1 everything feels like a dream

Ahh life sucks nah nah dont worry not gonna commit suicide or something just one of the people i thought will stay left, you know according to me expectation are a persons biggest weakness. i dont help or listen to people thinking that they'll do the same . but im a human too and whenever we do some efforts for some this weakness ( expectations) arises . so had a shitty day i have my exams in few days , haven't started studying yet . my so called friends left me and i saw my ex hugging the guy she cheated on me with. wow you know the worst part i dont have anyone to share this all with and its 12:50 am already. *arghhh

i've sent snap to see anybody online

i've refreshed my feed and send the same reel to all my (so called) friends

aah i guess everyone asleep and now i should just give up and try to sleep

*bumble notification popped up

i totally forgot i had this in my phone

her name is "T"

she sent " ngl you're kinda cute 😭"

okay a spoiler**

*cute is my favorite compliment*

okay lets see how is she

ohhukay she is pretty hot

i mean pretty and hot

normally i am very shy and introvert but right now i was so pissed and tired

my brain cells weren't functioning properly

i was wrong she was not normal hi bye girl she was something beyond imagination

i mean i tried to start a conversation

by asking (how was her day) (how is she) (why is she up so late is anything bothering her) if there would a normal girl she would have marked me a green flag by now. but she the first thing she said was " tell me what you wana talk about" or "ill start asking random questions because you have a topic problem"

yes she knows me better than my friends

in just 3 minutes

and then because of some friendly vibes and open dominating attitude from "t"

the real sam is talking to her ,

in these few minutes of chatting she won over me i dont know how

i totally forgot why i was sad pissed and angry

the only feeling i had was happy,excited and scared

she was so straight forward like never in my life i felt like this

i mean whenever you call a girl beautiful, pretty , hot or whatever

you expect a reply thank you or a fake forced appreciation in return

but she texted i know , whatever

its not like she has attitude , but i dont know why i know i know there's a gentle smile behind her whatever

a little blush behind her shutup

whenever i flirt i dont know i just know her expression through her text

she was literally the baddest motherfuk*ng bitch i ever i meet

trust me i would never never

make her angry because she is someone who lifts boys from collars

after few texts , blushes, and smiles and yaa she is a bully she literally made my fun in every two lines she type

she shared her playlist and not a single song or artist was known to me

after that we both just listen songs together

i mean i was listening to her playlist

and i know she was listening that too at her place

she was literally an addiction

after few shared pics more flirting and some pickup lines , it's already 3:00am and i felt this line today that "time flies whenever youre with someone special "

i said we'll catch up tomm

* 10:47 am morning

first thing i checked after waking up was bumble but she is not there

her id was gone

i can't find her id , i scrolled down but couldn't find anything

i guess she was dream , a beautiful one

i mistakenly opened my gallery

and saw her pic i took a ss of one of her pickup line because it was dope

so i have her pic , i search on youtube and google

the only two possibilities are

1) she blocked me

2)she deleted her account

dont worry i am not sad , last night was great

i was feeling so so good , im ready for the challenges

thank you so much "t"

i dont her name 😂

"she was a dream and i never want to wake up"