1 My past life

' hmmm. I truly want to admit that this world has is more suitable for me, why?'

Let me explain,

It all started when I was a young girl in my loli ages, about... 13 or 14 years olds. my birthday was being held in the empire's biggest palace, not knowing what was about to happen I was very happy that day, all my relatives, friends and also my mama and papa were there.

That was a really good day,as you noticed I was a princess, my papa or the king of the empire 'Leona' himself carried me on his shoulders and my mother or the first queen of empire, was also beside us we were really a good family until next day, I received the news that my mother and father were killed in accident I cried and cried but to no avail even their bodies( I can't say corpses) were not delivered in the palace

(You can skip if you don't want to know what really happened)

Now I was all alone, from that day many princes,Kings and nobles from other countries came regularly to propose me,even if I was a young girl I somehow knew this pathetic plots , I kindly rejected them. This days passed,and I wanted to take a break so I disguised myself as a commoner and went to the streets,

I was really fatigued so I bought a wants cheese bums,

Then I saw her,a young girl same age like me was distributing some cheap household utensils with her mother,and she was looking really helpless,but she had kept a smile all the time.

I walked up to her and asked for the prize of a cheap looking hairpin while looking at her. She just smiled and answered me.

What will I do, I just bought the hairpin and returned to the palace secretly. From that day I will always go to the same place, and will buy something,soon we became friends, her name was Jenny,

she also told me that she was selling her house items, because of her father left her along with her mom with a huge gambling debt so that pulled her in this situation if not then she would had a happy middle class family.

I pitied her so I offered her to be my maid and casually revealed my identity,

She was first shocked but then she suddenly became happy and accepted.

Time passed as she would serve me soon we matured and I was then 19 year old, in this world 19 was a marriageable age so again many princes from different countries came to propose me,little did I know what was going on behind my back,

one day as I was casually taking a walk with my maid, she was also my friend I usually called her Jenny, but when we crossed an alley we were suddenly surrounded by many men wearing black clothes. They said they wanted to take me with them along with Jenny but I refused and took a battle stance, I ordered Jenny to run away and get the help from the nearby guards as I will hold them off,she nodded and ran away, but none of the black men followed her, I was really relived that I can somehow hold them but not kill them cause they were nearly 14 to 15.

I fought them as I was royalty so I was trained in many fighting arts.

I managed to kill men but I lost my breath along some bleeding scars and blood trickling from them. unfortunately I was captured but they didn't take me instead they were seeing me with lust

'damn bastards how dare you look at me like that!!!' was what I wanted to say but I couldn't.

Them they started their deeds ripping my clothes, and began to do that thing( I am straight it IS rape).

My only thought was where is Jenny why didn't she came here,why is she not here?why?

The guards are not so far only to be run little two streets but why hasn't she came back. Just the I was crying with as helpless as I was soon they had done and ran away

Soon I saw several figures came to I was very sad but saw hope that these coming people will catch those bastards, I showed them the direction and told them to catch but I saw all those people,they were the ones whom I considered as relatives, all of them were smirking at me when I told them what happened they said something unbelievable

"the princess is really a slut as we have caught her redhanded, Arrest her"

"what the fuck are you all saying, I am raped right in front of you,how dare you say all this,you will face some serious crimes"

"It is you who should pay for this indecent crimes princess" this was,this is ... JENNY

I was shocked I was truly shocked, why is she saying to this,

then she continued," I have came with princess many times to these place,she once lure innocent men in the valley and have sex with them,when finished she then threatens them to shut the mouth or they will be killed along with there family,I witnessed this many times," she said as she also had one of that disgusting smile.

I couldn't speak how shocked I was that my so called friend who accompanied me for 6 years will betray me. God why are you doing this.

(because I want to send you to another world)

I was arrested on sexual assaults of many men,next day I was in court in a ragged cloth which barely reached down my thighs,

I was accused without any fault and I didn't got any chance to speak. When the trial was over,I was given the prime punishment of all punishment-. EXECUTION

I was walking from the court at the centre of the kingdom on the big ground which is located at the centre so that all people can see me, she was there below the execution spot,she was smiling,I really wanted to kill her DAMN BITCH IF I GET THE CHANCE IN EXCHANGE OF MY LIFE I WILL AT LEAST KILL HER no not kill her I WILL TORTURE HER UNTIL SHE BEGS ME TO KILL HER YOU BITCH JUST YOU WAIT

I wanted to say this I wanted to do it but if I got the chance.

As I walked up to the spot all people were staring at me like I killed your parents. Some also started to throw stones at me.

At this moment, she came to me d whispered" so how do you liked my plan, I first got to know your information. To tell you the truth I was not even poor, I was just an act I had to do until you were weak, I also hired that disgusting women from the brothel to be my mom in selling the garbage, I only disfigured her for sitting next to me if not for the father I would have killed her,I wanted to be in place where I can pity you and you would lick my shoes so that I will give you a second chance only to bey slave,so how does it feel to be thrown some rocks by the people who you cared for these are some idiotic people who are easy to be manipulated so are you.

right you are right,it is MY fault to take care of these ants,it was MY fault that I trusted that smile only to find it disgusting at the end...

They were cursing at me, calling me bitch slut witch of all sorts of insults, I didn't hear them not a bit not wanting to have my mind berserk at my last moment of life I swore if I go the chance then I will kill every one of them with my own hands.

As I was at the last second of the execution the that will ring at my mind.

"This was a good time with you,sister Lily"

The second I wanted to look at her the axe slammed against my body only my head rolling on ground covered in blood.

(okay you will know at the later chapters what she meant by sister Lily as her name IS Liliana de flouer in this life ).