139 You Disappoint Me

You read it correctly. You disappoint me, my dear readers. It's been more than a year since I started writing and I learnt a lot in that time. But I'm disappointed by your lack of interaction.

Back when I started, I use to get regular reviews on all chapters and that used to motivate me to write more and I wrote. The more reviews I got, the more motivated I was to write and published the chaps for you to read. The support those days is like a good dream now.

I always asked you to give me feedback, tell me what you feel or just talk. Yet at every point, you didn't respond. Only a few cases may be exempt from this, but most of the time, it is dead silence. I often feel like I'm rambling to myself because of the lack of interaction.

I waited for so long for you to comment, and I'm not gonna wait anymore. I even started my Discord Server so that we can chat there freely, I know you all are busy people with an even busier life, but if you like what I write, can't you leave a word or 2 for me to get motivated?

If you think starting my patron page will cement continued updates, you are wrong. The folks there definitely motivated me, but they can motivate me for so long when you are dead silent and it broke all bounds today.

It's truly disappointing. I'm talking now as I can't hold it in any longer. I'll be clear with you. If you don't like the story or don't feel a particular part doesn't fit, tell me that, and I'll explain why it's there and what it's for. But DON'T BE SILENT.

If it comes to that, I'm ready to lose everything and say 'fuck you' very easily. But I want to write and sometimes when I can't sometimes, your continued reviews and inputs motivated me a lot. Now your silence is drying my motivation.

If you like those author who don't complete a story they start and starts a new story as soon as they loose interest in this, I'm fine with it. If you still be silent, maybe ill follow them as well, who knows.

I don't want to break my promise and stop writing stories as I told many times.

You can't find a second in the 7-day week to comment on what you think about the update. You read it and leave? What should I think? Some are rational enough to leave a review, but lost don't. I can't be robotic and just write irrespective of your lack of reaction. I want feedback. I want to give you my best. If you don't tell me how the story is, how can I do that?

You are very understanding and cooperative of that, for which I'm thankful. But speak, people. Until I receive any further response, I'm suspending all updates and will stop writing 6 fics until we have an open discussion.

I'll be waiting on the server for you to speak up. I'm ok if I lose some of you for this, I don't want dead silence anymore. I'll start doing commissions instead and delay your favourite stories even more if this issue still persists.

I leave the choice to you. We all are going to sit together and sort things.

I'm sorrowful to do this, but I've endured it long enough and I want it off my chest.

Hope you can understand my situation and open up at least this time.

Yours,

Disappointed Black Infinity 1289.