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Dairies of a lost soul; Beyond Boundaries.

This was originally a delicious box of old scrap personal diaries that follow a stranger. Although as the further into the books I became, I had the urge in seeking the rest of it. Given this was a time of machines. I had my luck in finding the right souls. A sort of system has scanned, registered and submitted all data into some hidden storage database. Apparently 'any alterations were consult with administrator. All data from corresponding subjects was included among the scanned records, sometimes blended into the narrative. Makes for easier storage and reading flow.' I wasn't the only one who fell into the reading then. ___________________________________ Real Author (Kittah): This story is not a typical female lead novel, not a lot of romance but coping in a post apocalypse. Which I don't get why female lead novels have to have a element of romance. It starts out as a diary should but further on, things change. The world around was the one we know of now but this story is later set in the unknown future. At times it can feel like I am trying to write a horror novel, but that's not what it is. This really is just a bumpy journey of a female character. I must rewrite my disclaimer which is the author note of chapter one. This seems like it relevant to today with the global pandemic. However the inspiration is my personal experience during the swine flu outbreak in the UK around 2012 or 2013. The majority of this story is prewritten but I have been changing it since putting it online. And, yes story does spill over into the author notes. You will understand in the later chapters. It's a writer's choose. May the odds be in your favor.

Squeaky_Kittah · Horror
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The reptile house visit and thoughts...

As per plan to assist with health care, I asked if I could check some of their lifestyle habits. As some are still having to get over that not all of thier body is scaled and UV protected as before.

The morning coffee with the report of Plague cases rising was just as I suspected with the way everyone talks about sleeping habits.

I keep finding common issues each infected has had since thier changes. There is a cycle going on and a process that is developing over several caccon sheds. One attack of the Ddc198 changing its DNA storage means a three cacooning hibernation. Between the three hibernation is slightly different lifestyle changes from the host. I need to find the Ddc198 trigger and also properly document what exactly is happening in during this cacooning. What it means to me... if I become infected with thier strains as there is herd immunity among them already.

All of the enclosures within the reptile house has similar basics. There is a water feature to drink, a soft surface for sleep and there is lamp set up for tanning needs. They have altered the whole building with removing the glass view panels. All normal lights are replaced with the specialist builbs. There is sub sections and no space problems.

There is only some small issues I pointed out that needed changes. Such as rough wall area for shedding reptile skins being cleaned after use. Water purification and ph balancing - we worked on that issue together. Some basic toilet training... as some aren't used to body parts for such habits. Very good after that. No further actions or problems. I make my mental notes for the things brought up between the housing check.

Strange patterns showing up for all infected one. Things that can be in the categories of virus or infection. It cant even be fungi or bacterial types of infections. I pondered cancer, there is many types... but still things aren't adding up.

The most interesting connections among infected is having nightmare problems - as there was internal conflicts with the multiple brains. The mental issues of brought changes that has not worked out for everyone.

I suspected that there was many whom are families made into frankstien's monster together. Families with their own dramas that weren't fixed as a result of being put into one body. The only few whom are human thinking and control are those whom had hardly any conflicts in thier past.

Take for example a group of school friends, they are all now attached by the spine and have a collective attached brain. They get on well because they had no problem backgrounds and no conflicts between each other. They all wanted survive and hope to see thier families whom weren't at this zoo. Being mature, they all suffer equally with having no hope of those families doing ok.

There is a lot of just human mixes. They tend to be helpful in the farming, cooking and building homes. They all have the same symptoms as those in cross species, so I cant make any sense of transmutation.

There is mostly humans with one or two other bits - they do cleaning activities and maintenance of pipes and wires. There is creatures mixes with one human; often suited to the original enclosure they came from. Wild creatures that local wildlife fused with unfortunate body shaping.

So to the point of why bodies mixing and nightmares are connected. Commonly for those with a bad past or terrible memories of bad experiences. They have sleepless nights of their internal struggle with rationalizing it. A mistreated creature or human being locked with the ones whom caused that trauma or are creature that comes from that fear.

A lot of poorly treated animals with a distrust of humans has more medical problems as a result of their mental state attacking the human portions. There is out right death cause by these struggles. There becomes a point of the whole body giving up that triggers them into a mindless one. When there is nothing be defeat inside.

So this mental warfare has to be considered for why Ddc198 is erasing DNA. There is less human DNA when the host thinker is anti-human. There is a equality of DNA types when there is no struggle. The best case scenario is when the love for themselves for all portions. That love prevents Ddc198 activities from at all erasing anything.

There is a creature whom is a human and a big cat type. They enjoy each others company of the extent not making it weird. Sort of like two friends glued together. Ddc198 has been active but... in order to separate the two bodies. Not at all to ever mix the DNA. Cscc is why they are stuck together and Ddc198 is reversing it. This sort of thing was why I had think about a treatment by a mental state and not from a chemical level. This isn't a chemical trigger, if it was - someone of my level of biology would have cracked the code by now.

There is many whom are become accepting of all portions of themselves. They have the better body changes as a result. Those with horrible pasts are working on their fears with being able to see the change perspective of memory or imagination. There is less pain and barrier of understanding here... and this overwhelming care puts them into a better body state.

So... if I could watch a whole process of start to finish... which I can eventually from being their go to doctor for medical treatment. I will have enough to work up my thesis... improving what exactly happens.

My last thesis of the disease was a cell based paper with a whole bunch of speculation. Nothing to ground breaking for figuring a cure. This was the same paper that was written at the library, when my past as a government goon scientist was still fresh. I had no way of knowing the consequences of mixing blood types or body types... or how cells of plants interacted with mutant changes.

So by tomorrow... I will start work on a non invasive methodology of Ddc198 tests. I will use only my blood at first. If it significant enough, I will talk to the committee about it. They will report it to the national level.

I bet the hormones that do with happiness, fear, stress and love are going to be the biggest likely triggers. If not... I will go back to food triggers testing.

Yet then again, if it was as simple as a hormones... a internal chemical changes, there should have been something fixed by now.