Chapter 39: Summer Camp l

June 2002, Summer Break

"Holy SHIT!" Stephanie Vo screeched as she felt my cock slide the final inch up her ass. Her exclamation was apropos given which hole I was currently violating. I gripped her waist, keeping myself deep inside her while also preventing her from trying to shift away. And then I just held that position, letting her get used to the stretched-beyond-belief sensation I knew the slender girl had to be feeling.

"Breathe..." I reminded in a soft, soothing voice.

It seemed like it took her an extra two seconds to hear me, letting out a puff of air she had been holding in, and I instantly felt her anus beginning to relax around my invading rod. And then she groaned, "Ohhh..." as the pleasure took over, pleasure being caused by Adrienne, who was underneath Stephanie in a sixty- nine position with her tongue wrapped around the Asian girl's clit.

The asshole of my beautiful friend, a girl I'd known since Junior High and even briefly dated when we were fifteen, started opening up a bit more, allowing me to pull back until just my crown was still imbedded through her sphincter. And then I slowly grooved my way back in. Stephanie tensed up a bit then, clamping around me, but my reminder to breathe out and Adrienne's adept tongue work got her to relax again and allow my sodomizing cock to invade her bowels once again. And as I started to fuck Stephanie's ass, I thought over all the other 'firsts' she'd accomplished this week.

We'd started on Monday when Stephanie simply arrived to get her full Big Ben Experience. That encounter ended like the first one: Stephanie lying on her side, curled in a fetal position with her eyes closed, drenched with sweat, and with copious amounts of sperm leaking from her reddened pussy while she whimpered in disbelief. Only the whole encounter took a lot longer than an hour. I guess Stephanie's only 'firsts' that day were that she'd never had sex for three hours straight or cum that many times.

Tuesday, Stephanie came back for more. Adrienne and I were a little hesitant, since we wanted to spend the time together. But Stephanie pleaded with us to let her join and even though she'd never so much as kissed a girl, she accepted that being with Adrienne was her price of admission to me. So Stephanie had her first girl-girl kiss. She got eaten by another girl for the first time. And with me dicking her from behind, she had her first taste of another woman's pussy. She was only with us for an hour, but she walked away satisfied and with a hunger to see what other 'firsts' she could try.

Wednesday, Adrienne brought out our 'bondage' gear, what little we had at least. Stephanie handled taking orders well and willingly submitted to the blindfold, leash, and handcuffs, as long as I fucked her in the end. She ate her first creampie after I spurted into my girlfriend's pussy. And blindfolded, she got her first snowball after I spurted into my girlfriend's mouth then had Adrienne share the load with our new plaything.

But while Adrienne seemed to really get off being the dominatrix for once, Stephanie's enthusiasm was somewhat tempered. It was worth the experience, but she wasn't likely to do it again, at least not with us. Later, Adrienne said that being tied up and blindfolded was all about trust. While Stephanie liked me, she didn't completely trust me and Adrienne the way Adrienne trusted me. And when Stephanie couldn't completely relax and trust us, she couldn't properly enjoy the experience.

Still, Stephanie came back for more on Thursday and Adrienne brought out her personal toys. Stephanie got her first double-team, sucking my cock while Adrienne fucked her pussy at the other end with a strap-on. She did her first dual blowjob with Adrienne while I rubbed both girls' tits with vibrators. And the pretty Vietnamese-American babe had her first double-ended dildo fuck when I put Adrienne on top of her, face-to-face, and fucked my girlfriend's ass while the two beautiful teenagers grinded against the mutual dildo embedded in their cunts while kissing each other.

Which brought us to today, Friday. We didn't have much time since the twins and Brooke were coming home in the early afternoon to pack for the trip to camp. So most of the time we had was spent getting Stephanie lubed and warmed up with one of Adrienne's little vibrators.

Even then, she nearly didn't go through with it. "I'm not sure, guys," the pretty Asian babe whimpered. "You're fucking thicker than anything that's ever come out, Ben."

I was skeptical, myself. Adrienne was in the sixty-nine position, giving as much pleasure as she could. But Stephanie was extremely nervous and no matter how hard we tried, she just couldn't relax. I could barely get the third finger inside when I was prepping her, and it didn't help when Stephanie freaked out at the last moment, jerking her butt away from me. I was about to call the whole thing off before Stephanie just gritted her teeth, bent over, and spread her own asscheeks for me. Not wasting any time, I knelt in position and began pressing my mushroom head against her rosebud anus. And soon I found myself inching my lubricated cock up her incredibly tight anal chute.

As expected, Stephanie's virgin asshole was extremely tight. It took a long time and repeated directions to "Relax..." and to "Breathe..." before I was able to get myself balls deep inside my first crush's rectum. And as the final inch slid home, she tightened up and grunted, "Holy SHIT!"

From there I began fucking her ass slowly. Stephanie started grunting in rhythm with my thrusts, her voice jumping in pitch at each end. "Nnnn-GH! Nnnn-GH!" From the sound, clearly she was in some pain and doing her best to absorb it while concentrating on the pleasure.

Adrienne ended up cumming first when Stephanie decided the best way of dealing with the pain was to focus on her newly-acquired pussy-eating techniques. I think Adrienne was also getting off on watching me plunging my thick dick in and out of Stephanie's asshole just inches from her face.

But Stephanie herself couldn't cum, despite Adrienne's best efforts below. Getting buttfucked was just too uncomfortable and after I figured this out, I just let go and pumped away for my own pleasure, getting myself off quickly and filling up Stephanie's rectal cavity with my load of hot, sticky spunk.

"Holy SHIT!" Stephanie repeated when I slammed forward a final time, pressing my pelvis against her bony butt while ejaculating ream after ream of semen into her bowels. And when I finally pulled out, she just grunted and panted with wide- eyes while moaning, "FUCK that was intense!"

And it wasn't over yet. Adrienne greedily moved her face up and actually started tonguing Stephanie's lewdly-stretched anus, slurping out my jizz as it began to leak out. Stephanie moaned at getting her very first rimjob, and when Adrienne also began manipulating the other girl's clit at the same time, the slender Asian babe finally squeaked and had an orgasm.

Still, in the end, Stephanie told both Adrienne and I that while she was happy we helped her experience her first buttfuck, we would also be the ONLY ones to ever have that experience. "Anal's just not my thing."

We shrugged and then helped Stephanie into the shower. It wasn't her first three- person shower (we'd done that on Tuesday), and feeling both Adrienne's and my hands soaping and cleaning her body went a long way to relaxing her. I then made it up to Stephanie by fucking her slowly and gently, missionary-style. And this time when I came deep inside her pussy, she cooed happily and with satisfaction at a week spent in hedonistic pleasure. She even smiled and had another orgasm when Adrienne sucked THAT load out of her.

And then it was all over. You know: Have fun at summer camp you guys. We'll always be friends. But that's it, I've had my experiments and we're done.

Adrienne and I didn't mind. "Good luck at Princeton," I said warmly as I kissed Stephanie's cheek.

The pretty Asian girl smiled and held my hand, reaching out for Adrienne's as well. "Good luck to you both. I hope you stay together because as a pair, you're amazing."

Adrienne and I both blushed and nodded. And then she was gone.

That left Adrienne and I to look at each other. I was the first to let my eyes rove up and down her body, fondly remembering all the naked curves I'd seen just a few minutes before. I looked at her with fresh lust in my eyes and asked, "How long have we got?"

She glanced at her watch. "Half-hour, an hour at the most." Adrienne's lustful gaze mirrored mine.

I grinned. "We can do it, right?"

Adrienne grinned and raced me to the stairs, already peeling her clothes back off.

SATURDAY, JUNE 29, 2002

I never realized how boring the 5 Freeway is until I had to drive it myself, unable to sleep, read, or otherwise occupy my mind. I'd driven it once before, also to see Dawn, although under much different circumstances. But then I'd been too blinded by rage, passion, and fear then to notice the boredom.

I'm sure there are more boring stretches of highway elsewhere in the country, but sitting at 80mph on cruise control in a dead straight line for hours on end isn't much fun at all. I remembered dreaming of being able to drive and the thrill it gave me when I finally could. Right now, I was wishing I'd never gotten my license.

I'd thought I would at least get some relief with Adrienne sitting beside me. There initially was some controversy over seating assignments. With Brandi and Dayna once again skipping camp to do their internships, I'd just assumed Adrienne would slide into Brandi's spot to my right while I was in my usual middle row bucket seat. But with me driving and Brooke's desire to no longer be stuck in the back, we had some shuffling to do.

Adrienne volunteered to sit in the back. Despite our family's repeated insistence she was neither outsider nor intruder, she didn't feel comfortable kicking someone out of a preferred spot. But Mom quashed that idea. "You're 5'10" Adrienne. You're too tall to be back there." Brooke complained and moaned, but in the end, Adrienne was beside me up front while my parents took the two middle bucket seats. So I had my loving girlfriend beside me.

But Adrienne was unconscious, her feet on the dashboard while she was zonked out to the world. I was alone.

And it didn't help that I was driving an overloaded full-size van. Yeah, it was nice to be sitting higher up than my beater car, but I felt like I was piloting a moving brick. The suspension was squishy, the cornering worse, and every gust of wind felt like it was going to flip us over.

It didn't help that we were pretty top-heavy from so much luggage, including several big tubs strapped down to the roof rack up top. Since we could do some laundry at the camp, in the old days my sisters just needed "a few clothes" to get by. But now, with even the twins hyping their fashion sense, Adrienne, Brooke, Eden, and Emma all needed outfits. I knew I was going to throw out my back just lugging their stuff from the van into our cabin.

We stopped for food and gas, and at that point, Dad took over for the second longest leg of the trip. I then proved my Mom's earlier concern a lie when, at 6'0", I just flopped into the backseat in the middle with my legs extending into the cabin ahead of me and the twins sleeping against me from either side. That let Brooke have a bucket seat and Dad got to chat with Adrienne when she woke up. I just hoped he kept his eyes on the road so we wouldn't crash.

Mom had the final leg winding us off the highway and to the camp. THAT'S when my mind started to overload with thoughts of Dawn, and I got increasingly nervous with each passing mile.

How would she feel about me? Would she still want to be with Ryan? How would she react to Adrienne? How would her presence change my emotions?

What the hell was going to happen over the next four weeks?

I was about to find out.

The Evanses were home. They always had the cabin right next to ours, and I fondly thought of how Dawn's bunk had both our initials carved into it from when we were 8-years-old. I didn't have a great view from my middle-spot in the back bench seat, but I could tell that Dawn was already waiting for us outside. She was leaning against the railing and stood up straight while Mom parked the van.

From the big window next to her, Adrienne had a perfect view of my lifelong best friend, lover, and one-time girlfriend. She turned around in her seat and fixed her hazel eyes sharply on me. "Ben, how old is that photo of Dawn you have on your desk?"

I blanked for a second, not expecting the question. But then I thought about it and answered, "Uh, the summer we turned sixteen. Why?"

Adrienne looked back through the tinted window, staring almost reverently at Dawn while the other girl couldn't see her back just yet. "Just wondering," Adrienne breathed. "She's so much more beautiful now. I wasn't expecting that."

Brooke, meanwhile, had already popped the van's double-doors and hopped out, along with my parents. The twins were urging me to get out of the way so they could stretch their legs, so I got up, took Adrienne's hand, and guided her out of the van. Adrienne then clutched my hand in an ironclad grip as we circled around and into view of the Evans cabin.

Dawn was more gorgeous than ever. She was wearing a white and pastel blue summer dress that hugged her svelte body, pinching in at her waist to show off both her slenderness and curves. The hem was quite short to emphasize her long legs and the top shaped to enhance her overdeveloped breasts. Her fine sunny blonde hair was loose and flowed perfectly around her surpassingly beautiful face, which was now nicely accented by just a hint of makeup. I knew she'd topped out at 5'9", but she was wearing some wedged sandals that made her even more of an Amazon, and as Adrienne and I approached she leaned against the railing and reached up to brush her hair past her left ear.

She was beautiful. She was my Dawn, just like always. And yet ... I didn't feel the same instant connection to her as in the past. We used to just take one look at each other and immediately feel bonded as if we'd been by each other's side for the past ten years straight. The past few summers our first thoughts had been of immediately kissing each other and basking in our love and effortless connection. But this ... this felt like those new wireless internet routers searching ... searching ... searching for a connection. And it must have been because while I was trying to link up to Dawn, having missed her for so long, all her attention was on Adrienne.

In fact, the more I thought about it, the more Dawn's appearance was carefully calculated to ensure she looked at her absolute most intimidating best. She wasn't styled to entice a guy, but to 'out-do' a girl. I knew the difference, after much training on fashion from Adrienne. Dawn had known my girlfriend/new 'sister' was coming along; that would have been shared between her mom and mine. And for some reason, Dawn had felt the need to dress to impress.

And Dawn WAS stunning. The wide-eyed look on Adrienne's face when she first saw her was confirmation enough of that. But there was also some doubt in Dawn's steely blue gaze. While Adrienne at least had a photo to give her an idea of what Dawn looked like, Dawn was blind and looked shocked by Adrienne's beauty, even though my girlfriend was just wearing khaki shorts and a slimming white V-neck shirt over a dark green long camisole.

The girls probably could have just stared back and forth at each other forever, coolly sizing up the competition, and I sighed in resignation. I suppose it would have been too much to expect Adrienne and Dawn to get along right from the beginning. It was inevitable that Dawn saw Adrienne as the usurper who stole her boyfriend and Adrienne to see Dawn as her biggest threat and rival for me, even though Dawn and I had broken up and she had Ryan waiting for her back home. Adrienne and I were together romantically, but Adrienne knew at the very least she'd be competing against Dawn's and my eighteen years of history.

I decided to just cut through the bullshit and take charge as much as possible. Finally managing to get Adrienne to let go of my hand, I stepped forward and went straight up to Dawn, my hands opening up for a hug.

At almost the last possible moment, Dawn's gaze switched from Adrienne to me and then our lifelong connection flared to life. A happy smile lit up her face, making her even more radiantly beautiful as she raised her arms and launched herself at me.

For a second, it seemed like Dawn would plant a fierce kiss right on my lips, but I turned my head and so did she just before making contact. We pecked each other's cheeks and then hugged tightly. I lifted her off her feet and gleefully swung her around side-to-side. It felt so good to be holding Dawn that a surge of energy shot through my limbs, and I picked her up again while she giggled ecstatically and I spun us around in a full circle before letting her slide down my body to land back on her feet.

"Hey," I said softly while looking through Dawn's eyes and into her soul.

She fixed her dress to make sure it was covering her panties before she smiled and replied, "Hey." Then she bit her lip and a sadness crossed her eyes. "I missed you so much Ben."

I missed her too. They say the distance makes the heart grow fonder. Well, while our heads had certainly forgotten as she occupied herself with Ryan and I went through my relationship gymnastics with Adrienne, my heart truly had gotten fonder. I wondered, not for the first time, how things would have been different had we not been 500 miles apart.

And from the way Dawn's crystal blue eyes pierced through mine, I'm dead certain she was thinking the same thing.

But we had been apart. Life had moved on for the both of us, as we expected, if not desired. And things were different. Taking a deep breath, I turned at a right- angle and swept my arm out to my girlfriend. "Dawn, please let me introduce my girlfriend, Adrienne."

Dawn stepped forward and after the briefest of hesitations, but a hesitation nonetheless, she put her hand out. "Pleased to meet you." Her voice didn't quite sound pleased. And as I looked down, I noticed she had the thin, silver bracelet around her right wrist. Adrienne couldn't read it just yet, but I knew what it read: 'Ben Forever'.

Adrienne had the exact same hesitation before taking Dawn's hand. Their eyes said to each other so much more than their words as she replied in an identical tone, "Likewise. I've heard so much about you."

"Funny," Dawn's eyes narrowed. "Ben hasn't talked about you much."

"Dawn!" I barked, upset by seeing her be impolite for perhaps the first time since we'd been kids who didn't know any better.

"Sorry," Dawn said sweetly, her voice dripping with honey. "That came out wrong. I just meant that while Ben and I talked about you when you were first together last year, we haven't really kept in touch the way I'd have liked these past several months since you got back together."

"Of course," Adrienne said just as sweetly, and with just as much calculation in her narrowing eyes. They were still holding the handshake, but I could see the tension in both girls' hands as they gripped each other with perhaps more force than necessary.

I was not about to let this get out of hand. Dropping my own hands on top of the girls' clasped fingers, I looked them both sternly in the eye. "Dawn. Adrienne. Both of you are extremely important people to me. Dawn, what we have goes beyond friendship and maybe beyond family. I will love you forever. Adrienne knows that."

I turned back to my girlfriend. "Adrienne, I love you with a passion I've never felt before. I chose you above all others and you're my partner now and in our futures." I glanced at the two of them again. "Now I know you two are going to be great friends. I know that because I love you both. So let's just settle in and get to know each other, okay?"

Both girls softened a bit, and I felt Dawn first release the tension in her grip. My lifelong best friend sighed and then nodded her head. "I'm really sorry if I came off a little on edge, Adrienne. It's just that Ben is very special to me and I tend to get a little protective when I hear about his dating life. He deserves only the best."

"I understand," Adrienne nodded and the stiffness in her shoulders went away. "And I'm sorry if I seem a little ... tense, around you, Dawn. Romantic or not, I know you and Ben have a special bond that I may never understand and it's hard for a girlfriend not to feel at least a little ... scared ... about that."

I smiled and relaxed as the girls made their apologies and at the same time, seemed to put their fears out on the table. Maybe this would all work out.

Then Dawn broke the handshake and nodded. "Why don't you guys go get settled in. I can see you've got a lot of unpacking to do. Then come by and get me, Ben. We'll all go down and relax by the lake together."

I agreed and then with a curt nod to Adrienne, Dawn turned and walked back into her cabin. She disappeared through the doorway, but not before I caught her eyes narrowing and an almost venomous look cross my best friend's face. At almost the same time, I saw Adrienne drop her veneer of civility as she turned and stalked past me back to the van to start getting her gear.

I groaned inwardly. Oh, this was going to be BAD.

I am SUCH a guy. I knew there was some catfight drama brewing between the two most important girls in my life. I knew I should be carefully mediating the two of them and trying to find a way to have them understand their roles in my life while co-existing in harmony with each other.

But I couldn't. I'd been reduced to a drooling, hormonal, 18-year-old mess.

We'd unpacked and then dressed to go to the lake. Brooke was done first and went to notify Dawn and DJ while Adrienne and I finished with our gear. Then being a dude, I was the first one out with my swim trunks, a tank top, and my beach towel. In retrospect, I'm not sure if it was a good thing or bad thing the girls emerged in the order that they did. Maybe it would have been better if Dawn and Adrienne had come out first, stunning me into my drooling stupefaction early and giving me time before Brooke and DJ came out. As it was, I found myself riding an escalating wave of female flesh and beauty that threatened to send me into orbit.

The twins were the first ones out, 12-years-old with budding breasts in the first stages of growth. Their two-piece suits were age appropriate and they wore shorts over the bottoms. I didn't pay them much attention as they giggled and raced past me together to go in search of friends they hadn't seen in eleven months.

Brooke was next as she re-emerged from the Evans cabin. My 16-year-old little sister, at 5'6" and in a navy blue bikini designed to show off her developing assets (about midway between a B and C-cup now), got a bit of a rise out of me as she paused and turned to the side to let me ogle her very nice body. She too was wearing shorts and now sported the oversized black sunglasses perched on her head like so many other Southern California girls.

Then DJ hopped out and squealing, went straight to Brooke as the two girls started chattering and complimenting each other's new swimsuits. There was much to compliment about the youngest Evans daughter. She'd hit the same 5'9" height as both her older sisters, although she was still skinnier throughout. The one notable exception (or two) was that at sixteen, DJ's breasts were already as big as Dawn's 34Ds, something impossible to miss as she was wearing the exact same red bikini I'd seen her in last year, now stretched a little tighter around her fabulous body. By the time that girl hit eighteen she probably would have a bosom as big as Dayna's.

"Look, you're giving my brother a hard-on," Brooke giggled and pointed.

"Nah. He had that for you before he even got out here," DJ turned and evaluated me like a piece of meat, pretending as if I couldn't even hear them.

"But he's staring at YOUR boobs right now," Brooke pointed out.

"Why do you think I wore this thing? Ben hasn't nailed me since Halloween." DJ sighed and fixed her eyes on me.

"Would you like me to do something about that?" I growled lustfully, feeling my dick get even harder.

"Absolutely," the sunny blonde vixen husked before turning her back to me and leaning forward just a few inches over the rail, thrusting her ass out. She wasn't wearing shorts over her bikini bottoms and the red fabric was woefully inadequate at covering her perky buttcheeks. "The only question is: How do you want me?"

"DJ!" Dawn suddenly barked from the doorway. "Cool it. He's got a girlfriend now."

I turned my head and my eyes popped open. DJ may have had Dawn's cup size, but she had a ways to go before developing the same curvature, poise, and carriage of a nearly 18-year-old young woman in the prime of her youth and fully aware of her physical beauty. Then there was also Dawn's perfection of a face, from nose to lips to cheeks and especially those brilliant blue eyes. I didn't even notice the bikini, even though it did enhance her allure while drawing attention to everything it needed to. No, I was looking at the whole package, face, body, and even soul.

They say that boys are trained from birth to hold up their mothers as the pinnacle of womanhood and subconsciously seek out a wife that reminds them of their mom. I wasn't that kind of kid. From birth, I'd been trained by experience to view Dawn as the pinnacle of the female race. She was my partner in the playground and my confidant when hiding beneath the bedsheets with a flashlight, telling each other stories. My first adolescent fantasies were of her and my first sexual experiences were with her, even if she wasn't the one to take my virginity. I simply vibrated on a sexual frequency that Dawn matched perfectly, a sympathetic vibration that resonated in both of us whenever we were near each other.

And as I stared at Dawn in that bikini my dick became harder than ever, my skin temperature rose ten degrees, and my mouth even watered. Without conscious thought I took two steps toward her, my destination clear. Nothing else mattered; I would scoop up MY Dawn in my arms, carry her back into her family's cabin and not stop until I'd stripped off every article of clothing she was wearing with my teeth. And then we would make sweet love, the passionate sex of reuniting after a long absence, going and going until we'd both satiated the driving hungers inside of each of us to be together ... always...

I watched Dawn's eyes quivering as I approached her. She held my gaze and took a step towards me, recognizing the rise of our innate sexual attraction and returning it with her own, shining back an instinctive lust. But just as soon as she took that step, she blinked twice and took a step back, turning her head away and breaking our eye-contact. And in that moment, the connection was gone. I came to a dead stop myself, wondering what the hell was going on.

"So ask Adrienne," Brooke was giggling off to my side. "For a girlfriend, she's very, uh, open. You may have to crawl between her thighs first, but you won't regret that experience, either."

DJ's voice was clearly interested. "Really?"

Brooke's voice was even more sexually-charged. "Really. Ask Adrienne."

I was breathing hard, still staring towards Dawn, still feeling the desire inside to carry her into the cabin and ravage her body. My dick was throbbing with need. There hadn't been a day we'd been together in the past two years it seemed when our bodies weren't joined together in some form of intimate embrace. And I couldn't help but feel a... wrongness ... in the universe if I couldn't be with her like that today.

Dawn got a pained look on her face as she returned her gaze to mine. This time, her eyes didn't shine with instinctive lust. Her hand went to fiddle with her bracelet and she winced as if in unbearable pain. She didn't speak, but I understood: 'We can't, Ben. I want to. But we can't.'

"Ask me what?" Adrienne had stepped outside. And at the sound of her voice, I spun around. She was looking at Brooke and DJ, both younger girls blushing beet red while they looked at the older, taller girl in embarrassment.

Well, Brooke was looking at Adrienne in embarrassment. DJ's eyes had bugged out seeing the stunningly gorgeous blonde's E-cup tits bulging out of her skimpy bikini top and her Hawaiian Tropic-perfect body. Adrienne exuded sexuality out of her every pore and if there were a hundred guys around us, they would all be drooling as well. And DJ wasn't the only one staring.

I was ogling my girlfriend and vibrating with sexual need. The succession of girls, each one more sexually spectacular than the last, had turned my brain to mush. The desire to carry off Dawn for athletic, passionate sex was still inside me, and it found it's outlet in Adrienne. And then I simply couldn't stop myself. I took three steps forward, my hard dick leading the way as I went straight for my girlfriend. And grunting like a caveman, I simply lowered my torso, threw Adrienne over my shoulder, and carried her squealing into the cabin. The last thing I heard was DJ laughing, "I think we all overdid it."

Maybe they had. My mind was lost to lust as I carried a shrieking Adrienne past my parents and into the bunkroom. I kicked the door closed and dropped my girlfriend onto my bed, quickly ripping my tank top over my head and shoving my swim trunks down to my ankles.

"Ben! Ben!"

"Urgh! Ugh!" I grunted unintelligibly as I started yanking down Adrienne's bikini bottoms while she wriggled beneath me.

"Holy shit!" she exclaimed, astonished by the wild look in my eyes. And in a panic, she babbled at me, "Ben! Ben, wait! You're too big to go in dry!"

"Hnn-nngh..." I pleaded with my eyes while fisting my cock and jerking it roughly. I need to CUM. I couldn't CONTROL it.

"Wait-wait-wait!" Adrienne batted my left hand off her body and then scooted to the edge of the bed. I pulled my right hand away when I realized what she was doing as she took my cock in her mouth, sucking me quickly and spitting on the end, more intent on lubricating me than giving me a proper blowjob.

Still, I moaned feeling her warm wetness around me and sensed only the slightest bit of clarity returning to my mind. "Adriennnnne..." I groaned, at least managing to form a coherent word.

She got the idea and lay back, raising her hips up while pulling the crotch of her bikini bottoms to the side. I quickly knelt on the bed and aimed, and a second later I'd crammed the first six inches of my dick inside her not-yet wet pussy.

"Ohwaaah!" she screamed at the penetration, not quite painful but not pleasurable either. But when I pulled back and lunged forward again, I felt the first traces of lubrication as her vagina quickly adjusted to my presence and opened up.

I was a caveman. I dropped my head against Adrienne's shoulder, crushing her still-covered tits beneath my chest. Grunting unintelligibly and without thought or care for my girlfriend's pleasure, I rutted away inside her, grunting and thrusting and drooling uncontrollably. And inside a minute, I stiffened up and came, squirting my load into the sexy teenager's accepting body.

Ten seconds later, my cheek hit the mattress as I panted with the unexpected exertion. Sweat dotted my forehead and I groaned as if only now awakening from a deep, long coma.

Crushed beneath me, Adrienne was breathing hard and staring at the ceiling while slowly rubbing my back. She stayed quiet while I slowly brought my own breathing under control as the magnitude of what I'd just done hit me.

Picking my head up and lifting my torso up with my elbows to relieve my weight off her, I whimpered, "Adrienne, I'm so sorry. I couldn't help it."

She just smiled radiantly, her hazel eyes aglow as she patted my head. "Don't be, Tiger. I told you, this body is yours to take whenever you want." She chuckled and looked down between us, where my cock was still embedded inside her. "Not many girls can say they their boyfriend took one look at them in a new bikini and carried her inside to fuck like animals."

"Ugh," I groaned. I didn't find my lack of control a compliment.

"What did those girls do to you out there?"

I kissed her quickly on the lips and then started extracting myself out. "I'll try to explain when we get there."

The guys by the lake more or less reacted the same way I did. No, they didn't carry the girls off to fuck, but from the looks in their eyes, they certainly WANTED to.

Brooke and DJ, as usual, soaked it all up like sponges. Both had boyfriends back home, but that didn't seem to deter them from flirting and having fun.

Adrienne, on the other hand, made it a point to just appear completely into me. She cuddled with me on a lounge chair only meant for one, draping her fantabulous body all over mine. Every single guy who approached the area found their eyes drawn to her tits, legs, or ass, depending on what angle they were coming from. But not a one even tried to talk to her. She made it quite clear she was already taken.

I actually told Adrienne to go flirt and have fun. I knew she enjoyed it and I didn't feel threatened by it in the slightest. But she bashfully shook her head in the negative and said, "Just let me get comfortable here first, okay? This is all new to me and I just want to settle in a for a few days, okay?"

No one tried to talk to Dawn, either. But it wasn't because she looked occupied with a guy. No, Dawn looked utterly and completely miserable. Guys, both old friends and acquaintances along with new ones, meandered by while admiring her beauty and looked ready to strike up a conversation. But one ice cold 'Go the fuck away' stare from her and the guys would beat a hasty retreat. Eventually, she just pulled a linen shirt on in an attempt to curb the flow of admirers.

Feeling bad, I tried to engage Dawn in conversation; but her answers were clipped and measured as I noticed her gaze kept drifting across me to Adrienne. Frequently, I found her fiddling with the 'Ben Forever' bracelet, and I was in pain with indecision over what to do. Eventually, Dawn just picked up her gear and left, heading back towards the lodge without so much as a goodbye.

"Ah, hell," I groaned and made ready to get up and go after her.

"No, hold up," Adrienne pinned me down. "Let her go."

"But Adrienne..."

"Stay with me, okay, Ben?" She sighed and glanced around. Brooke and DJ were chattering ten feet away with a couple of guys and oblivious to the two of us. Adrienne lowered her voice and leaned in. "She's jealous, Ben. She looks at me and you like this and she remembers when it was you and her. She wishes she was in my place right now and it just hurts too much to watch."

I clenched my teeth and glanced over, seeing Dawn's retreating form getting farther and farther away. Then I looked back at Adrienne. "So did you do it on purpose?" I accused. "Draping yourself on top of me to make her jealous and make her run away?"

Adrienne pulled back with anger in her eyes. "Is that what you think? That me wanting to cuddle with my man — after he just fucked my brains out and squirted a gallon of cum inside me not half an hour ago — is about another girl?"

Ah, hell. I was in trouble. Instantly apologetic, I stammered, "Wait, Adrienne, I didn't mean it like that."

"Fuck you, Ben." Her tone was not pleasant. Adrienne started getting up.

"Wait ... Adrienne..." I pleaded.

"I want to be with my boyfriend, the way we've always been together," she hissed. "If you can't handle being with me that way when you're around Miss Beautiful Best Friend, then maybe you've got to decide whether you really want to be with ME."

"Adrienne..." I groaned.

She just pulled her towel around herself and marched away.

Ah, HELL.

I got off the lounge chair and ran after her.

It was after dinner and we all headed back to the cabin to grab some sweatshirts to ward away the evening chill. But just when we were about to leave again, Mom called out to Adrienne and me. "Can I talk to you both for a minute?"

Adrienne came obediently and I followed after. Mom sat us down in the common room and looked pointedly at Adrienne. "So how are things going with you and Dawn so far?"

Adrienne looked taken aback for a moment by the question, furrowing her eyebrows before backing up her head and replying, "Okay, I suppose."

"I know the situation feels a bit awkward, Dawn having been so close to Ben and all. But I really do need you to try. The Evanses are very special to our family and we have bonds that go way beyond mere friendship."

Adrienne nodded. "I know. I mean, I hadn't really seen it until we got here, but I know."

"Are you going to be okay with Ben and her still having a close relationship?"

Adrienne's eyes narrowed and she glanced over to me. "Define 'close'."

"We're just friends, Adrienne," I put my hands up defensively. "She's got her boyfriend and I'm with you."

"But she still wants him," Adrienne said firmly, looking back at my mom. "How am I supposed to handle that?"

"I don't know," Mom shrugged. "That's something the three of you are going to have to work out. And you've got a month up here to do that before you all move in together."

"Together?" Adrienne looked agog.

"Wait, what? I thought we were living with Brandi," I furrowed my eyebrows and leaned forward.

"You are," Mom nodded. "But Brandi and Dayna didn't want to get split up and they rented a house for you all. Brandi just told me yesterday." Mom looked at me. "So you, Adrienne, Brandi, Dayna, AND Dawn are all going to be living together at Berkeley come late August."

"What?" I repeated. Ordinarily, I'd be thrilled. But now? Oh, this could get messy.

"Maybe I should live separately," Adrienne said quietly.

"No. You're a part of this family now, Adrienne," Mom said sternly. "You can't just run away from the situation. And if you really think Dawn wants Ben back, do you really want to leave him in a house with her and not you?"

Adrienne got a pained look on her face. "Maybe it's better that way." My girlfriend glanced sadly at me. "You two have so much history together." She turned to get up.

"Adrienne, don't get melodramatic..." I groaned. I'd just spent several hours since the lake reassuring her that I wanted her and it was all coming unraveled again.

My girlfriend just started sniffling as she walked away and out the door. I hung my head and sighed, "Ah, hell..." Then I picked my head up and started to go after her.

"Ben, hang on." Mom's voice stopped me first. "I need to know, who do you want to be with?"

"Excuse me?"

"I think you heard me, Ben." Mom held my gaze with the intensity and weight of years of experience. "If there were no other romantic complications and you could just choose, who would you want to be with: Dawn or Adrienne?"

My heart and my head went in opposite directions. Then before I could breathe, they reversed course, STILL both going in opposite directions. I sighed and nodded firmly, choosing to stay the course. "Adrienne. I'm in with love her."

"Then whatever you say to her, you've got to be strong and decisive. You're the man in the middle of this and Adrienne is your girlfriend. But it's more complicated than that because she's now also your sister in a way. Having a bad breakup is not an option. You need to show her you're committed. And you've got to prove you can handle a mature relationship."

I nodded and started turning away. But then I paused and looked back at her. "Mom, who do YOU want me with?"

She pinched her lips together and held my gaze. I knew she could wait me out longer than I her, so I added, "I used to think you expected me to marry Dawn, but now I'm not so sure."

"I just want you to be happy, Ben," she sighed after a brief pause. "You're still very young. Right now I just want you to learn what being in a real, mature relationship is all about. Things get complicated. Your friends and your wife will always vie for your attention, in whichever order those two girls may turn out." She pointed her fingers back and forth, crossing her hands and clearly indicating both Adrienne and Dawn.

I grimaced and contemplated all the possibilities, including ones where neither girl ended up in my life. Those were quite scary thoughts.

Mom's voice became reassuring. "But don't worry about the future or marriage just yet, Ben. Be safe and don't get either girl pregnant, or you may find your future is choosing you." She took a deep breath. "But you have time. I know your relationships with both of them are far from over."

I spent the rest of Saturday night doing damage control with Adrienne. I seemed to have reassured her that I loved her and I had no plans to break up with her for Dawn during the next month. I made only the briefest explanations that I just wanted the three of us to get along as friends, but Adrienne didn't want to hear it at the time.

"If she's as good a friend to you as you think, she'll find a way to fit in with 'us'. That's up to her, now," Adrienne had said coldly. I wasn't about to press the issue just then.

But Dawn pressed the issue the following morning.

Adrienne and I had stayed up relatively late, talking things out before heading back into the cabin and going to sleep. Between that and the long drive up, we were both exhausted and slept in, missing breakfast.

Mom woke us up. I stirred awake at the smell of coffee and sat up to find her rubbing my shoulder while holding a paper bag. The cups of coffee were on the nightstand between my bed and Adrienne's. "Wake up, sleepyhead. I brought you guys breakfast," Mom said gently. Then her voice dropped. "And Dawn's waiting for you outside."

Furrowing my eyebrows, I got up and pulled on a pair of shorts. I grabbed one of the coffee cups and started sipping as I headed for the door and opened it to find Dawn sitting on the bench outside, dressed in her hiking gear with a backpack sitting on the porch next to her.

"I was going to ask if you're ready to go, but clearly you're not," the beautiful sunny blonde smiled up at me.

"Go?"

Dawn frowned. "It's after breakfast. Our hike."

"Hike?"

She rolled her eyes. "Ben, we've gone to the clearing every morning at camp for years. Especially on the first morning to catch up. How the hell do you forget that?"

"No, no. Uh, hiking. Yeah. Sorry, I slept in," I fumbled through bleary eyes. "Lemme wake up Adrienne and then we'll get dressed." I turned to head back inside.

"But Ben," Dawn's voice was a plea, and I turned right around. She'd stood up, biting her lower lip and was fidgeting with the 'Ben Forever' bracelet again. "I thought we'd just go alone."

I blinked quickly, "Alone?"

"Like always. Just the two of us, catching up on everything we missed from each other's lives. I've got a lot to talk to you about."

I nodded in understand and approval and watched a smile spreading across Dawn's face. This was me and her. This was our life together, our partnership. It was the way things always were at camp.

But things were different this year. I stopped my nodding as I remembered my girlfriend and I hesitated visibly. "It's just ... uh, this is Adrienne's first real day here and she doesn't have any other friends. I don't think I can just abandon her for an entire morning, Dawn."

"You won't be abandoning her. She has your entire family," Dawn said almost petulantly. "Let Brooke show her around."

"Dawn..."

"Ben, pleeease," my lifelong friend looked absolutely crushed. "Just you and me, the way it's always been. Please?"

"I can't leave Adrienne."

"But we have things we need to talk about, Ben," Dawn huffed indignantly. "Private stuff. And that clearing is OUR special spot!"

"We've brought other people there before."

"Not like this! And never on the first day! Ben, come ON." Dawn looked confused, as if she couldn't possibly comprehend why I was resisting this.

"Hey, what's going on?" Adrienne suddenly appeared behind me, wiping the sleep from her eyes. She saw Dawn and her eyes narrowed suspiciously.

Dawn matched Adrienne's gaze, adding a gleam of hate into her gaze. "I was just here to pick up Ben for our hike."

"Hike?" Adrienne arched an eyebrow at me.

I sighed. "Every year, almost every day, actually, Dawn and I would hike out to this clearing just outside of camp and hang out together. It's been our routine since we were old enough to go off by ourselves."

"Oh! That sounds like fun," Adrienne perked. "So we need to get dressed?"

Dawn snorted and I sighed again. "Dawn would like the chance for just me and her to go alone. We haven't seen each other in a long time and she would like the privacy so we could catch up."

"I see..." Adrienne's eyes narrowed again, turning her gaze with the full weight of ALL her intensity onto me. "And what did you decide?"

"I haven't decided anything yet," I shrugged. It was the wrong thing to say. In one fell swoop, my teenaged mouth managed to piss off both Adrienne AND Dawn.

"What's to decide? We always go!" Dawn spat in annoyance.

"Haven't decided?" Adrienne spat at almost the same time. "You mean you even have to THINK about abandoning me all by myself to go leave with HER?"

"Adrienne ... Dawn..." I whimpered, only now realizing the magnitude of the shit I was in.

"And why should I trust her?" Adrienne stepped up. "From the minute we arrived she's been eyeing you like she owns you, Ben. Every morning for years, right? All alone? Tell me Ben. Exactly how many times have you and Dawn fucked in that clearing of yours?"

"Adrienne..."

"None of your fucking business," Dawn challenged Adrienne, stepping up into the other girl's face. "That's private between Ben and me."

"And you think I'm going to let him go off alone with you so you can seduce him?" Adrienne stepped up to Dawn, trying to tower her extra inch of height. "Is that what you think?"

"Talk about freaking paranoid! We're friends," Dawn stepped up to Adrienne so that the two girls were now right in each other's faces. "I've got a boyfriend back home and I'm not looking to seduce Ben! If I'd wanted, it would have been ME he dragged into the cabin to fuck silly yesterday afternoon. But I didn't!"

"Bullshit! I see the way you look at him!" Adrienne snapped. "If I wasn't here you'd drop that boyfriend in a heartbeat to have Ben back!"

"He only SETTLED for you because I told him I was staying with Ryan!" Dawn yelled. "If I broke up with my boyfriend, Ben would dump you so fast your head would spin!"

"No he wouldn't! He told me he chose me! BEFORE he got your voicemail. Hah? Didja know THAT?" Adrienne yelled right back.

Dawn shot her gaze to me, her eyes opening wide in horror and disbelief.

I winced. "I told you. When we talked," I said softly, remembering when Dawn called me the second time and actually got me instead of the machine. But apparently that particular little detail of which choice came before which had either slipped her mind or been lost in communication.

And then it was my time to watch in horror as Dawn's lower lip twitched and a look of complete and utter sorrow descended across her face. She was crushed. She was absolutely crushed. And with an almost violent jerk, she yanked on the silver bracelet hard enough to leave scrape marks on her hand, and then threw it at my feet. Snatching her backpack, Dawn turned and stepped off the patio, quickly hustling down the trail. She hurried as fast as she could, but even that wasn't fast enough for me to not notice the abundant tears that were pouring down her face as she fled away.

I felt half of my soul yanking out of my body and going with her as she ran down the pathway. Eighteen years of my life was walking away from me. I remembered the excitement and thrill of discovering sex with Dawn. I remembered the tenderness and affection in her touch. And I remembered the heartache and bonding of love we'd made together, right up through Mark's date-rape. My knees went weak and I fought to maintain my balance. As crushed as Dawn had looked, I now felt.

Adrienne was a little more direct in her reaction. She went straight for the bracelet, bending down and standing up, only now reading the inscription. Her eyes went wide and she looked up at me, but my gaze was swimming in tears as I stared after Dawn.

She took a deep breath and looked at me for the first time this morning with some sympathy. But then I blink to send rivers of moisture rolling down my cheeks as I turned and went into the cabin.

Mom was standing in the hallway, having quietly observed everything. She had such a look of maternal compassion on her face and looked ready to reach out and touch me, but I just brushed straight past her and went into the bunkroom.

A few minutes later Adrienne came to me. She sat beside me on my bed and wrapped her arms around my shoulders, leaning in to kiss my cheek. "It's okay, baby," she said softly. "I'll be everything you need."

But as I felt the hole inside, the hole where my Dawn belonged, I knew that no matter what, no matter how hard Adrienne tried, she could never be everything I needed. I just closed my eyes, bent my head, and sobbed my heart out.

The next week was rather awkward. It was clear to everyone that Dawn was avoiding me, and I wasn't really going out of my way to search her out either. But at mealtimes, our families always ate together and the tension between Dawn and me was palpable. Our parents were rather more delicate around us and even the twins were quieter, knowing that all was not peachy between us.

Adrienne was doing her best to keep me happy. She was not much of an outdoorsy type of girl, her lack of family trips having never prepared her for anything but the usual suburban jungle. Actually, she had to trim down her nails the second day after figuring out a french manicure wasn't the best style for a summer camp. And she once commented, "I feel naked without a cell phone nearby."

I just grinned and said, "Well, if you already feel naked. Then I guess there's no need for these clothes then."

My girlfriend just rolled her eyes and told me to save it until we got somewhere more comfortable.

I engrossed myself in teaching Adrienne about the environment and educating her while we went on our own hikes to be alone and talk. She had excellent endurance and her feet didn't get sore easily, even though tromping around trails is rather different from dancing on basketball hardcourts or on football fields.

My girlfriend saw everything with fresh eyes and from a new perspective, reinvigorating me to the beauty of our camp with its creeks, ridges, and the big lake. I saw things with the wonder of her eyes, but merely poked fun at her skittishness for anything crawly or even remotely slimy. What can I say? She's an 'indoor' girl. Adrienne hadn't packed much that could get dirty, and it was a challenge to get her to even sit in the grass or on a log. She was always daintily picking at wherever she would have to sit, trying to brush away dirt or leaves or anything else she could do to make it 'cleaner'. And don't even get me started with insects...

And of course, Adrienne tried to keep me happy by fucking my brains out at every opportunity she could get. Quiet moments in the cabin were the obvious choices. But with a lack of more opportunities, she would settle for outdoor romps on blankets we would spread in other clearings. My spot with Dawn wasn't the only one I knew for getting some privacy, although no matter where we went, Adrienne was always a little shy and tried to keep the volume down. And I could tell she wasn't entirely comfortable being naked outdoors.

There were also some hints that Brooke and DJ wanted to join us. Adrienne probably would have accepted if the younger girls were willing. But as much as DJ wanted me, her conscience wouldn't let her do so given the way things were with me and her sister Dawn. And Brooke settled for just one quiet threesome with us just to get her 'fix' of cock.

I am a sexual creature, and frequent sex did wonders for keeping me happy. But as hard as Adrienne tried, my mood worsened with every passing day. Every single time I saw Dawn was another weight sinking into the bottom of my heart, dragging down my every action. I missed her terribly. Missing her while being 500-miles away was one thing. Missing her and not being able to talk to her or laugh with her ... or kiss her ... when I was seeing her a minimum of three meals a day was absolutely killing me.

Dawn seemed even worse. Her cheeks were hollow. There were bags under her eyes. And she wasn't eating much.

I, at least, had Adrienne. Dawn had no one.

And then even sex couldn't help when Adrienne went on her period. Yeah, she still gave me blowjobs and I fucked her ass a few times. But by then my heart just wasn't in it as much and I spiraled into a melancholy from which there seemed no recovery...

... until Felicia Clarkson arrived.