MY FEELINGS

It was a beautiful spring day in Paris. Also it was my first day of university and i was so excited for that. I and sarah(my close friend.) already planed everything about our university and i already felt so overwhelmed to be there in some hours. At about 9:40a.m when we entered in our class, the class was looking really beautiful with perfect studying aroma.

"Aahana how are you feeling?"Asked sarah

"You know my problem sarah, then why are you asking this?" I said with disappointment.

"Oh! Ya sorry, i know you can't convert your feeling into words. Well, it happens sometimes don't overthink let we just grab a place for us." Said sarah.

   We both sit on our respected places. Our class was delayed for fifteen minutes and in those fifteen minutes i was thinking about my feelings. Like i always said everyone that am unable to convert my feelings into words but the truth is that am unable to feel anything. I can't feel happiness nor sadness. I don't know why but many times i asked my aunt to show me to some doctors but she deny by saying "its normal, and it will get fine by times." But i don't really think so, because i never seen someone who can't feel anything or don't get any tear. Sometimes i think that am a robot with no feelings but then i realise that i can feel the happiness when i share my time with sarah apart from these, other times i just feel numb.

         Our class started, ms. Francesco(our main teacher) introduce herself to us and then asked us to introduce ourselves with one of our speciality. Everyone in the class stood up and said their name with their respective specialities.

"Hy! Am sarah christano my speciality is that i can sleep for hours without getting tired." Said sarah.

The whole class laughed at her and she was laughing with them as well.

"Such a unique speciality sarah." Said ms. Francesco.

my turn was about to come but i don't know what to say about my speciality and before i could think of anything ms. Francesco asked me to stand up.

"Good morning all! My name is Aahana savedra my speciality is that i can't cry no matter what comes."

The whole class was shocked and i was looking at them with such optimist eyes.

"Well, its good that you are strong Aahana. Sit down all." Said ms. Francesco.

           When our lecture was over a group of some eight to nine boys came to me and said "Now, its our duty to make you cry ms. Aahana." They left after saying this and i just keep on thinking that what will they do. Will i really cry?