my hand and he looked at me with sad smile.
" Did I do something wrong?" I asked more like whisper.
"No, you did nothing wrong. BUT you and yoongi's band starting to gain attention to world. You being a successful global soloist, and BTS as a global K pop Star. Y/n the whole world had on eyes on the both of you. And we are afraid that they cause false news towards you... not all of the fans supported you and Bts close with each other especially with Yoongi. We don't want the both of you get hurt so we talked about how to get rid of this coming up issue." He said
" So, what are we going to do?" I asked as looked down.
" You and Yoongi need to break up and You're going to Daegu as for you to continue your upcoming documentary 'Story of your life' that will be your documentary next year. I'm so sorry but we need to take care of you, the band and the company as well." He said.
" I understand what you just said Pd-nim but why do i need to break up with him? Our relationship is a secret... Away from media...the company and the boys are the only people who knew about our relationship... you know how much I love Yoongi...why do we need to break up?" I said as i start to cry.
He patted my back and hugged me. " Y/n, this is the only solution for the both of you to stay in your position. You don't want to lose your job as an soloist right? And you don't want Yoongi to lose his job as well... please cooperate with us... we will promise after 1 year if we get rid of this issue we will let you and yoongi to let the whole world about you both dating" he said.
" i'll talk to you Yoongi about this Pd-nim... and if we decide to do that i'll go directly to daegu and do my works well." I said and he pulled away from the hug. He smiled at me but i didn't smile back.
I bowed at him and left his office.
< END OF FLASH BACK >
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I'm here now standing infront of yoongi's studio. I can't decide if i should go in or not. I'm afraid about what he's going tell me and break up with me for real.
" Go inside Y/n, why are you still here?" J hope asked behind me.
I look at him.
" I'm -- " i was cut off by yoongi's door open.
I look at yoongi who's standing infront of me, jhope disappear from god know where. My lips were trembling as i try speak but before i speak yoongi did.
"Come inside, we will talk." He said as he open his door wide. I walk inside and he closed the door after.
" You can sit at the couch Y/n" he said as he walk and sit on his chair... his gaze still on me i look at him and study his face... 'when will i see this again?' My thoughts.
"Y/n, why are you crying? Baby, did something happened?" Yoongi asked but i didn't answer him but i just jumped to him and hugged him tight.
" tell me that you love me Yoongi, and I will not go" i said and buried my face on the crook of his neck.
He gently hugged me back and he kissed my forehead. " Y/n, I don't want to hurt you but I know how you love this work... How much your eyes shine everytime you see your fans smiling and chanting your name while singing along with you on stage. I can't take that away because of our relationship. I know that this is hard for the both of us... but we need to do this for the sake of our career and the company as well." He said and then he gently pulled me away from him.
He looked into my eyes then he continue. " you know I love you, and I will love you until my last breathe" while he's talking he wiped away my tears and kissed my both eyes. I closed my eyes while he did that but my tears pouring non stop.
"Your nose getting red, and your eyes getting swollen baby, you look ugly" he said as he wiped my tears away again.
I pouted. " i don't care, i fucking going to lose you and you dare to make fun of my face like right now Min yoongi? You're trying to make me hate you?" I said as i glared at him.
"No, no baby. You're still beautiful... and you're not going to lose me baby... fuck that word!I will die if I lose you. I will never fucking leave you and hate is a strong word baby, i know you can't hate me" he said while he let out a smile on his cute lips.
" You knew me well, but we need to do break up and we need to stay away from each other for over one year, what if you forgot about me? What if you find another girl?? and left me forever? Yoongi its fucking one year!" I cried again.
" yah, stop crying! I told you that i would never leave you and just think about that this break up thing will test how strong our love for each other baby, please don't cry! Don't make this harder for me too as well." He said then he hug me again.
"Where is my little swag bear? My baby isn't like this weak... the Y/n i know is strong.... please baby be strong for us. I'll still here after one year. I promise!" He whisper in my ear.
" your little bear is lost yoongi... but .... I'll be strong for us! You promised me that you're waiting, you promised that you're not going to leave me, you promised me and i will hold onto it." I whisper. He gently hold my shoulder and pulled me a little.
He leaned until our forehead links to each other, until i feel his hot breathe on my lips. He leaned closer and close his eyes until our lips met. I close my eyes after...I love how i taste the sweet of his lips how i devour the sweet taste of his...he bit my lower lip and suck it, bit it and suck it again. He pull his tongue inside mine and he taste my mouth like what I'm doing to him our tongues dancing like their have their own ways... we parted as we both need oxygen but our forehead still links each other. I opened my eyes and seeing him smiling while his eyes still closed. " i love you" i whisper. He opened his eyes and said " i love you too".
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