Netflix and Chill **** Chapter Eighty-One

Angela agreed to look for Nikki after her shift, and when Troy returned with a bottle of liquor and Von entered behind him I figured it would be a long night. What the fuck did that nigga want? I was still naked and his voice didn't travel which indicated he had sat down. Something just wasn't right with that nigga and I knew if he was one of Christy's associates then he was affiliated with Trenton in some kind of way. Nikki had messaged and said, "It's done" and didn't understand why I had her come to my rescue but could not leave. She was still close and had said her car battery had now died also.

Troy refused to let me leave but I knew it had to be a way out. I thought back to his criminal record, abduction was among the list of charges, I wondered how many bitches had been in my position and who had gotten away, apparently someone had. I messaged Nikki and assured her someone would come to pick her up while he talked to Von, I just didn't trust that nigga! While I messaged I thought about searching among the hundreds of Trenton Carter's I'd found online with criminal records. I had been so confused for a long time and I pictured him, there was something about his eyes, they had always seemed---sincere. My judgement had been way off though, but Troy was seemingly raw and uncut, he was who he was.

When he entered the room I laid in bed under the covers, I'd just heard Von drive away. I felt his movements before he playfully pulled the covers. I hated him, I said it aloud.

"Here," he said. "If its negative u can leave, I won't keep u here I just thought u was feeling a nigga." He threw my clothes on the bed along with my keys and handbag.

"I'm not taking that test!" I yelled at him as I sat up but why else was I nauseous?

"Girl YES U ARE! U not leaving with my seed inside of u! U ain't even gotta fuck with me! I thought about it, FUCK U!"

FUCK ME?

"Just, I don't wanna argue, I got shit to do, take the test and be on ya fucking way."

The bipolar bastard was speaking to me like he didn't even give a fuck no more! My tear ducts burned but he'd seen enough of my tears. I stood up, he left the room. I began to look around as if I had more items to grab and wondered how I could sneak the ledger, phone and key from the drawer. I could hear his conversation, he had called someone and was speaking as if he spoke to a female, delicately. HE WASN'T SHIT! He didn't even care if I really was preparing to leave.

"Yea, we kicking it---Von bringing the weed, u can be comfortable out here it's ducked off.--- Netflix? Hell yea. ---Fuckin right, U ain't never gotta leave." I balled my fists to keep from pulling my hair and swallowed my pride. I checked my handbag, everything was still inside. I slid on my panties, walked into the bathroom with the test and looked in the mirror, from underneath my chin to my collar bone was bruised, some of the bruising was black, some red, some purple. I had a scar on my left cheek and I looked like the ragdoll I was. He could never love me, he would only destroy me more and keep me hid because he had been destroyed. As much as I tried I just couldn't hold back my tears. Where had I went wrong in life? I'd lost faith so long ago I knew I couldn't get it back I wanted God to just take me but first I had some unfinished business with the man that had just---totaled me! I had nothing left, my children weren't even mine anymore. My heart beat daily but that was it, I felt dead. I new I would never be normal and understood why Troy was on the phone with another bitch, what the fuck had he seen in me to begin with? I was just another fuck to them all! The man I married didn't even want to fuck me! He used my pussy as a coping mechanism and gave me a duck foot ass baby! If I was pregnant I didn't want to even know.

I hated myself and I REFUSED TO TAKE THE TEST! I stormed out of the bathroom in a silent rage, all the scars, the babies! I looked like a ziploc bag across the belly! Them muthafuckas didn't love me! They had taken the only one who had!

I could hear that black ass nigga still on the phone with a bitch that had no clue I would pull her tongue through her neck! He was fucking playing with me! I DID NOT WANT HIS BLACK ASS CHILD! I put on my clothes and snatched my charger from the wall wondering why the FUCK was Goat's last name Davis, his obituary had said Romeo Davis plain as day! I knew his wife had been killed, who was she? I had managed to grab the items from the drawer, I would find out how to survive without MAKIL! Whoever he was!

He laughed and walked back and forth across the bear skinned rug asking the bitch what she did on her off day, well I was having an off day and he would find out what the fuck I did on mine! "I'm a Cancer too," he said. Were they discussing birthdays like----OH MY GOD! HE DIDN'T EVEN ASK MINE!

I knew the police had arrived at the Orchard, I'd told Nikki to give them the code but knew they had to knock down the shed, what I had done was risky but I had no choice if I wanted to live, I was far from a snitch and my babies were in danger. "Im probably too tall for u," he said, "but we can work on it---"

WORK ON WHAT!

"I been chilling, shit Im overdue," he continued.

The knives struck me in my chest, I was so dumb, I deserved to be disrespected. I looked underneath the bedskirt for my shoes and threw my bag on my shoulder. I was leaving and he couldn't stop me. I knew the house wasn't armed and as he paced the floor talking to his next victim I walked right past his ass and toward the kitchen door that led to the patio. I remembered Christy saying it led to a trail behind the house. I knew I had to jump down to flat ground, I looked at the steep landscape and saw the stream that flowed over the rocks and knew I would fall right in if I hopped the gate and slid but had to take a chance. As I opened the door his voice was yet distant, he had not come to stop me. I stepped outside and quietly closed it behind me.

I'd been on the patio before as he suggested, he'd said I was turning white, but hadn't been to the edge of the yard by the gate. I strutted across the back yard, glad to be free. My hair blew in the wind and I knew I looked damn near dead, but I was free. I walked closer to the gate and thought maybe he'd been so tied up in his conversation he hadn't even noticed I left. I craved a Newport and was somewhat feeling remorseful I briefly thought of Trenton.

As I walked closer to the drop I heard a low growl, and then two. I looked and saw two Rottweilers chained to the gate. They stood up and as I watched the slack in their chains tighten I realized they were about to chew my nigga ass up, I was too close! In fear I froze and they were in my face leaping but being restrained by their chains. They were angrier than a son of a bitch, and would have taken advantage of the opportunity of a lifetime if Troy wouldn't have been laughing while running down the hill, "NINO! ROXY! Chill out!" I couldn't move, and I had to pee. I HATED HIM, MORE!!!!

"Come on with yo silly ass, go out the front door if u are leaving! Where's the test?"

I wanted him not to touch me! He grabbed my shoulder as if he hadn't just lined up some pussy, I was not friendly with that bitch ass nigga so what had he thought! He threatened to pick me up so I fought, "DON'T U HAVE A DATE!!!!?" He laughed.

I knew I couldn't stay back there and the girl dog whimpered with her ears straight up, head sideways. I decided to turn around and head back toward his dungeon. I burped and tasted Juicy Fruit an hour after chewing the gum and swallowing it, I'd stolen it from Veronica's drawer without even wondering how old it was until afterward. I was starving and the Waffle House I'd eaten had only been a snack! He stood with his arms folded as I walked sideways across the uneven ground trying to maintain my balance. That nigga was an asshole, and I was about to give up. I felt like I would have a heart attack seeing the dogs. After going inside I ran toward the bathroom I didn't feel good at all, I wondered if it was the scorching 7:00 sun that had me ill, I'd never felt that bad. He spoke, I kept going toward the bedroom and then the bathroom, he grabbed me by the arm, "Where's the test?"

I just looked at him, my mouth watered and I was becoming so weak, I couldn't say anything. I felt my phone vibrate in my bra and knew it was Nikki again. I prayed she was okay because I couldn't respond at the moment. "U can't get that money by yourself! Is that why u are trying to leave?" Some nerve he had, I pictured the ghettoest of bitches walking toward that front door after I'd gone. "Hazel?" I just stared and couldn't say anything, my eyes were now watering as my mouth was. He shook me, "Do u hear me? What the fuck---?" I tried to tell him I needed to go to the bathroom but when I opened my mouth everything I had eaten erupted onto him and his shoes. "I tried to tell u I had to throw up! Go to your new bitch anyways!"

"I PREFER MY OLD ONE WITH HER NAS---"

"WELL GO BACK TO HER!"

He turned and went to the bathroom down the hall while talking shit. I could tell from the water pressure in Veronica's bathroom he was in the shower. Dummy. I was too weak to even try to leave but wanted to be gone by the time the bitch that just wanted his money came---I knew she did, she couldn't love him, she probably was a weak ass 6 or something. Hopeless hoe.

He wasted no time coming from the shower naked, I stood against the bathroom door in my panties and bra, "I need more clothes to leave in," I said to him while he dried himself off. "Leave like u are."

Since that nigga thought I was something to play with I would walk right past him in his Mama's clothes, he was welcomed to play with me and see. "Fine, I know where your clothes are!" I said.

I slammed the door, walked to the sink and brushed my teeth with his fucking toothbrush, I would show him trifling. I showered and walked out as he sat on the bed rolling a blunt half dressed. "Do u have to sit in here to wait for your bitch?!"

He ignored me like the asshole he was, "Why u so black?" I wanted to know, Goat was a light skinned nigga, he ignored me again.

I looked at my phone as my hair dripped on the floor, "How dumb are u? I know every Sheriff in East Feliciana Parish."

Fuck.

I messaged Nikki and asked if she'd anonymously made the report, she asked, "What's that?"

Well kiss my ass----

I dried off, laid down and picked up the remote to wait for his bitch to show up. Troy sprayed on Polo Red, he hadn't even worn any since we'd been there! I was about to blow a fuse but I stayed calm. Did he want pussy that bad!

I felt so low. Nikki was stranded and now in danger, there was nothing I could do. I called Angela but got no answer. Nervously I scrolled on my broken phone for Trenton Carter's criminal history. I soon found a result in from East Feliciana Parish, a newspaper article relating to a disappearance.

LaDonna Myers is depicted holding a picture of her missing son Trenton (7) and daughter LaTrena (9), she can be seen desperately pleading for any information leading to their whereabouts. They were last seen walking home from school on Monday. Neighbors said they were saw leaving Emily Orchard around 8:10 a.m. When they didn't return home that evening---

Um, LaDonna Myers?

I looked at the article that depicted the young woman, and I'd seen her before! Perhaps she was older but where had I saw her?

Troy talked shit about the test as he slid on his jeans, and Jordan's. He picked up the brush and started brushing his thick waves, I couldn't hear a word he was saying from that point forward, "What the fuck are u doing?" I asked.

He was playing with me.

That idiot ignored my question and kept talking, "---car, I know by now he knows it's in the garage. Von gone knock that nigga ass off if he---"

HE CAN'T KILL HIM! I would kill him myself! I deserved that right it was a privilege! He picked up his keys and headed toward the door. "WHERE ARE U GOING?" I asked. "To the car, what time u leaving?" he asked before I noticed his phone on the bed. I wanted that bitches number! I heard the door close and I sat up on my knees and opened his phone, HE DIDN'T USE A PASSCODE? Neither had I.

I went to his call log and saw the last call had been made 3 hours ago and no incoming call had come in. He had erased the bitches number. I checked the messages, no text. I knew he was going to meet the bitch WHO WAS SHE! She better not show up there was all I could think! I knew he wouldn't be outside long but I quickly went to AT&T's website on my own device and registered his phone, it sent the device registration code to his number and I retrieved it but couldn't delete it. I didn't give a fuck! I threw his phone back in almost the exact position I had picked it up from. He had a lot of calls, but none recent. Who was he talking to? I picked the phone back up, he hadn't come inside yet and looked for an app unsuccessfully finding one. I threw the phone back wondering where he had gone separated that long from his device. WHO WAS SHE!!

I heard the door open and laid back down, he came inside the room and grinned, "U can go wash your clothes if u need something to put on, where's the test?"

"I'll leave before your bitch comes!"

"U jealous?"

"Who me? Fuck nooo! FUCK U!"

I wanted to know Trenton's grandfather's last name, I googled Emily Ellis and I be damn.

WHY THE FUCK WAS HE SMELLING LIKE POLO FOR THAT HOE! I was so mad but nauseous and decided to stay calm. I wanted to leave, I was unwanted and naked! Not just of clothes but stripped of integrity! I had my money back but it meant nothing, I couldn't buy clothes naked! I called Nikki without getting an answer, I had to help her! FUCK TROY!

I heard a car pull up and knew Nikki and been stranded on the highway for hours! I couldn't sleep knowing she was just---stuck out! Just as I thought about running out naked and stealing Troy's car as whoever had come in, I heard---Von's voice, AGAIN? FUCK! I HATED HIM TOO!

Then I heard Nikki.

"WHUR MY BITCH AT?" I heard her yell, "OOH DIS MUTHAFUCKA NIIIICE! YALL BALLIN LIKE A BITCH!!"

Jesus 🤦🏾‍♀️

For some reason I instantly got pissed, WHO THE FUCK WAS HE TALKING TO ON THE PHONE!

He walked into the room after saying hold on to Von, and as soon as he had I tackled his ass, he had played with the wrong bitches feelings! He was trying to fuck---Nikki!

He shielded his head while I slapped him and pushed the door closed while laying in the floor. His strength overpowered mine, and he rolled on top of me, "Girl u crazy as fuck! CHILL OUT!"

I was pissed!

"OUT OF ALL THE BITCHES U COULD FUCK---"

He was laughing, "I just wanna fuck u Babe, chill out!"

I HAD HEARD THAT MUTHAFUCKA ON THE PHONE!

"U just told a bitch to come over here! ---"

"No I didn't."

He was laughing so hard and it wasn't funny, I looked around for his gun!

"I swear on my Mama, I wasn't talking to nobody, I wanted to see where ya head was at. Take the test."