Understanding Misunderstandings

I thought it was that bad

But the mistakes from the past

Can never be replaced with a happy moment in just a single snap

The pain that came from you will always be irreplaceable

So don't expect the grand embrace that you think I am able to

A slight change may be something

But at least, there's progress to these kind of things

The future's still blurry

Maybe we'll have that kind of relationship so don't you worry

It's the last time I am to reminisce

Due to these kept feelings I have hidden for so many years

I was not able to accept different kinds of emotions that I should

Accepting it was the only thing that I could

So please bear with me

As I am timid and still a kid

But I am truly sorry for the thoughts I have

The misunderstandings we shared

The fights we didn't resolved

The talks with tears and shouts with the slightest violence

And so with the guidance I have

I have yet to understand these

Now, I am able to understand these misunderstandings

But with a faint dissatisfaction with the utterly sensitive me...