Play time

"They will never believe your my girlfriend if we can't kiss convincingly. You my Dear need practice. You can't even look at me.

After all you hated kissing me right?"

"kissing you wasn't the problem, it was not knowing why I couldn't control myself, and how awkward it was"

"oh my Dear I'm going to make it so awkward for you, that it becomes comfortable. How does that make you feel?"

"nurves... I would love you just say nurves and leave it at that but that wouldn't be honest. It also sounds exciting I've longed for someone physically, to be with for some time." I've been so lonely, watching others kiss and hold and love each other. I've longed for at least one part of that. Even if it's over quickly.

"well well, your body may be innocent, but your mind is not. let's begin a little dirty ' Simon Says' " he said with a smile.

"sigh.....ok"

"come closer,"

I move the pillow and scoot over.

"now overtop of me," he smiles patting his lap.

I place one leg over and set above his lap trying not to touch him. I'm so awkward.

"lower, I want you to feel me"

I can do this I tell myself. Setting all the way down. I can feel his pants on my bare skin. I can feel his warmth through his thin tight pants.

"give me a little kiss here, now" he pointed to his cheek. I give him a peck on the cheek, if this is supposed to help our cover. I need to be comfortable really kissing. I turn his face with my hand and kiss him on the lips. It feels so good to kiss him.

I place my hands on his chest and rub up around his neck. I'm going to have fun with this. I smile feeling I've won.

"well, hello Dear. " he smiles back. He is clearly enjoying this.

I kiss him on the lips, quick little kisses one after another. The kisses getting longer. I move my body up and down rubbing my waist against his huge ... um thing... . I push my tongue in his mouth, felling inside his mouth. I continue kissing, little kisses big ones. My fingers in his hair. I gently pull. He bites my lip. And I pull back.

"mmm, I like this.." he smiles. "mmm ... A lot."

I am enjoying my self. I am enjoying these feelings I've never had. I'm enjoying his reactions.

"now the little kisses are wonderful, the tongue a bit well we can work on that. Pulling the hair now you will have to be careful with that."

"oh and why is that? I didn't hurt you did I?" pulling his hair again lightly.

"if you keep doing it you will find out...mmm..."

"I like this look in your eyes" I tell him. I'm still so nurves I can't believe I'm doing this.

"your to stiff. relax... All I asked for was a kiss... I'm surprised you went so far."

"I'm sorry." with what he said I really didn't think he would stop after a kiss on the cheek.

"no don't be, here move your hips like this." he places his hands on my hips. I'm like full on grinding on him. I can feel him in his pants. I look down remembering the front has a slit. What if it pops out?

"don't stop, hands back up here. eyes on me."

I do as he said, I'm wanting more, but we just met... I shouldn't but I do.

"eyes on me," he is smiling. "good, girl. now keep the hips moving and kiss me.. Again."

Tongue is what I need to practice so that's what I'll do. My heart is racing I want more. I pull his hair everytime we kiss. He uses he's tongue, I try to copy. I've been grinding and kissing for a while. I'm so turned on...

"take the shirt off." he said looking at my eyes.

I breath deeply and remove the shirt slowly.

"keep your hips moving," he reminds me every time I stop. "it's my turn." he rubs his hands around my naked body. Like I've been doing to him. Over my breast being careful not to touch and cuts. I close my eyes. Breathing heavily. He licks my nipple looking at me. I pull his hair he sucks on my nibbles bring very careful of my cut.

"mmm' I want more. I want all of him. this feels amazing.

he smiles as I make noise. "what do you want Ray, should I stop?"

"no please don't." I say in his ear. Pulling his hair again. "I want more .."

"is that so? mmm.. more of what?" he is really enjoying this.

"I want more... of you... Jay" I'm so flustered.

"sigh... lay next to me." he smiles.

I do.

"spread your legs"

I do as I bite my lip he runs his fingers down my body between my legs. He rubs my vagina.

"do you want me to stop." again he asked what I wanted.

"I want you,... please don't stop."

he placed one finger inside sliding in and out. He is kissing me as one becomes two. Two become three. I'm breathing heavily, watching his face. He is watching my expression. He goes faster and harder his fingers are long and it stings a little, but it's more pleasure then anything. Jay wiggling his fingers around. Rubbing all the way around I am so wet, I still want more.

He takes off his pants, "do you still want more?"

I bite my lip and nod. "yes, please" I want to feel everything.

"mmm you are so tempting." "so tight, even using manners... how could I say no." he grabbed a condom from the draw and puts it on quickly. "spread your legs more"

he climbed between my legs I can feel his body pressed against mine. He kisses me again. Sets up and said "sigh.. put the shirt on"

I'm so confused. what just happened? did he change his mind? I set up putting in my shirt. I thought we were going to have sex? I'm so embarrassed, I wanted him so bad.

when I turn back to him he has his pants on again he is not looking at me. But he said sweetly, "goodnight, get some sleep."

"goodnight Jay," I paused for a minute rolling over and getting comfortable. That was a lot of fun. "thank you" I say before falling asleep.

*****WRITER'S NOTE*******

Hello readers

sorry very busy with pandemic and schooling and taking care of my health physically and mentally. #MOMLIFE

Also trying to learn how to make digital art work.

sorry it's taking longer between updates.

I'm working on 6 storylines and they are all a bit different.

Thanks for reading... hope you enjoy. Feel free to leave your thoughts. Good or bad.

I always wanted this one to be more of a graphic novel than just a regular novel it just doesn't have the same fell...

this is a really fun story, I hope to draw it out for your all.

This is my least liked and least read novel I have on here....

But I hope to change that.

Thank you to those who read this.

Your the best!!

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