XIX

Aronaj POV

I woke up to see that I am in the middle of Cameron and Asher I saw them both sleeping peacefully. I carefully climbed to the end of the bed putting on my house slippers going to the kitchen. When I got there I saw no one was awake so I checked the time and it was 2 am. I looked around saying "So my boyfriends are fucking each other now?" I shrugged eating my food then going to Luna's room asking "Hey can we cuddle they locked me out of the bedroom?" She nodded opening up the cover as I laid in front of her being the little spoon as she hugged my waist as we both fell asleep.

After a few hours, I was woken up to see that I'm in a car I started to look around and see even I had on different clothes and "Electric Love" was playing as I looked at the window to see my two idiots running towards the car smiling like kids.

I smiled wondering where I found those two idiots as at that point I got out of the car asking "How did I get here?"Asher responded, "Teddybear I carried you out here because we are going home now and I didn't want to wake you up." Cameron continued "So I got you dressed and ready making sure we packed and got everything." I smiled saying "How charming, but you could have woken me up so we could go.'

They looked at me with innocent eyes saying " We didn't want to wake you, darling." I looked down saying " You two are going to make my heart pop at how cute you two are" Rubbing both of their heads as they smiled hugging me in sync. We soon got in the car the two boys in the front and me in the backseat with our things in the back as we started to drive we play slowed versions of songs we loved singing together. We all had a lot in common and I could see that this relationship is fun because it's us.

Because never have I ever felt so at home in my life especially with two people that came into my life so recently.

At this point and time, I understand love is the hard concept I always dreamed about. The one that's so odd and unexplainable that not even most people in the world experience and never know or realize that what it truly is what it is. We never know who we will love as we can't control that but we can control if we want to act on it or not. For me, I never knew I'd fall in love with them and have them both as we all love each other.

I always knew love was a confusing and dazing topic as I watched videos and read up trying to find my answers. I never found much but I adored the lover's stories I got to read and hear them made me happy. They always told me I'd find a long-lasting lover one day. I always believed it would be one but who knew I'd be in love with two not just one of them.

I'm a over thinker so it confused me when I was younger how can you generate feelings for multiple people at once I felt it would be hard.I was one to think I wouldn't want to share my lover with another person.Who knew I was bound to do so and falling hard for two completely different types of boys.

We first have Cameron he's a 5'11 boy who has a heart of gold but he's more of the quiet type.He's a semi fit guy with a simple style more of oversized hoodies and jeans.He had this sensitive and poetic nature that I found extremely attractive as well as how he a flirtatious person despite coming off as innocent.He's my temptation like a drug especially when he kisses or touches my body I feel like I'm being lit on fire.

He can be overprotective his makes that evident but he doesn't claim it.He's one who prefers to have his scent on me so others know I'm his as well as he like to hold hands and pinkies in public.Although he's not a PDA type person and expresses his love with words of admiration and gifts.He even admits to being not the best at the relationships as this is his first so he's not experimenting.

He has this soft vibe though like he's just a sweetheart with the best intentions but due to being insecure he's scared and does stupid things. Then he beats his self up mentally I've seen due to emotional abuse he has a hard time dealing with emotions sometimes. This leads to pent-up frustration plus he explained to me about the cheating thing.

He fully explained to me he just wanted to be experienced for me so I could feel good plus he was scared to ask me for such a thing.As he's too scared to hurt me he says which was proven as he had the messages proving it.I reassure him that day it was fine just don't do it again and we will forget the cheating thing.

On another note we have Asher he's just a straightforward person who knows what he wants and makes it known.For example when he first told me he like me he held my hands telling me how he felt and said he'll get me one day no matter what.I laughed at him that day saying bet who knew he'd do it.As he a talk 6'4 boy with multiple tattoos and piercings he was exactly what I told myself not to fall for because I knew once I fell it would be hard to get back up.

Which I did as he's a genuine person that only speaks truth he told me everything about himself and so did I as we have a unbreakable amount of trust for each other.

He a flirt and it shows he prefers to put marks on me so people know who I'm with as he just like to see the marks as he's not a jealous person.I find it so attractive how he is good at expressing his love for me as he's good at all the types of affection. He's favorite is physical affection as it brings him peace and comfort.He like my devil he is the cause of my sins it's hard to resist him like he has this control over my heart that is so comforting and makes me feel safe.

I love them both to death and can't understand why they would want me as there are millions of pretty girls they could have chose but the chose me it's so confusing.I will happily accept their love and do my best with it as I want to make them as happy as they make me.Because as long as,they are happy I'm happy too even if it's without it with me.

We continue driving as I'm deep I thought as we came to a stop at a gas station and we got out getting gas and snacks using the bathroom.which was quick we left as Cameron bought me a 2 cup of my favorite milkshakes which was at this machine.I smiled at him eating when he turned as I put more ice cream in my mouth kissing me making sure to enter his tongue in my mouth.He sat in the back with me this time he let go saying liking his lips "That tasted really good Princess guy should get that flavor a lot more as you know I love chocolate." I got flustered covering my face saying "You could have just got some out of the cup not took mine out my mouth."

He responded "But it tasted better when I got it from you plus it looked so good so I just had to have a taste." I just had my face feeling hot saying "How dare you?" As I hid my face in his arm embarrassed as he stroked my head kissing it and apologizing softly saying "Asher taught it to me and said I should try it so I did in sorry if that was too much."I reassured him it's fine smiling as he wiped the chocolate off my mouth with a wet napkin.

I laid my head on his lap as I started to get tired so I fell asleep in his lap as he playing with my hair humming a song. He was good at singing so I wasn't a surprise so I fell asleep with no problems but it reminds me of one of my old friends that I talk to when I have a chance as we all get busy with school at times so it's hard to talk all the time.

I miss them so hopefully, I can see them at some point.

I thought of my friends as I feel asleep saying subconsciously "I miss you idiots." After that I blacked out