Chapter 1

I wish somebody would save me but I know for once that nobody is willing to do that for you, it's shitty but you have to just put up with that. My father once told me that nothing comes free, true to that. Kindness equals to accepting the favor one day back.

I don't have any money left.

The only thing i am left with is this stupid body that always malfunctions, really living the life of a beggar. It's sad but for my little sister, Julia i will still come to home with a huge smile on my face. No matter how much I am hurt, the only thing I want to show Julia is how strong her big brother is.

Put up with it, do others work in this stupid, not enough paying part time job. It's hard being poor. Sometimes I wonder how rich people live their lives, do they have a luxurious meal, or something more extravagant than that. I think they deserve every single thing they have. They must have worked hard for that.

Sometimes it's opportunity, sometimes it's talent and some other time it may be hard work that may make or break a person.

But I am really tired.

Dear sister,

I am extremely sorry, You should know that I love you very much. You are the most adorable sister ever. I love you and you know that too, right. Julia when mom and dad were alive we used to play every single day. I know Julia. You wish to become a doctor one day. After all, your dream is to save everyone right.

You are so kind like mom.

Oh god, how should I say this, Julia. Your brother is a very cowardly person. He wasn't strong nor was he happy nor did he have a girlfriend that he was always bragging to you about.

Remember brother will be with you always even if he is not here physically. Julia, I am a terminally ill patient. God, I wished for a miracle to happen to save me from this cancer. I earned enough money for you to graduate. I think it may be enough.

If this letter is in your hand I may not be in this world anymore.

My dear little queen.

I love you so much.

Julia.

Julia opened the letter and was thoroughly heartbroken by the words written in it. She thought that she knew her big brother well but how could he vanish like that all of a sudden. He was here smiling at her just a month ago when he told her that he was going on vacation with his friend. Maybe he didn't want Julia to see his sick side.

Julia came crashing down the stairs and opened the door of their home and ran as fast as she could. Her tears were slipping down as she was trying to find her big brother that vanished all of sudden. What could have happened? Why did he not tell her about this all sort of question arose from the girls mind after all she really loved her brother.

A brother who will always be there to support his little sister.

Brother, come back. I don't want to be a doctor. If I can't even save the person that I hold dear the most i don't want this, please come back. How could i live without your smile anymore more Jule you stupid idiot.

I don't want to lose any more family. Please give my big brother come back. I know with this much money, you could have saved yourself even though the chances may have been slim . You could have at least survived a few more years. Mom also went through this god. Why would you make my brother suffer the same fate?

One year later.

Dear brother,

I studied really hard and passed the medical university examination. Oh, by the way, happy birthday. We would always have so much fun on the day of your birthday. I have a secret brother. Sometimes it's really hard because some hooligans are bullying your sister. If you were here you would have definitely beaten them to a pulp.

I wish you were here, sometimes I cry all alone because I really really miss you.

Muah, here is a super duper sister kiss for you.

Your sister,

Julia

Three years later,

Dear brother,

I made some friends and I had a lot of fun with them but still the moments with you, mom and dad are still the most precious one. I have a secret brother. I have a crush on a boy. He is like my knight in shining armour. He saved me from the harassment of the hooligan and reported them.

Don't get me wrong Jule you are still more handsome then my crush, if i have to rank it would be second because first goes to daddy. Hee-hee hee.

I still sometimes cry not much of an adult am i, you said you were a coward than i am a crybaby.

Love you,

Jule.

Five years later.

Dear brother,

He proposed to me. At first i said no, playing hard to catch but after sometime i said yes. It was really more romantic than your non-existent girlfriend. I am a doctor now and I got work that I like the most, saving people. But still I feel powerless because the people I wanted to save the most are not here anymore.

I don't cry anymore. Guess what, I am a big girl now. I have got a secret brother. We are going to get married. I haven't told any of my friends now because the first person i wanted to tell is you Big oofus Jule, my dear brother.

I love you and always will.

The end.