Chapter 1

"what happen to your grades Rin?" mom said when she first saw my grades in the first semester.

I'm a grade 12 student and I will graduate in a few months. but still my grade doesn't impress my dad and mom. they always have that high standards in academics since I was a kid. I almost spend the day studying to make my parents be proud of me. its killing me when I always heard from them that they don't happy that I am they child. Why my parents like that they don't even ask me if I'm fine.

"I'm sorry mom" I apologize while looking down at my feet

"do you think everything will change in a sorry?"

"I'm sorry mom, pomise I did my best to make my grades get higher" i said

As I look at mom expression a hand slapped my left cheek it was dad who slapped me. my tears run down my cheeks as I held my cheek now that have bruise. how can a father do that to his child?

"you always say that you will do everything to make us proud to you, but you don't doing it" he said

I can see the anger in dad eyes. as I said I do my best but they don't believe me. this is unfair how can they hurt me without hearing my words.

I run and go outside. I heard them calling me but I don't look back. I just want to be alone. I keep running I don't know where I go but I just want to go to a place I don't see my parents. I stop on a bridge were a river down. I stand on the bridge and look at the sky it was almost 10 in the evening. and Im here in the bridge preparing to jump to leave this world that I feel Im useless. I almost going to jump when I felt a cold wind blow in my direction and I feel a hand held my wrist.

"hey, stop what you want to do, I don't know what happen but I think this is not the solution" the voice I heard from behind

I never felt this before as someone care for me. who are you? why did you stop me?