1st year of university terms over

I feel no smarter coming into the course then I did entering it. Maybe due to the fact it felt more like a refresher of everything I studied in secondary and college. The talk of genetics, the body immunity systems and the functions of the main important organs.

Call number xxx-xxx-xxx-xxx for appointment booking.

All covered for becoming like those in my family. From the community cop, the health nurse and the fire fighter; its my turn to continue a long standing tradition.

Well, that what I thought when I was picking my career chooses back then. My skills, patients and attitude has other ideas. My immunity to anything harsher then pollen, monthly hormone influxes or the common cold is enough to have me vomiting.

I can handle smelly things and I think looking at injuries through the skin is cool. Not cool is the suffering of the creature or person is experiencing. I haven't the mind set to put a family pet down. So totally not into the vet work. Zoo's are too sentimentally attaching.

I could potentially go into specializing into a human body part... but then that means doing things like putting in the times to being reputation and skills as a junior doctor.

I can find where my skills suit me. Stick to a course I have already invested into and then leave when renewing comes around the corner. I will look into what part time jobs will take me in or find the job I can enjoy.

Homework notes; 3000 words.

'T cells' eat the foreign cell bodies? Lymphatic system.

Liver, kidneys and tonsils.

Example disease, no sheep's tear or crows tongue. Recommends Zeek or River fever.

Additional marks; a notation of track movement of choosen disease. Labels of time stamps.

Index not included in word count: book titles, chapters and author. website must be credible eg WHO or Health Care National and government state papers for potential outbreaks (Gov website)

Weather has been warmer then world average. Increase of biting insects during longer warm spells.

Must remember itch sterile cream and anti-inflammatory prescription. Left ankle from class field study trip to working farm. Call if swelling continues then decreases.

Goals achieve before new year eve is next week;

boyfriend dumped x

started university !

bought flat block !

paid mortgage x

(still working with solicitors with previous owner issues)

Made new friends, I had hope but no.

Unexpected funerals, both sorted and my inheritance went into the flat block.

Tenancy contract for potential income from other flats in the building !

Moved out of the nest !

Aspirations for the new year:

being the official landlord

move new tenants in

complete uni level 2 of the science course

find new job.

make friends

visit allotment vegetable garden

Own a car and learn to drive

Start that exorcise regime that never happened last year.

(xx/xx/xxxxxx)

Unofficially finished moving in with full legal hold of this building. I haven't completely started unpacking due to the needed improvements and investments required. The building surveyor gave the foundations the all clear and the local housing and tax office is informed of the progress. They will check in next week.

The ungrateful family side has moved in on top floor flats, taking care of the labor work in exchange of progress of building improvements. I had by alive got it all legally written into a contract and have all messages filed with any proof of such things. I distrust them enough to not follow the rules and try to play me. Yet family is family, not by choose. I didn't want them homeless with my nephew and niece being still to young.

They are sour for not getting anything from the death wills of both grandparents. They borrowed to much or taken to much from the grandparents to had agreed to not have inheritance. Now that the dead are gone, they kick off saying that was never a conversation with the grandparents.

The drama. I can almost regret giving them the upstairs flats already.

case number, xxxxxxxxx

court date xx.xx.xxxxx

Headache. Itchy hand palms that burn. Inability to sleep on demand or stay awake to focus.

False arrest for being in my own flat.

Time wasters.

11 months since then,

Finally peace. Case won by a landslide but then was also a part of 13 other courts as witness to the crimes they committed. I claimed back a hidden fortune from them too.

A lot of the money went into the lawyer fees and the necessary logistics of being at the locate on time for all those cases. The hearing being so long for the 13 other cases that it will be ages for all of the other vicitms to get what they deserve.

At least it was still enough to put into savings and hold onto. The new bonus is that they no longer living in my building either. I have gave it a clear out by hand myself after the police did what they needed. The so called improvements were bare basic and sometimes unnecessary or useless.

Moving on from the anger and frustration is harder when no one really wants to talk. Times have been worse since University days.

Sure, I found a mental support group and been finding ways to take part in charity projects for schools or care homes. Art has been my largest outlet for venting emotion. It's been a learning experience of what little things we all do to keep it together.

I will find solice somewhere.