The Gloomy Day

The sky became dark, the sun hid itself. The weather resembles people's heart.

The rain drops make it more heartbreaking views.

The people wearing black suits and black dresses. With black umbrellas covering their face. Their sorrow makes the atmosphere more heartbreaking.

As the coffin goes down slowly into the grave. Their head look down follows the coffin until the coffin vanish form sight.

A sorrowful scenery at the graveyard. More than hundreds of people standing still to bid the last farewell. The seven members are incomplete. Six of them stand still with tears rolling down their face. Without any single make up on their face and their messy hair, they could feel the pain. It's the pain they never expected to happened in a short time.

A woman with black dress holding a cute little girl at the age of 5 and a pair of twin at the age of 11 standing nearby. Sobbing. They couldn't stand the pain. Their beloved person finally rest in peace.

All his friends, his families and fans were all gathered there since morning. They didn't expect that he will go so soon. His family just saw him running healthy with his children two days ago. The members and the BigHit staff, They barely just saw him a few days ago at the Company Dinner. Fans around the world just saw him a week ago on Ellen Show. He smiled perfectly on that time. He didn't show any sign. He didn't suffer from any illness. He.. He just... gone... Leaving all his family, friends, fans and everything behind.

He's too young to die. He's the sunshine of the group. His smile brings happiness. His smile and his cute voice makes everyone love him more. All of them Lost Hope.

J-Hope are gone forever. Our Hopes are gone forever. Jung Hoseok is the first to leave the world. He is the first to leave Bangtanboys. His leaving are permanent. He will never coming back to us.

The unexpected day finally come.

"Honey, please rest well" with a sobbing sound, Ms.Jung bid her final farewell. Hoseok finally married and have kids with his beloved wife. They get married after 12 years Hoseok debuted as Bangtansonyeondan on 2013. Now he left his wife with 3 kids. The first kid is twin, the elder is a boy and the second is a girl. Both of them have Hoseok smile and they currently 11 years old. The last child is a girl with beautiful eyes. She has Hoseok eyes. And she just 5 years old. Hoseok left at his age of 45.

"Appa, I will miss you. Please rest assured, I will take care of this family. I will take care of eomma. I love you" The first child make his promise. The second child still sobbing, she can't bid her farewell because she's too close with his dad. She buried her face on her brother's chest. The last child, she knows nothing. So she just do things she usually do.

"Eomma, where's appa ?" The third child asked her mother. Ms.Jung's heart sink when she heard the question.

"Appa have to go somewhere else. From now on, appa will not live with us" The mother answered with tears rolling down her face before she wipes it off.

"This time for how long ? Why appa not giving me supply kiss ?" The smart girl asked again trying to make her sulky face. Since she was born, she get used to not seeing her dad. Maximum for 2 weeks. Because his dad have to go abroad for business. Everytime Hoseok went abroad, he will fill the Jar with his printed lips. She called it as Supply kiss.

Ms.Jung don't know what to do. She don't know what to say. She just kiss her girl's forehead with teary eyes.

Kim Namjoon walk to the family then he hug the oldest son of Hoseok and patting his back. Suddenly the oldest son burst into tears. He kept it inside, He don't want to show his sadness. He don't want to show his tears. He wants to act strong. But when Uncle Namjoon hug him, his heart give up the strong act. All the tears he had kept are now running down his cheeks like waterfall.

Namjoon eyes become red as he also crying. All the members face became puffy and red. They looked messed.

Since yesterday incident they did not believe that one of the member were gone. They love each other. They've done many things together. Losing someone like that, is surely a big shock.

The news about Hoseok spread all over the world. The ARMY become depress again. Most of them booked tickets to Korea to see with their own eyes. Some of them locked themselves in their rooms, crying. Although BTS member are married and they are aging but the love for BTS from ARMY lasts forever.

The Incheon Airport filled with ARMYS from all over the world. Some of them wants to give support to the members and Hoseok family. Some of them wants to bid their farewell.

The lost of Hoseok is the first thing we realise, BTS is just human.. Like us..

The nature itself feels gloomy as the sunshine were Gone. J-Hope were gone forever.

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