Why It Has To Be Her?

another night, after that incident, how can i sleep when my love isn't next to me. how can i eat when my only one isn't cooking for me and how can i live when she isn't besides me. how? how can i be without her? why it has to be her why not me who died? why? god why did you took her away? she was so pure, innocent and kind. soft as cotton, fragile and loved everyone than why it has to be her?

"JK? " as I hear someone calling my name I look at the direction of the door and saw my brother, since that incident he always care for me but I don't care about anyone now cause I only care about her, my love, my life, my everything. " why are you not sleeping? "

he said again making me look at him as I said " Are you expecting me to sleep when my eyes aren't closing because of the pain that I lost her " he come closer to me and hug me tightly and said " I know how hard it's for you but it didn't mean you will live like this forever, you have to be brave and strong to make Kelly proud of you, that even after her leaving you're fine you know how much it's even hurt her to see you like this, so be brave " he's right Kelly will be worried for me I have to be okay for her.