54 BIRTHDAY PARTY III

There are days when time moves so slowly that a day stretches and expands and there seems to be no end in sight. I was happy the week hasn't been one of those times as it seems to run faster than any other time.

I was somewhat happy with how fast it went cause the week turned out to be more depressing as the funeral day approached. These are the times we were grateful to have been blessed by the triplets cause they were our only source of happiness.

Her death wasn't quite sad as she's lived for so long and needed to rest, but the way she had died was... wicked.

It was hurtful knowing she was killed by someone. It's very annoying if a family member dies in the hands of someone you have no idea of. The feeling of wanting to be there at the time, to at least protect them from such harm surges through your mind and every day the regrets just get so unbearable and suffocating.