1 Break up

It was summer 2018. On June 18th I went to Finland with my classmate to earn some money. We were in strawberry farm. Everyday we woke up at 5am and went to field to pick strawberries. On 22th June three girls came here too. On the first day (afternoon) we laughed and were having fun alot at the house. I liked one girl so much. I looked at him and she was so pretty. She was smaller than the 2 other girls. I started to flirt with him. We got to know each other. We kissed and watched films together, walked etc. She lived in Jõhvi (Estonia). About 150km far where I live. On July 21st me and my classmate travelled back to Estonia after the work was done. These girls stayed there until 30th of July. After we were back in Estonia, I called to that girl named Kati every day. 13th of August was the day she came to Viljandi (city where I live). On 14th of August we celebrated her 16th birthday. She liked my present very much. On 24th of August we went to the party, where our favourite bands were singing. She went to school named Tartu Tamme Gümnaasium. Tartu is 70km far from Viljandi. Our distance was smaller happily after this. On the first September I went to school. She went also. On the weekends (whole September) I visited her in Tartu. We went to cinema alot, took long walks, ate different things. After school holiday I heard that she's moving to same school where I am. I was happy. That was true. She came here and we sat together in every lesson we had together. Ooo and I forgot. We celebrated our 6th month of being together (it was on 25th of December, after Christmas). After all things were started to go down. We had a lot of quarrels. She ignored me alot but I did my best to get things great again. That helped alot but today (13 January) is the day we broke up. She said to me that she do not love me anymore and that she want to be alone. Somehow I feel better, because she smoked year ago (at the age of 15) and she had bulimia. My heart doesn't want to let her go. I don't know what to do. I still sit with him in lessons. But yeah...today is a sad day for me...💔😓