Sincerely

When a new idea or thought forms within my mind, it always forms in a sporadic way. For example I could be making food and listening to music, when all of a sudden I think of the ingredients that I am using. These ingredients become a life form, and from there somehow a whole storyline is built. I am still conscious and I am just thinking and daydreaming while still being present. At first I was freaked out, until I realized the benefits. Which include being able to space out during class more freely and less noticeably. The down side to this was that it dragged me from reality, and momentarily I blank out in reality. I'm not sure if others understand where I'm coming from, or if others see me as crazy. Does it really matter if it keeps me sane? Does it matter if I become overly attached to these nonexistent lifeforms? Does it matter if I am becoming more distant? Why should the way I cope matter?

Sincerely,

Someone escaping reality