Darkness

Looking up, darkness overwhelms my mind and my soul. It's suffocating. Just breathe, please just breathe, I try to scream but nothing is coming out. Only the sound of my tears dripping onto my pillow, that's all I seem to hear. I can't see anything but darkness, please help me. I'm scared, just more and more tears just start to fall, what am I supposed to do? I'm drowning in my own thoughts, grasping at the air imagining there is someone there to hold me through this pain, but it backfires and just makes me realize this cold darkness is the only thing that's keeping me company, But it's just judging me, mocking me. It's almost as if I can feel my own pity on myself. Just please, please help me from this painful darkness that I carry when the one I love isn't here.