15 Give Your Hesitation

Unlike Eastsea City, Skysea City was mountainous, so many buildings were built on the slopes. It looked more layered. Some high-rise buildings were erected on the mountains, which made it feel like they were reaching the clouds.

Bai Xu and the others were taken to a luxurious hotel to stay. The hotel was very unique. Half of the building was in the sea. Every room had a sea view, giving people a feeling of embracing the sea.

"The scenery is really nice!" Bai Xu felt relaxed and happy.

"Ding dong!"

The doorbell rang, making Bai Xu puzzled. Teacher Leng had gone to meet with the competition organizing committee. Tomorrow was the opening ceremony of the Skysea Alliance competition. At the same time, the draw ceremony would also be held, and then the competition would begin.

Who could it be at this time?

With doubts, Bai Xu opened the door, and a cold figure came into view: "Gu Yue?!"

Gu Yue didn't show much reaction: "I saw your figure and followed you here. Are you free now?"

"What's wrong?"

"Let's go out for a walk and talk about things between you and me."

"Okay."

Bai Xu locked the door and went out with Gu Yue. There were many people participating in the competition that day, and the hotel lobby was very crowded. The streets were also packed with buses carrying contestants.

The two of them walked to the seaside side by side.

Bai Xu was a little confused. Gu Yue's attitude had changed quite quickly. Could it be that something had happened?

So he tried to ask: "Aren't you with Tang Wulin at this time?"

The sea breeze blew, and Gu Yue's black hair was a little messy. She casually tucked her hair behind her ears, adding a cold temperament to her. This was indeed a world where appearances mattered.

"He and Mu Xi went to the Blacksmith Association. Why are you asking about him?"

"It's nothing. What do you want to say? About my request for going to the core area of Star Dou Forest to practice?" Bai Xu was too embarrassed to ask more questions and changed the topic.

"I have already talked to Di Tian about your cultivation in the core area. There is no problem. I want to ask you something this time. About my other clone Na'er." Gu Yue stared at Bai Xu's eyes. She opened his eyes, trying to see a bit of surprise. But Bai Xu was not surprised at all when he heard Na'er's name. He even responded confidently: "What do you want to know?"

"A few years ago, Na'er and I made a bet. You should have understood it with your ability that can surpass the past and the future."

Bai Xu nodded: "I know."

"After communicating with you that night, I really learned a lot. She wanted to use human love to bind me so that I couldn't attack Tang Wulin, but now that I know Tang Wulin's true identity, I will no longer be as ignorant as before."

"You want to say what?" Bai Xu was confused.

"But I'm afraid. Na'er is my separated human emotion. She is more human than me and has richer emotions, and she will always come back one day.

I'm afraid that after merging with her, I won't be me anymore. I was scared, I really couldn't be cruel to Tang Wulin and hesitated, which ended badly."

"On the bus here today, I tried to kill Xu Xiaoyan, but I couldn't do it, and a little tenderness rose in my heart. I unconsciously recalled the days we spent together, this feeling was very beautiful."

"The rich emotions of human beings are indeed something we have never had, but you are different. You are like a spectator. Although you have emotions, you are experiencing what humans should experience. But I can feel that your heart is not bound by this world. In other words, no one can really enter the depths of your heart."

"I would like to ask you to teach me, at least help me avoid Na'er's influence on me during the future fusion."

Gu Yue walked on the seaside path, her eyes full of sorrow and despair, as if pleading, she looked at Bai Xu expectantly.

Bai Xu was stunned for a long time, then reluctantly walked to Gu Yue, held onto the railing of the path, and looked at the sea: "Emotions are something that cannot be explained. They are the bond between human beings, and they are also the hardships you must go through to integrate into human society."

"Emotions are a person's attitude and experience based on whether objective things meet their own needs. The reason why you are struggling now is because you are experiencing the objective things around you. From every action to every big event, they may stimulate you to experience more emotions, thereby continuously enriching and perfecting yourself."

"But this is only for a moment. When you have spent a hundred years in the human world and experienced joy, anger, sorrow, and happiness, when all the relatives and friends around you have passed away, and there is no emotional sustenance, living alone in the world, the only thing you can feel is loneliness."

He turned to face Gu Yue, the sea breeze blew, his face under the fluttering hair was serious and sincere: "In your life of hundreds of thousands of years, you must understand your position, clarify your direction, and strengthen your beliefs.

Just like this short human life, countless soul masters persist in practicing. Some of them persist because of responsibility, some because of love, and some because of the pursuit of further progress.

Gu Yue, you can be confused for a while, but you can't be confused forever.

Stick to what you think is right, shoulder the responsibility on your shoulders, and implement it to the end. This is also what Gu Yue, the Silver Dragon King, should do.

Once you understand these truths, whether Na'er returns or not will have little impact on you."

Gu Yue's eyes widened slightly, her eyes sparkling, revealing her most vulnerable side.

This feeling was like someone pointing the direction to her in the boundless sea, so that she would no longer be hesitant or confused and move forward firmly.

She stood there for a long time, thinking and reflecting, and then nodded heavily to Bai Xu, as if she understood everything.

She left with a brisk pace. Even if fate surrounded her, the God King plotted against her, the burden on her shoulders weighed a thousand kilograms, and even if one wrong step would lead to an abyss, she still chose to shoulder the responsibility as the co-owner of the soul beasts, making the soul beast glorious again.

But just when she walked more than ten meters away, she paused, turned around and looked at Bai Xu again, smiling softly with curiosity, as if she was really a 10-year-old girl.

She asked: "What about you?"

Bai Xu smiled: "My way is not here. If you can regain your strength in the future, you will see that day."

"Thank you."

"No thanks, just remember to give me a little more Life gold!"

Hearing these words that seemed like a joke, Gu Yue curled her lips and muttered angrily, but Bai Xu didn't hear it, and then she left.

Bai Xu opened his arms to the sea breeze and enjoyed this moment of freedom. After a session of therapy with him, the Silver Dragon King's Taoist heart became much firmer, at least she would no longer wavered like in the original work.

But even if she made up her mind, she couldn't kill Tang Wulin. The presence of Tang San's spiritual imprint and the plane master Tang Hao meant that the Silver Dragon King would not be able to kill Tang Wulin before she regained his strength.

So what is Bai Xu's purpose?

He doesn't consider himself a good person, and he already has a plan in mind.

"In this life, I want to become a true moon, to leave the Heavenly Mountains, play in the sea of clouds, shine on the past and the future, and walk in the dark sky."