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____ Please wear the burnt story for a while. No one will cry without reading the story

→ .How many times will I tell you to clean my clothes a little better ...

I don't understand what dad put you in this house .....

Only my father is destroying others ..... Your father, mother is gone, who knows why he didn't take you away ...

One of the dangers ... if you don't clean it well, I'll tell my mother to stop eating today!

(The words Dipa Apu passed away and it started raining from my sky)

Why do you think the above words told me ???

Then listen

I am Raju Islam Sagar .... and my life is not like five children ,,,

Inter first year at Pari ....

And the one who told me these things is my cousin Sabrina Alam Dipa!

I mean orphan, mother, father, no one! Leaving me, they have become the stars of the sky ....

They died in a road accident when I was 5 years old!

I have been at my aunt's house ever since.

But not the son of the house to be a working man ,,,,

I didn't say a while ago that I am an orphan but I think I am not an orphan. I think uncle, aunty is my mother, father, and Deepa Apu is my sister.

But my uncle thinks of me as his own son, but my sister thinks of me as nothing but a workman ...

There is no day that I do not have to shed tears!

I cry a lot at night

It's not just that I was insulted, I was beaten a lot.

If anyone sees my back, they will be shocked because there are so many stick marks!

The studies I'm doing also fight with everyone because my mom, dad always told me you have to be a lot older,

People have to be human!

I didn't understand the word then but now I understand so I am continuing to read and write in the midst of hundreds of hardships!

You're wondering why I'm here in the midst of so much trouble.

Because I love that uncle, aunt Deepa Apu very much! So can't leave!

Heard so much, my past come true now ....

Hmmm, after washing all the clothes, I'm cleaning the house now .....

Suddenly I turned around and saw that a vase had broken!

Hey hey i broke it what will happen now .....

Meanwhile, on hearing the sound, aunty immediately ran and saw that the vase was broken ,,,,,,

Aunty: How did you break it ???

I: Auntie, I didn't realize that there was a vase on the back table .....

So how can it fall apart and break!

Auntie → Is it your father's money or not ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

I can't work seeing, you know how dear it is to Dipar!

I → ....

Aunty: Stop eating today, what do you do if your father, mother left you!

It would have been better to take it with you!

I → ...

(Eyes blinking) Auntie, why are you standing there, Hamzada, will your dead mother come and clean these?

Then I started to clean those broken pieces ....

Auchchach hand was cut off ,,,

Blood is coming out, I really can't do anything!

Blood ...

It's a little hard to cut my hand, but it was even harder to hear my aunt's words .....

Well aunty can't caress me a little ,,, how much Deepa caresses you ,,, I also want to get a little caress! Why does my aunt forbid her to call me mother? I also want to call someone mother ...

Now I am lying in my bed. I didn't want to eat anything at noon. I thought I would eat at night, but Dipa Apu, knowing that I had broken the vase, turned off my dinner.

I have been drinking a lot of water all day so my head is hurting a lot ..... I don't say this to my uncle ,,, if my uncle knows this, he will suffer a lot and there will be unrest in the family ...

Sometimes I don't want to live in this cruel society ,,,, I want to go to my mother and father ... It hurts a lot when my sister and aunt say, why didn't you take me with my father, mother ..... why aunty took me Her son can't think, I really want to call aunty mother, aunty will feed Dipa Apu with her own hands ,,,

Aunty doesn't understand, I also want to eat in her hand, but I don't want to eat properly.

And why does Dipa Apu always treat me like that, so I can treat her younger brother a little better with me ....

Why don't you introduce me as his brother in front of everyone, why don't you call me sister! There are tears in my eyes thinking about these things ,,,,

No one sees this water, no one understands me ,,,, This is how my day goes on tomorrow ,,, Every day I have to be insulted I have to listen to more and more .... I am coming to college today after about 7 days Aslam has called ... ..

There's no one like me who can tell me everything, in fact no one comes to be my friend,

Come on, how come everyone is wearing expensive clothes and I don't want to talk about my clothes, I get two pants a year, two shirts, so I did all the classes ,,, then after finishing the class I talked to my only friend Rifat and left for home. .....

As I was walking down the street, I noticed a few boys talking to a girl in a very bad way that I can't even bear. So I couldn't stand it any longer. Seeing the rod, the rest of the boys ran away.

The girl: Thank you very much brother! I: Hey sister, what is there to thank you for, you are like my big sister and it is my responsibility to protect my sister from these boys!

Then after saying some more things I went home ... I came home and finished all the work of the house ,,, then in the afternoon I went to the roof a little ,,,, standing and looking at this busy city ,,, suddenly someone called me Called from behind and I had to turn around ...

How dare you kill this little boy ..... how do you dare to kill Ronnie ..... how do you dare to kill Ronnie ..... how do you dare to kill Ronnie ..... how do you dare to kill Ronnie ..... how do you dare to kill Ronnie .....

I mean, what are you saying, Apu, I killed Ronnie ..... Apu, who did you hit with a rod this afternoon? I was talking a lot to a girl, so I couldn't keep up, and I didn't know it was your BF,

And the boy is not good, sister, he is very bad.

I'll get you out of the house. You put your hand on my Ronnie.

After saying these words, my sister left ... and my sky was covered with black clouds!

I didn't do anything bad, so why did they hit me like this? Why do they remind me time and time again that I am an orphan .. Mother, you see no one loves your son, why did you leave me, mother, I can't fight the battle of life anymore, I Very tired mother very tired! It's been a while since my uncle has been out of the country for a few more days, now I am being tortured too much ..... I endure it all face to face ..... I get up in the morning like every day and finish all the household chores ,,,,, I started screaming so I went there ,,,,, Apu কে who took 20,000 from my cupboard ,,,,,

Aunty → what do you say who will take all your money again ,,, sister কি how did I say that, Faisal you did not take the money ????

I - what do you say sister, why should I go to take your money, aunt - who else is at home to take money, yes .....

Apu: You are right mother, we go to Faisal's room and see if he gets the money or not, it is not possible to say who stole the money ..... I: I did not take the money Apu

Then he went to my room and did a lot of searching ... Apu → Ammu look at this money (showing a lot of money)

Uncle: You bastard, I took the money, then I fed the snake with milk for so many days ... I believe that aunt, I didn't take the money! I don't know how these things came to my room, sister-in-law, you call people without listening to them, you have to steal, you have to be punished ,,,

Aunty, that punishment means I will not keep her in this house anymore ,,,,, then my sister told me to call someone ,,,, I am silent because I know nothing will happen here ,,,,

And I didn't steal the money, so how did the money come here? Who is cheating on me? Apu came to my room last night. Did you tell me? I understand that all these things work .....

Thinking about this, Ronnie came, which means that some other boy came with the one I killed, then he took me to a room and killed Anel, there was Apu too,

Apu: What are you going to do to kill my Ronnie, now understand, push Ronnie, kill me, get rid of all your anger today, I have lost the language to speak,

Apu was able to do it with me ,, I am suffering as much as I am suffering from being beaten, it is more difficult to listen to Apu's words ..... I was killed a lot then I was kicked out of the house ,,, I can't walk properly, my whole body is hurting, I miss my mother and father a lot today, ↓ ↓ ↓ I've been out of the house for about a month now, no one has found me ,,,,

I sometimes find out about them, everyone is fine, did my sister have an illness but I didn't know anything exactly ,,,,,, I knew all this from my friend ,,,,

Now I'm working at the hotel. Suddenly a friend arrives.

Friend িস You know this Raju story ,,,, I → in what story ,,,, Friend → Hey Deepa Apur is dead,

He has two kidneys damaged, but he can't find a kidney anywhere, and if he can't find one today, he can't be saved, and now he's been kept at Rajshahi Medical College

After hearing these words, my eyes started watering ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, ↓ ↓ ↓ → How do you feel now mother ,,,,, → Hmmmmm mother is good ,,,,

→ If you didn't get your kidney at the right time, then maybe you wouldn't be alive anymore ,,, → But my mother's kidney wasn't available, then ,,,, → I don't know if my mother donated two of her kidneys to you ... .. → Who is mom ..... আমরা We don't even know that, your father tried a lot but I didn't know ,,,,,

This is what Dipa and her mother were doing. Then the doctor came and handed Dipa a letter and said that he had given you two kidneys and he had asked you to give him this letter.

So Dipa starts reading as soon as she gets the letter ..... ... Dear sister, mother, father, maybe now I am no more in this dramatic world,

This sister, please don't be angry today, I wanted to tell you a lot today, Ray, and I didn't tell you, aunty, tell me, will you still be angry today, don't be angry, and I will never say it's over today. ,

You know, I'm so happy today, no one can hurt me today, and no one can beat me every day, you're so angry, so you can't kill anyone else,

Now you have to wash your own clothes, tell me what to do, sister, I didn't want to leave you, Ray, but tell me what to do, there was no other way to save you, Ray.

And if something had happened to you, Dad, Mom would have suffered a lot, they would have died even if they were alive, Ray, and I could never have called anyone Apu again, I know you would have been very angry when I called you Apu, but Believe me, my sister would not want me to be called a brother,

But you called me a little guy, and then I would go into the room and cry a lot, I thought if I were your own brother, what would you do to me?

I used to have a lot of trouble, but I also wanted to call you Apu again and again. When you stopped me from eating, I was just drinking water.

And mother, I don't want to feed you with my own hands, but I have never been afraid to tell you if you hit me, and you know, mother, I didn't steal the money.

Don't tell my mother that I didn't steal the money, you know, when Ronnie was hitting me with his belt, I felt a lot, Ray, and you were smiling, but I'm not sorry, Ray

Apu, are you crying for me now? I know you are not crying because I am not one of you. No, I will ask you for something. You will call me brother once. I'll hear it right, please call ,,,,, and mother, you will hold my hand on my body once you ask for it,

Dad, you are not muddy, but I will live among my sister, and bury me with my father, my mother, this sister, you have not called me brother yet,

This is the last time you call me, please call me! You don't have to call anymore, how are you, and don't mind my words, love you Ray Apu ,,,,,,,,,,

It's a disaster in your home! After the letter, Deepa cried and said, "Brother, don't come back, I will never bother you again. Please come back ..."

But he will never come back ... and whoever left him will not return to the country.

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