Stop Time

Sometimes I wish there was a way to stop my brain. Because for some reason it always seems that I am inflicting pain on me, Emotionally and physically. I wish I could factory reset myself and have a fresh new start but it isn't going to be that easy. So ill listen to music and dream about a world where I can be free without reminiscing about the things that hurt me and finally be able to relax. And be able to smile because I want to not because i need too.