1 Flashbacks

Shana Pov

I woke up in the middle of the night thinking, why did that thing reappear in my dream? It's worse than a nightmare, and that incident makes me feel so bad for myself and how I wish it didn't happen again.

Hi, my name is Shana and my life was like hell to me when something happened

FLASHBACK (2 YEARS AGO)

"Clark!" I shouted just to make him stop and put his attention on me. Okay Shana this is it, confess your feelings and accept his answer without getting hurt! Yeah think positive as you should Shana

"I-i like you," I said with the sweetest smile I've ever done but I was stunned when I hear his chuckling sound so I look at him, is he laughing at me-?! Why though?? This is not a joke

"What?" I asked still thinking how can he laugh in this situation like he was making me feel so nervous

"Seriously Shana? I know that you like me as your friend" Clark said to me, is he serious? Well yeah we are friends

"You're wrong Clark, I like you not as a friend," I said to him, I hope he understand what I meant by saying I like him but before I can open my mouth again, I was stunned again when I saw how he looked at me like I'm the weirdest person he met before he walked away like nothing happened

I was hurt then but didn't expect the confession to ruin our friend's relationship and I still blamed myself whenever I received his cold glare and cold voice.... I deserve this? HAHAHAHA I SHOULD EXPECT THIS TO HAPPEN

(When they are 7 years old)

"Shana! Come here let's watch some movies" Clark said to me with an innocent smile, he's really cute when he smiles and I don't know why I always notice myself to see his smile more

"Okay!!" Shana answered before she ran toward him with a smile, how can Shana ignore her only best friend?

"You should smile more, you look so cute when you smile," he said, and those words make Shana blush

"But my older sister always says that I'm ugly," Shana said before she pouted,

"Well- pfft-- it's true when you are pouting, you look like a duck," Clark said making Shana angry so she make a distance between them

"hemp! So mean" Shana whispered but she pout even more when she hear him laughing, Shana was annoyed at the same time confused about what is happening inside of

"It's just a joke, Shana, don't worry because you are the prettiest person I saw," He said with a smile

"But how about them? I mean a lot of girls have a crush on you" Shana said before she sit beside Clark

"Don't mind them" Clark answered before he smiled at Shana so she smiled too

"Okay," Shana said

(When they are 9 years old)

/at school/

"Shana stop running!!" Clark shout, looking at Shana while sitting on the floor

" But it's fun!! You know that" Shana replied with a smile before she helped him to stand up but Clark was so confused when he felt nothing in his pocket so he checked it and was stunned to realize that his wallet is missing

"Shana, did you see my wallet?" Clark asks nervously but Shana just shakes her head as a no

"No, why?" Shana answered before she drink some water

"M-my wallet is gone," Clark said but Shana just laugh at him

"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA" Shana laughed as hard as she can but was stopped when Clark pinch her

"Ouch--" Before Shana can finish her sentence, they both flinch when they hear a school teacher shout

"SHANA! WHY ARE YOU DITCHING YOUR CLASS!!" One of their subject teachers shouted at Shana making Clark chuckle about her situation but hearing him chuckle make Shana angry so she glared at him to make him shut his mouth

"You're scary when you look at me like that," Clark said to Shana

"Are you praising me or teasing me?" Shana asks angrily

"Um, both?" Clark answered, Shana didn't let a second pass and attacked Clark but she stopped when the teacher shout again, "Jeez I forgot about her" Shana said to her mind

"SHANA!! GO TO YOUR CLASS NOW!" The teacher shouted

"We're sorry Ma'am," Shana and Clark said before they both walk away

"It's your fault Clark" Shana whispered before she pouted

"What do you mean? It's your fault, Shana, you said to me that we will just go peek at the cafeteria" Clark said depending on himself but he was smiling so the two kids walked in the hallway laughing after they cause trouble how adorable right?

"Clark let's just share my money" Shana suggested with a smile

"But you only had--" Before Clark finished his sentence, Shana immediately covered his mouth

"Sister gives me more money today," Shana said with a smile

"Are you sure?? Okay" Clark exclaimed knowing Shana will insist if he declined her offer for him

(When they are 11 years old)

"Im late!" Shana shouted before she enter the room

"SHANA!! You here" Clark said while waving his hand to Shana

"Shana you are late, now go to your chair," The teacher said but when Shana looked at her chair, someone already sits there

"Umm Ma'am, someone is sitting in my chair," Shana said to her teacher

"Then find another---" Before the teacher can finish her sentence, Clark but her words

"Shana, here let's share here in my chair," Clark said with a smile

"Clark! Don't you have manners???" Their teacher asked

"Sorry Ma'am" Clark answered with a smile but the teacher just sigh and continue what she was doing. Shana goes to Clark's chair and sits on it

(Present)

All of that is still messing in Shana's head and she still doesn't know how to get rid of them, which can cause her to feel weird

"W-why? Why are you acting like that?" Shana whispered while crying, wiping every tear that escape her eyes

"I-it just like I'm a dream to you," Shana said sitting in the corner of her bed while crying

Meanwhile, in Clark's condo, Clark is also crying not knowing why is he crying.

"Why am I crying?" He asked himself, all he knows is he woke up in the middle of the night and started crying for no reason