Freeze the time

I laid there very quietly afraid that if I so much as move he will go. I wanted to freeze the time. I wished he wasn't this handsome or rich then I wouldn't have to worry that he will stop wanting me one day. I don't know if he feels the same about me. I felt an urge to pee. So much for not moving. I shifted away from him. He was laying his head on the crook of my neck. He looked up at me questioningly.

"I have to pee", I said a little embarrassed.

"OK", he said giving me space. My bed was so tiny. It was amazing how he and I have managed to squeeze in here. I didn't put on anything. I rushed to the bathroom. We have a joint one. But she will probably stay there watching TV giving us privacy. Even if she doesn't she has flashed me plenty of times she just have to endure it. I was changing so much. I was very conscious about my body. Hating the way I looked ever since I grew boobs. I didn't want the men to look at me. I thought I looked ugly that is why they stared so much.