Old face

Chapter 3: Old face.

What is life? There are many opinions on this take some would say.

Life is a beautiful and precious gift that we should cherish and make the most of. We should strive to live each day in a meaningful way, making the most of every opportunity and moment. We should be kind and compassionate to ourselves and others, and we should seek to constantly learn and grow. We should embrace challenge and take risks to achieve our goals and dreams. Lastly, we should not take life for granted and live in the present, making memories and finding joy in the smallest of things. Which means they are Peace lovers. Or more specifically a prey mentality.

Meanwhile there are also those who are different. Like some would think that....

Life is a game and only the strong survive. We must seize every opportunity and fight for what we want. We must not show weakness or mercy and be ruthless in our pursuit of success. We should take risks and push our boundaries to achieve our goals. It is those who are bold and decisive that make their mark on the world. We should strive to be ruthless and efficient, not wasting time on trivial things. We should take what we want and not let anyone or anything stop us. This are what we call ruthless people or predator mentality.

Both of them are different people. Let us take an example.

I fall in the first category. I used to think that life is beautiful. Yes. Ironic right? I used think that. Believe it or not. I think all of us used to think that. At some point at least. Before we are hit by reality. After my parents died in my previous life? Yes. I used to be a boy, a naive one at that. My survival instinct didn't react cuz I was taken in by a shitty guy about whom I would rather not talk about.

Lets go to the topic I was saying earlier. Now in which category I fall you might ask? Predator or prey. No. I fall into the both category. That's impossible. No. It's not.

I still think that life is beautiful. But if you fight for it. Don't regret about snatching things away from others. Take all the chance you have in your life and use it effectively. So I think that I fall under both category.

Let's stop thinking about this and come to matter in hand.

Humanities and social sciences: including languages, literature, philosophy, history, political science, sociology, anthropology, archeology, and global business

Pure and applied sciences: including physics, chemistry, biology, geology, maths, computer science, materials science, and engineering

Life sciences: including medicine, nursing, and health science.

Education: including primary and elementary education, secondary education, and educational and teaching studies

Business and management: including accounting, finance, marketing, and management Arts and design including fine arts, product design

After talking with Rina I came to know or I already knew that she took Art and Design. I took Business and management. Though she was shocked. Because I took Education in our previous life. I took interest in Business because I know some tricks to be successful business.

Right now I am walking towards my lecture hall. Thinking like this. Its ironic when I first came here I was looked at like I was piece of trash. Well they weren't wrong. I was a piece of trash. But now look at them staring at me with admiration, respect,lust..... what!!!? Lust!? I looked around and saw girls were looking at me...or more specifically my body. Gosh I feel like a pendopile. Even though all of them are either senior or junior of mine. That is the current time. No. Forgot about it.

I mentally slap my self. I have to think of something. Wait! A idea came in my head.

And I ran towards the washroom even though there was like approximately 20 minutes left and it would take atlest 10 minutes to go from washroom to lecture hall . Or hell.

After reaching Washroom I locked myself in the toilet and after 3 minutes came outside.

Now I am on my way to lecture hall. If I am not wrong today's teacher will probably be mister wildson. Let's check it. After I searched in the official web for this university I came to know that I was right about my guess.

Mister Linkcon Wildson is a professor in Business and Management at Tokyo University, where he has taught for over a decade. He is well-known and respected in the field for his expertise and his practical approach to teaching, which focuses on real-world applications and case studies to help students understand the principles of business management. He holds a PhD in Management from Stanford University and has published extensively in his field.

Someone to admire to be honest. But I heard that he is cruel on his students. Hope they are just rumors.

I walked into the classroom. And the ..... professor was already there!? Damn it I must try my best to be sneaky.

I walked to a seat in baby step. Slowly...not making any noises and sat besides a person. The persons red eyes and mines met with each other. She give me a nod and I sat down. And started to concentrate in the lesson.

Wait me and Rina are really going to be married, we need our parents id. Though I didn't need it cuz they were dead due to us going to a road side trip. Now that we didn't go on that trip they didn't died. But how will there expression be like when I say this to them.....no let's not think about this. I have to concentrate. I slap my self mentally. And looked at the professor.

"Ok class that's it. Make sure to study this part that I thought you. This will be on the exam. I will take my leave." he said leaving. Wait!! I thought I spaced out for like 2 secs. Did I space out of that long? He took his leave.

I looked at the person beside me who was Packing her stuff.

"Hello uhm..can you help with the note? You saw that I was late." I asked the girl with black hair and red eyes.

"sure." she said while giving me her notebook.

I took out my phone and took pictures of all the stuff. I missed plus some extra and gave it to her.

"sorry for the inconveniences I caused.Btw I am kiyora Jin. Nice to meet you." I said while giving her a hand to shake.

"Nice to meet you. Aurora kitotaka. " she said while shaking my hand. "pleased to meet you." she finished.

"ok hope we meet again." I said as the 2 of us went towards our path.

Unexpected things again happened. Aurora kitotaka. The woman who helped me find my love. A best friend. I met her at a shop where I used to work. √AR cafe. I used to a waiter and cook. It is a cafe but it also has food to eat. It seems it was only me and Rina. Who got our memories from the past meeting. Hm.....it was nice seeing her. And also confirm my theory about only the 2 of us being back from the past .Does this mean I have to make sure to look out for unexpected trouble? Maybe. If yes then. That's a pian in the ass. If not,then the pain will go away.

Well let's not think about it. Now let's go home.

After finishing up everclass which was a FUCKING pain. There's no denying that the educational system in university can be a pain in the ass. From endless papers and exams, to strict deadlines and endless lectures, it can sometimes feel like we're being overworked and overwhelmed. But despite the challenges, there are also many benefits to university education. From exploring new ideas and expanding our knowledge, to developing strong critical thinking skills and making lifelong friendships, the experience of university can be an enriching and transformative one. So yes, it can be a pain in the ass, but ultimately, it's one worth enduring.

This. YES THIS THING RIGHT HERE USED TO BE MY THOUGHT. I..... don't know what to say. Well it's still better than nothing. But now there will be more pain. Even though it will convert to happiness.

First I have to talk to Rina about this whole marriage this which I know is not going to work out. And then my parents who will seriously think that I am joking. My mom would literally say that....

'Why give false hope? We know that you won't get any woman in your life. So don't try lying.'

Why do I have to suffer? Probably cuz luck is something which I don't have.

Well there's nothing to do right no-

"Hey Jin!" I turn around and saw the rina running towards me. She came to me and hugged me.

Gosh at the very least warn me.

Ah! I have something to do. Take care if this girl here.

"Really rina atlest warn me you know. " I said to her as she cling to my arm and not letting go.

I sighed. While looking at the girl in my arm.

Oh, great. More trouble. Just what I needed. Here we go again, I guess. I've had my fair share of trouble, but it seems like as soon as I think I've gotten through one difficulty, there's always more to come. It's like I can never catch a break. Just when I think I've hit my limit, things get even more complicated and stressful. When will it end? Will there ever be a time when my life is just...normal? Why does it always feel like I'm stuck in this neverending cycle of problems and challenges?

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Or why do....I feel like more trouble is waiting for me. I thought to myself while shaking my self internally.