Chapter 4

6:30 at noon, I woke up. I looked at the curtains that were hanging in the middle of the wall. It's color were crimson red, more like, black red, the color of the blood when you see someone dying, when you see someone taking your blood for a blood test, or, probably when you killed someone with a gun. I rose on my feets, I didn't knew how much, or, how I've slept, but, I could feel that I've slept for years now. I opened the curtains, to reveal a whole massacre in front of me.

The nature was dead, tree's dying, and, there was a whole column of people burying corpse. Children's, adults, and old people were scattered, and, put in graves. I felt that my stomach squeezed, that, I wanted to scream. I wanted to yell, for them to stop, but I couldn't. Instead, I covered my mouth. I tried to breath, inhale the oxygen, but I couldn't. My eyes were horrified, I was horrified by the scene in front of me, was this really it. Was this what was happening, I recalled the people looking at me. Their eyes were so, so empty and hollow, their face were old, and, they were tired. Their skin looked cracked, and, they were empty.

Everything was empty

Everyone was empty

I was empty

This room, is empty

Nothing make sense anymore, nothing make sense. I suddenly feel someone holding me. I dodge. I look behind me, to see the same man that was before.

"Hey, are you okay, why you opened that curtain" he asked.

"you, you, YOU MONSTER, SO THIS IS ALL ABOUT, YOU KILLING PEOPLE, JUST, TO SATISFY YOUR OWN NEED. WHY ARE YOU KILLING PEOPLE, WHY, IS IT THAT HARD TO SEE SOMEONE ALIVE ON THIS PLANET? " I yelled.

"you need to rest, your losing your mind"

"I AM NOT, LOSING MY MIND, JUST LEAVE ME ALONE, DON'T TOUCH ME" I yelled again, while he hugged me and carried me.

"JUST LEAVE ME ALONE, PUT ME DOWN, JUST LEAVE ME ALONE, DON'T TAKE ME ANYWHERE" I yelled, as I was hitting him and moving. But he was too strong. He kept walking in the hallways, as we arrived in a room.

"JUST LEAVE ME ALONE, PLEASE, I BEG YOU, LEAVE ME ALONE" I yelled again.

"WILL YOU HEAR ME OUT OR NOT" he yelled back, grabbing both my wrists and pinning me to his bed. He was above me, and I was below, I wanted to break free.

"I won't hear another world of a murderer like you" I said, angrily. I felt something in my chest, like, some kind of anger, rage, frustration. Before I could say anything, he kissed me.

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING YOU PSYCHO! " I yelled, he looked at me again, but this time, I felt some kid staring at me. He was empty on the inside, like, he was lost. His tight grip felt loose, and, he let go off me. I couldn't help myself, I slapped him in the face while he looked at the floor

"I know you might think that I'm a monster, but the truth is, that those bodies that you see in the field, are the people that had been killed while trying to fight for their lives. The only thing that I try to do is to save my people, from war". He said. I was chocked, I looked at him and gasped.

" I need you" he continued.

"You, no, I won't be an experiment" I said. I was shivering, I looked at my hands, and, tears started rolling down my cheeks. Maybe I was wrong, maybe this person wasn't as bad as I thought.