1 Where Truck-kun?

(OC POV)

Sitting on the bench in the public park, *my eye was staring at the fall sky*. On the other hand, people looking at me will think I might be acting cool or even that I'm in deep thought.

For the latter, they almost got close, but I was actually performing my daily prayer, begging, or wishing to any existing god up there in my mind.

Day by day went by, and it has been a decade. I hope that I could be in a different place, or, more accurately, a different world, as long as I could quit this cursed life, which is what I wish.

Although I did mention I wish to live in a different world, it has been so long that I almost forget why I would wish for this kind of nonsense, but I still continue to do so.

Maybe I have high hopes that God may grant my wish come true, and as the years went by, it has slightly and even slightly extinguished my wish for that.

My hope for a different world I never have any expectation for that anymore; maybe that is the cause of my latest few years' wish.

I just hope I can die and end this miserable, cursed life. And as I'm still questioning myself, why am I still alive? why God won't grant me death.

For now, if I hear someone curse me to death, I am pretty sure I will laugh to tell them, 'You go ahead before I do. Be sure to always remember to bring me to tag along with you'.

I caught a few people passing by in the public park gazing at me. Normally, with self-awareness, I would have started to move to another spot, but the past two weeks with less rest have made my body feel so tired.

Judge how tiresome my body is today. I believe last night I fainted and woke up in the very early morning. I must have slept less than three hours.

"Nova~!"

Nova, that's my name. I look at the source of the voice that came from my left. I find a girl *who is approaching me*.

Maybe she has a tiny body that makes her wear a white, loose uniform with long sleeves that hide her hand and make it look cute to her.

"Hug~." Vanessa just said and acted; *she opened her arm and hugged me*. She is tiny, even though I'm sitting on a bench; my head could just rest right on her shoulder.

"Vanessa." This tiny cutie girl her name is Vanessa. Vanessa is my mother's friend. We meet each other at a very young age, and we are at the same age, which soon makes us childhood friends.

She has a kind heart, even though my mother died at a very young age, and she still looks out for me and always cares about me. She is my angel. Being around her, I could feel my tainted soul getting cured.

"Hey, I'm here too, you know; don't filter me out." spoken by a man with a teasing voice.

"Zack..." *I cold stare at him.*

Zack came with Vanessa. He is Vanessa's boyfriend. If I hadn't known his motive, plus sh*t would never have happened. I wouldn't have acted cold toward him.

"I also want a hug." *Zack approached me and hugged me from Vanessa's back*. I look at him, and I can see his eyes full of lust.

When he got close to me and *kissed my lips*, he even tried to sneak his tongue into my mouth. To prevent him from continuing any further, *I push him away.*

"Hey, isn't the treatment wasn't fair? Why do you act so coldly to me? I feel hurt." *Zack held his chest and started acting like it hurt.*

"Nova, bad, bad.... You should treat Zack equally too, alright?" *Vanessa pouts as she talks to me face-to-face while pinching my cheek softly.*

"Zack is also your boyfriend."

"Ok..." I replied

Vanessa is also my girlfriend; I mean, in a romantic relationship, not a female friend. I'm not a lesbian, It just happened a few years ago when we just started middle school.

When I enroll in middle school, I try to change my appearance to look more like a boy, and I hope that if I change my appearance, I can change my situation in my surroundings, including with my family members, who may have any further unreasonable thoughts, and I hope they get bored with me.

I failed since girls look at me like a handsome boy, and that's included Vanessa fell in love with me. She was of the age to be willing to be in a relationship, and she confessed to me.

I don't have much feeling, including love, because the love I know so far is very irritated and dirty.

But after hearing the pure side of 'What is Love' explained by a novice that's her, I misunderstood the meaning of wanting to be with me, and I also would love to be with her.

And that's where we started our relationship. Being in a couple with her, I found out what the true meaning of love is. Right after our relationship, one week later, I overheard a 'loveology expert' explain to a young adult what love is.

That messed me up and made me hesitate: should I continue our romantic relationship, and will the action I took to break up with her hurt her deeply?

In the end, I remain silent. Since trying to explain love to her, I have found it troublesome because I'm not good at communicating.

During middle school, so far, Vanessa and I didn't cross the line, which is the area I know about sexuality.

She is just too pure to yet understand that area of knowledge, but kisses are the only thing that makes her blush the whole day.

As for meeting Zack, I have doubts; that might be my fault too. The last two months before I graduated from middle school, I gave up on continuing to make my appearance look like a boy because it was not necessary, as after all these years, things are still the same... I mean myside.

As I return to my feminine looks, things turn upside down in a big hit. I got confessed to by the boys, some of whom are quite bothersome.

Maybe that's what she found me lacking in something after I returned to my feminine looks.

A few weeks later, after we enroll in high school, Zack shows up in Vanessa's life. Zack is two years older than us, which makes him a senior. I always find Zack and Vanessa together lately.

Another two weeks later, Vanessa told me Zack confessed his love to her. As a childhood friend of hers, I was happy that she finally bent straight and even teased her, but at the same time, I was a bit sad because she would give her time to Zack.

Not until weird sh*t happened when she told me she would fully take responsibility and continue with our relationship and wouldn't even listen to my decline.

Well... At least she got bend half back from lesbian into bisexual I guess?

"Nova, today is Friday; you will be staying a night in my apartment, right?"

"Yes."

"Ah, I almost forgot that I'm going to hit the grocery store since my fridge is about empty."

"Ok."

"Huh? Vanessa, are you going to cook for tonight's dinner??" Zack has a worried face. I know that face too. Right after I learn that Vanessa is a real bad cook

"Obviously.... NO! We have a great chef right over here! It's been quite a while since I ate the food you made; I can't wait for the dinner by now."

"Ok."

I bet she is now wondering in her mind that some delicious food is going to be served to her soon. Cute.

"Pfft...."

I have no idea what that flirty scumbag over there is laughing at.

"Hmm? Zack, what's all the sudden burst in laughter?"

"Seeing Nova still the same, just won't spare a few more words from her mouth, got me rolling."

"That how I know Nova seem from the very beginning, if she would speak a few more word, she would have lot of friend by now and wont be cause other misunderstand her. At least show some expression Nova!~~~~" *Vanessa pouts while pinching my cheek*

Vanessa don't pinch my cheek...

"Nova, After taking a close look at you, if you are tired, you can go ahead and rest in my apartment first; I will come later. Zack, could you accompany Nova back to the apartment?" Vanessa worried about me. I could tell.

"Nope, I'm fine." I take her hand off my cheek and pat on her hand to just wanna reassure her.

"Alright,... I'm excited for tonight. Since we are staying late for tonight's movie, I guess we can't miss an extra snack, right?"

*Vanessa pulled me up from the bench.*

"Yes."

"^@S(*F#."(birthrate pill) I caught Zack mumbling, when I look at him, He give me smirked.

"...." *stare dead in his face.*

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*After we move for a few meters*

"Wait, I almost forgot about the Friday big discount; please hold on for a moment and let me do some research."

*Vanessa pull out her phone and go sit on the nearby bench.*

When I was thinking about tagging along and going to sit down, I felt my butt get molested.

"I'm also very excited tonight, because I get to taste you again."

"Not happening."

"If my lover can't help me relieve my sexual need, then I will go ask my other lover to do it."

*Zack, stand near me and give me an eye blink. He even slipped his hand into my underwear to directly touch my buttocks.*

"...." *Stare death in Zack face*. I should lure him to somewhere and just kill him.

*Zack leans down to my ear and whispers*, "Don't stare at me like that; you only make me recall how I fucked you in bed while you give me that look." *Zack moved my hand to touch his crotch bulge.*

"Do you feel it? I can't wait any single minute by now to be buried in your hourglass body, and make sure I fully enjoy your body just like last time."

I can feel his crotch bulge pulse bursting each single second from my hand, and I even feel a sudden sense of pleasure come from my butthole that this fucker put *his finger in my butthole and started to slightly thrust in out*.

"Gulp... leave Vanessa!"

Zack never interested in Vanessa in the beginning, but there no guarantee one day he will lay down with Vanessa just for pleasure and fun.

"Don't say that, Vanessa doesn't have a gorgeous looks like your but doesn't mean she isn't acceptable, at least having her can pin you down."

"Scumbag!..."

I feel Zack *finger is starting to push deeper, I remove my hand from his crotch and straight-forward pinch him harder to have him move away from me*

"I find that the nearest grocery.... Zack what's wrong?"

"Nothing, Vanessa what did you say about the grocery." Zack holding his pain still be able to act like nothing.

"Oh the nearest grocery is right after the corner turn left, it open recently now have a big discount."

Zack notice I still looked at him, *He put the middle of his finger to his mouth and suck it*. He just did it when *Vanessa turned her head*.

"...."

"And in Eighty street road, There's a mini mall now selling frozen junk food in cheapest price. So we have to separate into two group. I will go to eighty there since I have something to do in the mini mall. You an..."

I pat Vanessa head to stop her right there, but Zack doesn't seem to be like the idea of how I stopped Vanessa and when he about to run his mouth

"Tonight."

I ignore Zack and say "I'm alone is enough."

"I'm going."

when I about to leave, Vanessa giving me a pouting face. Cute but I Ignore and *keep going*

"Be Safe!"

I can understand why Vanessa is giving me that pouting face. I know what she is planning. She plans to give me and Zack some space. She feels guilty that she thinks she is keeping Zack alone for herself.

To be honest, I don't know how I became his girlfriend too.

Everyday after school end, going back straight to home is a nope option to me, a place that make you feel insecurity is not a place to call home.

So I used to stay in Vanessa's apartment until late at night when I went back to the house I'm living in, and most of the time I always caught up on sleep in her apartment.

Not until two weeks ago, I was sleeping in her apartment in the afternoon. I don't know how Zack got into the apartment, but he raped me there.

When Vanessa came back, she was shocked that she found me fainting after sex and lying on top of him.

(Should I make a chapter of raped by Zack? since is R18... let me know)

That's where all begin, I don't know how Zack sweet talk to convince Vanessa we are in love with each other too meanwhile I'm still in the faint state.

The moment I wake up, I'm also shocked at how I got myself a boyfriend. Vanessa was very happy that we three love each other.

Afterward, I found out from Vanessa that Zack never have a spare key, and Zack lied to her I was the one who open the door for him.

Vanessa know that I would sleep here, so she would never give Zack a spare key or to enter apartment without her.

If I hadn't known Vanessa from childhood and always grew up with her, I would have thought she's the one to plan it.

Knowing Zack now could enter the apartment without any restrictions like his house, I have stopped going there.

Like bloody hell, I would give him any free sex. But thinking about tonight... I guess I cant avoid this time.

After being raped by him, Is not that I won't fall in depression traumatize something like that.

Is because he wasn't the only one who raped me. So I was so easily to look away and move on.

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Arriving the grocery, I went to pick some raw meat and vegetable with some spice ingredient.

When I'm done, I find this grocery shop whose counter is still the same old style with no self service pay up.

While my turn at the counter was handing in my food ingredient to the counter girl for a price check and to make payment, I found a guy who was wearing a mask and holding a gun standing beside me.

He pointed the gun he's holding at the counter girl and demanded the girl shut up and give him money.

This is very 'NEW TO ME'; I always heard about how these incidents happen in the news or heard about them! I never imagined I could witness it live.

Seeing the girl in panic while I'm here, I'm still thinking, Should I give the robber a surprise strike? What if he went mad and shot me? Ain't that great to end my miserable, cursed life?!

'I would have to mention again! I won't died no matter how many year I pray to the god, God still wont granted me death' Maybe this is time I should do it or else I missed this chance! Lift the FLAG!!

Before I do anything yet, the counter girl is in a hurry and pulled out a penis twice the size of a ma..... huh?

....Who write script?

(Me *Hand Up in excited*)

So the counter girl, in a hurry, *pulled out a cash drawer*. *I changed my body position to face the robber*, and I straight noticed in 270°, which is my left hand side. The robber behind.

Another staff worker stood by, *one of his hands in his pocket and one on the front of him*. A thought came to my mind that he might be thinking the robber was still focused on the counter girl.

He tried his best to be a hero and walk closer to the robber, hoping to catch the robber off guard from behind.

Due to my changing position, the robber got curious and looked at me. Then, noticing I was gazing at something behind him, *he turned his back right away*.

*BANG* *BANG* *BANG* *BANG*

I was quite stunned because a gunshot broke out. I heard four shots in a single time that came from the staff worker.

Although I feel three tiny hits on my body and a sense of pain, that doesn't stop my eye from wanting to continue looking to see what's happening next.

I just have my hand *rub the body part* where I feel to ease the pain.

"WAIT, WAIT, WAIT! It's a prank! This is a fake gun! We are filming tick tock!"

*The robber take of his mask and drop the 'gun' in the same time and hand up on the air*.

And another few fellow also *show up with their hand on the air and each of their hand carry handphone*.

They try their best to convince the staff worker to believe them.

FUCK YOU TICK TOCK!!!!

One minute ago, such an intense moment. Now I am full of disappointment and got to relax myself, then found that my body is starting to shake without my involuntary, and I'm finding myself getting very weak.

Not just that, the sense of pain came from the body part I was rubbing to ease the pain; my chest and my arm, including my stomach, are getting hella painful.

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MISS YOU ARE BLEEDINGGG".

The counter girl shouted all of a sudden. *I turned my head and looked at her* to see who was bleeding, until I saw she was staring at me with a horrified face.

I looked down at my hooded girl clothing and found that there was a very large bloody stain, and my hand, where I was trying to ease the pain, was covered in blood.

"Oh~ Fuck." (The most famous swear word)

*Plop*

I fell on the floor; my eye vision is getting blurry, and I can still hear people screaming or calling 911 or something.

I see the staff worker who fired the gun. *He just kneeled down beside me, holding my left hand with both hands*, and kept apologizing to me.

I WANNA SAY FUCK YOUR IDIOTY ACCURACY, EVEN IN THAT SHORT DISTANCE, YOU STILL CAN Mis....

Thank you. You ain't missed. You just shoot it right. And thank you tick tock.

*I strengthen up my right hand and pat his hand* to assure him everything is fine; don't take the blame. I open my mouth, trying to tell him, "Don't mind. Don't feel guilty." But blood came out first.

While thinking of the possibility that I would die and thinking about the last one I care about in this world, I force myself to speak to him.

"VAnESsa! Zak! RaPE mE!..."

The staff worker look at me with confused eye but then...

"I will tell her." He replied.

"OK." With my last willpower and tenacity, I gave the staff worker, Him a *GOOD THUMB*

I see 'the robber' guys standing there looking at me. Due to my blurry vision, I don't know what his face reaction is. That doesn't stop me from showing *my thumb up to him too*

"Ok...."

Thanks to their plan for this, I guess I will be able to die... right? I pray next time I open my eye, I wouldn't wake up in the hospital bed.

Before I lost my consciousness, I make a happily face.

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Maaya Here⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡,

Truck-kun, I have to apologize to you that your entrance fee is getting too high and I have no money to pay you, Don't misunderstand like you are outdated ദ്ദി(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧.

I'm a fresh writer here, and this is my first fan fiction novel. You can just read this novel as about a failure who might be abandoned at any time because I'm still a young student and my parents are in control of the internet.

My main language isn't English, sorry for the inconvenience and find yourself hard to understand... Please see me as I'm practicing my English grammar.

I have been researching how to write a Danmachi fan fiction novel, but most of the time I read other fan fiction novel, the author's only goes with the flow, whatever comes to mind or receiving the idea, suggestion come from their dear reader's, I have only one commonly brain cell.

So reader, please lend me your danmachi knowledge included full of imaginary adventure idea. THANK YOU & NOT return anything back.

YOU DONT KNOW HOW LONG I WRITE

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Well... 17hour writing + 5 hour in after few time per check.

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