Guilt

If I were to have paid attention they wouldn't have been hurt and I wouldn't be drowning in the never-ending stream of guilt. wishing I would have noticed sooner the pain that they were inflicting on themselves and saying I'm ok, but that ok goes into the word I'm broken. In need of help, save me. I'm so sorry I never noticed but I guess you probably think I'm pathetic and I don't blame you, but you will never tell me to my face it's fine I know how you feel even though you never will tell me. We have grown distant and I wish for you're best.