Thinking About her

Jeon's Pov:

I feel like a jerk, a true jerk who left the women in the morning alone with whom I spent the whole night making love. Yes, love because she deserves more than what I gave and how I treated her in the morning. I shouldn't have left her without saying goodbye but I had to do that.

Someone has contacted my manager with my pictures leaving the club with Enya and I don't want to make her look like someone who she isn't and I don't want to tarnish her name.

It's been two months since that night and I can't even get her scent out of my mind. She has imprinted me as hers and I can't forget every second of that night. It is more than one nightstand for me, I don't know how she is feeling but for me, it is more than just physical.

Maybe she is hating me now because I didn't even leave any notes the next morning. After all, I don't want to leave any hope for her that we are more than a one-night stand.

" Jeon! Jeon!" I was brought out of my thoughts by someone calling my name.

" Hmm?"

" What are you thinking man!" My friend Ji-Hoon asked, sitting beside me. We were in my studio practicing for my new album. Ji-Hoon is my manager too.

" Nothing man, just thinking about the album." I lied.

" Don't lie to me, Jeon, I know what you are thinking." He said.

" I can't seem to forget her and I feel like a jerk not even leaving a note to say goodbye," I said feeling guilty and angry at the same time.

" I know, man! but it has to be done like that if not you and she will be in big trouble and we don't need that at this time." He is right, my album is going to be released soon and I don't get to be in trouble because my company will face losses and I can't do that to the company that made me an idol and a successful career.

" I get it, it's just I miss her so much, and I need to apologize to her and let her know that I left her because I was in trouble not because I don't respect her." I hope we will meet again and I can show her what she means to me and how much I respect her.

" I hope so man! Let's go, we need to be somewhere." We left the studio to go to the ad company which offered me a proposal to shoot an ad and I accepted because I like their clothes and it made me comfortable.

" Sir! We have an hour for the shoot to begin and today we have couple shoot and I hope it's okay with you?" The designer asked, giving me an assuring smile, making me feel at ease. I have done some ads but all didn't involve working with others.

" Yeah, it's okay, I will be ready." I give him a confident smile before taking my seat reading the script on how to make a pose and the expressions.

" Hello, Long time no see!" I heard a feminine voice greet me from behind and I turned around to see none other than the girl I don't like. It's not like we are enemies or something but she just gives this vibe that I don't like. She is a model and her name is Ye-Jun.

" Hello, yeah busy with my schedule," I answered dryly, going back to my script.

" Ahaaan! Is that so! Jeon." She asked, smirking like she knows something that I don't know.

" Umm, Yeah!" I was confused by her. Girls like her confuse me. Why can't they be normal and easy to read and at the same time hard to know them!

" See you around Jeon." She said before turning around and going to wherever the hell she came from. Don't get me wrong but this girl gives me bad vibes and I heard that she is creating rumors about us dating and going on several dates. I don't want to approach her directly without having any proof and I don't want to get tangled up in rumors with her.

" Jeon! We have only 10 minutes to get ready for the shoot, you have already done your makeup. Just change your clothes and come." Ji-Hoon said, ushering me to the dressing room.

" Do you know with whom I am going to shoot?" I asked while putting on the shirt which I am going to advertise. It feels so good and comfortable.

" Umm, I don't know but the designer said that she is a supermodel and everyone knows her."

" Hmm? We have to see who she is and I hope we get along because I don't want to ruin this shoot." I said checking myself in the mirror.

" Me. Jeon! Everyone is ready, please come." The designer announced.

" Okay, I am ready. Give me a second!" I want to prepare myself before going in front kd the camera. I need to be calm and collected. I took a deep breath before going out of the dressing room.

Everyone is ready waiting for the models for the shoot, I already made my way to the designer and he showed me how to stand and he fixed my clothes and hairstyle according to the script and told me to pose, and showed me the theme of the Ad.

" Fancy meeting you here again Jeon?" I heard the familiar voice behind me again and I know it's Ye-Jun.

" Yes?" She is wearing a similar colored costume as mine with makeup done to perfection.

" It will be a pleasure to work with you and I was planning to work with you and see the opportunity come knocking on my door." She said pressing on to the word pleasure. Does she think I'm interested in her? If so then she is wrong.

" Likewise," I replied before facing the camera.

" Everyone take your places and start." The designer yelled and the shoot started.

" Me. Jeon and Miss Ye-Jun, please stand like this, and Mr.Jeon your hand will be placed behind Miss Ye-Jun's waist." He explained how we should pose together and the poses he is asking us to do made me uncomfortable.

Maybe I am missing someone, that's why I don't even want to breathe the same air as other females! I hope we will get a chance to m

eet her again and show her how sorry I am and what she means to me.