48 The day I lost them...

I was clenching my hand so hard, my nails started to pierce through my skin. Bright-red blood was flowing through the gaps of my hand and it was dripping on the sheets. They were creating small red circles, slowly turning into bigger clusters of red onto my sheets that were white.

My head started throbbing as well and the pain from my scars felt like they were opening up once more. My vision got hazy and blurry and I also felt that my ears were ringing and vibrating until it was completely silent.

After an unknown amount of time, I just saw someone familiar trying to stop the bleeding from my hand. Tears were welling up in her eyes and her face was flushed, but I couldn't hear what she was saying to me. I could see her lips move but I couldn't even read them because my vision would go in and out of different times.